When I first went to work on Monday morning, the manager handed me a pathological report with an anxious face: "Insurance is for serious illness, see if it meets the insurance liability?"

Habitual targeting pathological report conclusion: invasive ductal carcinoma, grade ⅱ.

Reach out. When' tis once spoken, suddenly opened his mouth.

"Where is this Han Xiao?"

"This is our colleague Han Xiao. "The manager has a sad face.

"How come?"

"How come?"

……

I muttered to myself.

Colleague Han Xiao, 38, loves beauty and cooking. The fancy dishes that are often cooked for my daughter in the circle of friends are delicious and eye-catching, which makes people's appetite open.

This spring, she brought us a lot of nougat made by herself. Nougat wrapping paper is very beautiful, with white and black spots on it, much like a cow. The repackaged packets are also the same color, and the seals are decorated with red bows, which is unique. Eating sweet and delicious toffee, we all lamented who married Han Xiao, which was a blessing from previous lives.

Every day, I will receive a large number of claims, and I will meet more customers who have cancer at a young age. I can't help sighing and regretting every time, but that's someone else's story. It will disappear soon.

What makes you think of your colleagues who live together day and night?

Her children are too young to be accompanied for a long time!

2

My friend is the dean of the school and is very busy with his work. Every time we ask him out at a class reunion, his answer is, I'll treat you another day. I'm very busy recently. We know that he is talented and the best candidate for vice president. So everyone laughs and jokes with him. When they become principals, they must invite us to have fun.

I saw his good news from the local media at the beginning of last year, and reported that he was promoted to vice president. I'm happy for him, so I'll call to congratulate him.

Three months later, a bolt from the blue, he found liver cancer in the physical examination of the unit.

After that, he can't do the work. Running between Shanghai and home. I went to Shanghai again and again for interventional therapy. After 13 times, I went to see him.

It's early April, and there are colorful flowers and green grass outside the window. The students lay on the recliner and looked out of the window. My eyes are full of expectations for life. By this time, he was too weak to walk.

I peeled a Korla pear for him, and he said with a smile, I must eat the pear peeled by a beautiful woman.

But after a few bites, he showed a painful expression that was difficult to swallow.

He told me that he had many unfulfilled wishes and liked fishing, but he never had time to go. I promised to accompany my daughter in primary school to ride a bike in Tiandehu Park. ...

He asked me, do you think I still have a chance?

I answered him against my will with tears: "Yes! If you cooperate with the doctor, you can! "

He let out a deep sigh. I know everything in my heart.

three

Because of the cooperative relationship between the unit and the hospital, I went to the hospital frequently for some time. I met Mr. Wang, the director of internal medicine.

At this time, Director Wang has reached retirement age. Because of his excellent medical skills and kindness, he was very popular with patients, so he was retained by the hospital.

I also graduated from medical school. When I saw that she had many patients, I took the initiative to help her write a checklist and take her blood pressure. I often discuss some medical problems with her, and gradually we become friends.

Director Wang is open-minded, and I often laugh at her: "Old lady, you can live to be over 100 years old in the future."

She squints at me every time: "Then it will become a turtle!" " "

God likes to joke.

In June this year, I met a nurse in Director Wang's department in the bakery. She took me aside and told me softly that Director Wang was ill. Gastroscopy found that it was esophageal cancer, which had metastasized and there was no way to operate. "

I was shocked.

How can it be? Such an optimistic person.

Director Wang's daughter is in Beijing. She went to Peking Union Medical College Hospital for radiotherapy.

It rained the day before yesterday. I saw a message from her daughter in a circle of friends. I was ambitious and didn't want to work near my home, so I struggled all the way to Beijing. Now my mother is seriously ill, but she doesn't want to stay in Beijing for treatment and insists on going back to her hometown. Feel deeply powerless.

After reading it, my heart was also wet by the rain.

I know that director Wang has been thinking about it for several years, so he will stop working and go to Beijing to accompany his granddaughter and experience the life of ordinary people in the imperial city!

Now she just wants to go back to her roots.

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My mother's illness made me deeply sympathetic.

How strong my mother was when she visited me in Taizhou on National Day in 2005! She walked a long way in the park with my child in her arms, without saying that she was tired!

It is absolutely unacceptable for me to be diagnosed with gastric cancer at the end of February. Tell my sister repeatedly that the result must be wrong! Redo pathology ...

The doctor's husband gave me a loving hug and patted me on the back.

He knows better than I that facts are hard to change.

During that time, I had to take a bus for more than three hours every month and go back to my hometown more than 300 kilometers away to accompany my mother. I helped my mother massage with tears and watched her suffer from illness and couldn't sleep.

Gradually, mother couldn't eat anything. After the labor pains, she often thinks of some kind of kimchi in her hometown. She knows that only eating can make people better. When we bought it back, she couldn't swallow a bite.

In the last time, what she said to me the most was, why is my life so short?

Yes, her life is too short to be busy with her children and grandchildren.

What about the life she wants?

Under the box, there is still a dress that she wants to join the old dance team, a dance dress embroidered with lace and a colorful fan. They are all brand new. They have not been worn once, but they have been used once.

She waited until her grandchildren grew up. She will have time to dance and exercise. Regrettably, this day did not wait.

On September 1 day, 2006, my mother who was tortured by illness left. At the age of 66.

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We are all used to taking what happened to others as stories, and the short-lived feelings and sympathy will soon disappear.

Why did you never think that people around you would leave us first one day?

Her voice and smile, the way she walks, the way she talks. Always in front of you. How come? How could this be

As the sketch says, living is between opening your eyes and closing your eyes. Open your eyes and start a new day. If you can't open it, your life will be over.

When people reach middle age, they realize that the rest of their lives are not long. Don't wait, do what you want!

Spring is blooming, so enjoy it quickly!

Ginkgo biloba leaves are yellow in autumn, so take pictures quickly!

Even if there is a lot of housework waiting for you, it doesn't matter, just leave it there! Don't miss the beautiful scenery!

Spring goes and spring comes, and flowers bloom.

Dear people! Our life will never start again.