My husband accidentally bumped into me, and he didn’t buy nectarines because he wanted to eat them.

I am more than five months pregnant and I was going to take a shower last night. I used to go to the toilet before taking a shower. As a result, I got up after going to the toilet and bumped my foot. My husband didn't see this, and I felt a little aggrieved at the time. Then I put the dirty clothes in the sink, and happened to pass by my husband who was taking off his clothes. His head was covered with clothes and he didn't see me, so he hit me in the face with his elbow. Then I felt even more aggrieved. As soon as my clothes were thrown away, tears started to fall.

Crying and saying: "You hit me...why did you hit me...you actually hit me..." But even though I shed tears, I knew in my heart that he did not see me hit him. It hit my feet, and it was not intentional to bump into me. I couldn’t see with my eyes covered with clothes, but reason is my reason. Even though I couldn’t control my tears, I cried for more than ten seconds. I laughed out loud without any turning point. I really felt that I was too Is this funny? Thinking about it, you are really embarrassed, and you still shed tears over such a trivial matter.

Another time I wanted to eat nectarines and asked my husband to buy them for me. My husband didn’t want to go alone and asked me to go with him. I don't want to go, but I just want to eat. The two of them were in a stalemate. I thought, I just want to eat a nectarine but you won’t buy it for me, and then I cry for a second. After thinking about it, I cry when I can’t eat it. Isn’t this just a child?

There was another serious incident in the middle. I was less than three months pregnant at the time, and my husband had just found a job. His boss took him to a KTV to drink. He didn’t come back until after two o’clock. I was very special during those days. I relied on him and waited until after two o'clock. Personally, I really hate this kind of entertainment situation, and I don't like him to go. He was pulled by the leader and refused to let me go. I felt that I was very useless. If there was a powerful person in the family, I would just give my job to him. With good arrangements, he doesn't have to worry about money, and he doesn't have to work so hard to make money.

Staying at home now, it seems that the whole person is useless. Apart from dragging his feet and causing trouble, there is nothing that can be done to help him. When he does not come back, he will cry for three or four hours. And this state of self-doubt and self-denial lasted for three or four days, and it got better after a communication with my husband.

Actually, I really feel that after I became pregnant, I lost the ability to control my emotions. I don’t know what it is like for other people, but it is true that many inconspicuous little things and small emotions will be amplified. Looking at it now, my mood It's fairly stable, I still can't control my emotions, but I'm better at self-regulation than at the beginning.