Zi Yan is not here. Zi Yan is 18 years old this year and is studying high-speed rail cabin crew. Like all young girls in their prime, they like to chase stars, gourmet food, and the ordinary life of having a family together. Little days. She originally planned to work during the winter vacation to earn some pocket money. However, plans cannot keep up with changes.

A huge tumor 4 centimeters in diameter grew on the head of Ziyan’s pancreas. After visiting major local hospitals, doctors almost all gave the same answer: pancreaticoduodenectomy. Duodenectomy is the largest operation in abdominal surgery, involving the removal of six organs and the reconstruction of three digestive tracts. This operation is very invasive, and the quality of life after surgery is greatly affected. My mother firmly opposed this operation. She didn't want her 18-year-old daughter to wither away from her blossoms. However, without surgery, Ziyan's life would be at risk of cancer. The pancreas is a digestive organ. The pancreatic juice it produces contains various digestive enzymes and is equivalent to the human body's chemical factory. Once a pancreatic fistula occurs, it will immediately corrode various organs surrounding the pancreas. What’s even more frightening is that if corroded blood vessels cause massive bleeding, there may not even be time for rescue. Making a choice is easy, but the difficult part is the price you pay behind each choice. Advance or retreat? This is a dilemma.