When I was still in front of the computer and in love with my work, fighting hard to let go, day and night, I suddenly received a call from Haruko, and a deep voice came from the phone with an explosive message. "Girl, I'm getting married." I was stunned for a few seconds, my eyes slowly getting wet, but I tried my best to suppress my choked voice, "Haha, congratulations, you are finally married." "Well, thank you. , then remember to come and drink my wedding wine." "Okay, okay, I'll see you then. I won't talk to you for now, there's a lot of work chasing me." "Well, okay, see you then. "Girl." "Wait, Qingzi, are you happy?" Qingzi was silent on the other end of the phone. After a while, "Do you still remember that I told you that if one day I get married, I hope it will be my parents' order." , the matchmaker said that the matchmaker is marrying. Now I have realized it, right?" Then, Haruko hung up the phone.

And my thoughts can’t help but go back to that windy summer ten years ago, when that person wearing a white linen dress, with long black flowing straight hair, especially those eyes, smiled like the world All the light falls into it, and it's so beautiful that people can't take their eyes away. That was the first time I saw Haruko. From then on, I will never forget this scene in my life.

At that time, I was still a rebellious girl and a bad boy in the eyes of the teacher. She skipped classes, got tattoos, and even though she was a girl, she cut her hair one inch longer, just like boys. The first time I met Haruko, I was about to skip class and climb the wall to get out of school. Who would have known that I happened to see Haruko? I have never seen such a beautiful girl. I was so stunned that I accidentally dropped the dog and ate its shit. As a result, I happened to be spotted by the class teacher who was passing by. He held my ear and walked toward the class. Haruko also saw it, and a string of laughter like silver bells came from behind. I thought it was so fucking embarrassing.

I thought we would never meet again. Who knew that when I turned around, Haruko turned out to be a transfer student in our class. When she introduced herself on the podium, I felt an inexplicable sense of fate. I feel that this girl will have an indelible and profound impact on me for a long time to come. The long years of facts that followed proved that my feeling was not wrong. Haruko seemed to feel my gaze, turned to look at me, and smiled slightly. "Qingzi, our new classmate, we should get along well with each other in the future. Qingzi, please sit next to Huang Ying." Huang Ying is here. This beautiful girl was sitting next to me.

"Hi, hello, my name is Qingzi. Please give me your advice in the future." "Hello, Huang Ying, my name is." Maybe facing such a beautiful girl, I have hidden inferiority in my heart. It popped up quietly and I didn't even dare to look at her. "Hui Ying, does your singing sound good?" Suddenly, her heart seemed to be stabbed hard, "Whether it sounds good or not is none of your business." Qingzi probably didn't expect that my emotions would suddenly be so strong, and she was stunned for a moment. "Did I say something wrong? I'm sorry." I turned my head and ignored her. For the rest of the time, I treated her as transparent. But she brings me breakfast every day. In fact, I started to soften in my heart, but I still stubbornly refused to pay attention to her. Until one day, she brought me breakfast again. When she put her hand in front of me again, suddenly, the little bully in our class reached out and snatched it away. I don’t know why, but it became popular at that time. He picked up the book and hit him on the head. Qingzi was so frightened that she quickly went to stop him. As a result, I still smashed a hole in the little bully's head. The head teacher was very angry, and the school also directly wrote me a serious offense. However, my relationship with Haruko got better inexplicably. Later, Haruko asked me why I was so excited at that time. I said, I don’t know either, it’s like something that belongs to me has been taken away. Just very unhappy.

The happy time passed very quickly. Since the Little Bully incident, the relationship between Haruko and I has improved by leaps and bounds. Except for going home to sleep separately, we spent the rest of the time together. Even when we were admitted to college, we They all have to choose the same school and the same major. My classmates all joked that they were wondering if we were gay. Whenever this happens, Haruko will respond fiercely, how is this possible? I smiled, how could it be possible. Haruko actually has a boy she has liked for a long time, and the two grew up together. Haruko said that they had promised to be together when they grew up. She longed for the kind of orders from her parents and the words of a matchmaker in the past, where she could get everyone's blessing and marry the person she liked. Definitely the best thing in the world. Every time she talks about this, Haruko always makes her eyes look big and shiny, looking up at the sky, as if full of expectation.

Later, the boy went abroad. On the day he went abroad, Haruko and I bought a bunch of beers and sneaked into the corner of the airport tarmac. Qingzi told me that she couldn't let go, she was afraid, she was so scared, she would change, and that boy would change. Although the boy promised her repeatedly that their relationship would not be affected and that he was working hard for their future. But it still couldn't erase the panic in Haruko's heart. Finally, at the moment when the plane took off, this panic reached a peak and finally couldn't help but explode. So, Haruko and I were at the place where the boy was taken away, using alcohol to numb the fear and sadness at the moment. I told Qingzi, don't be sad, what belongs to you will never go away, and what doesn't belong to you, no matter how you try to keep it, you can't keep it. But, Haruko kept saying, I don’t understand.

But actually, I think I understand, but I understand better that some things don’t belong to you from the beginning, and no matter how hard you fight for them, they won’t be yours. When I thought of this, I hugged Haruko tightly, as if the tighter we hugged, there would be nothing to lose.

But time is moving after all, and we cannot stay at the moment we want to stay forever. Since Haruko's boyfriend left, it seems that Haruko's vitality has also been drained away. She wasn't interested in anything, so I tried to make her happy. However, she gradually disappeared even with me. I don't understand, why? Until one day, I once again waited for her in her dormitory for four hours, and I reached a breaking point when I saw the direct senior brother who had been chasing her before sending her back. I asked her, didn't you agree to wait for your boyfriend to come back? Do you want to marry the person you love most with the blessing of your parents and everyone? Haruko seemed to have been suppressing it for too long and finally couldn't help it. What can I do? You know, you must know, I can't marry the person I love most. I was silent, "No, you can, you know, I will help you, because we are best friends, forever." After saying that, Qingzi was crying so much that her whole body was shaking, "Actually, Today I want to tell you that I have received an internship offer from Company F. I will be assigned to Brazil. If I perform well, I can become a full-time intern. You know, this is my dream. I am leaving. "It may be extremely sad, but people can calm down." Haruko had stopped crying at this time and said, I understand. There you go. Then he left without looking back, as if he had walked out of my world.

Then two years later, I received a phone call from her across the ocean. Finally, she could realize her dream. With the orders of her parents, the words of the matchmaker, and the blessing of everyone, she could marry her former male god. Looking at the e-invitation she sent, the woman with a smile as bright as a flower, her eyes still filled with the light of the world, I knew that she would be happy now and in the future.

I hesitated for a long time, and finally, I just sent her "The Love of My Life" that I had recorded ten years ago, hoping that she could live a happy life with the love of her life. And since I have sent the love of my life away, I will never take it back.