Text | Lu Xiaomo

Dear Miss Rabbit:

It has been twenty-four years since I met you.

To this day, I still remember your beautiful expression when you were wearing a floral skirt when you were a child. I liked to look at you in the mirror several times, and sometimes you would say narcissistically: "You are so beautiful that I cried."

I don’t know where you get your confidence from, but I like your beauty.

Even though most of the time, you will despise your small eyes, uneven nose, small freckles, and a little baby fat, but you still love the world strongly and do your best to change your destiny with knowledge. Create the future's actual dream.

Well, I need to complain about you here.

In fact, you are not good-looking at all, and you are not gentle in your speech. You always act like a man and like to tease girls, and you are good at pretending that you are very capable, but in private you are a bitch. With a glass heart, girls are recognized as good best friends, and boys avoid being a bad girl.

You have so many bad shortcomings and bad luck, what do I like about you?

It is said that people sometimes lose their focus. I accidentally stayed with you for so many years. So much so that when I occasionally come back to my senses, I see your first heartbeat, first menarche, first time leaving home, first time despair...

Too many first moments. Once, I can't live without you even if I want to.

You seem to have become a part of my life, even though I know you are so imperfect. She doesn’t have a pretty face, graceful figure, intellectual temperament and elegant conversation. She often sleeps in, likes to eat junk food and watch mindless variety shows. She speaks loudly when she’s excited. She doesn’t care about others when she has a bad temper. The Cold War skills are more powerful than anyone else.

But why do I like you so shamelessly?

I like your heart-warming smile. You have small eyes and curved mouth. You open a gap to reveal two rows of neat white teeth. It makes you feel inexplicably comfortable.

I also like your heartless look. Even if others sometimes hurt you with their words and ignore you, you still shamelessly want to be nice to them, just because they once gave you warmth, you feel It should take a lifetime to repay.

I also like your funny little expression, the inadvertent tongue sticking out when you say something wrong, the eyebrows like Crayon Shin-chan when you are a ghost, the malicious smile when you are cunning, you want to bring it to everyone around you People are happy, so they go further and further down the unruly road...

Ahem, be careful, don't go astray.

I prefer the way you look when you are weak. You really look like a little white rabbit. You look around with helpless and pitiful eyes. Finally, when you are about to give up, you clench your fists and cheer up. , tell yourself that there are no obstacles that cannot be overcome, no sorrows that are worth remembering, and no feelings that cannot be let go.

I knew at that time that you, this soft little white rabbit, only looked innocent and docile, but in fact you were very stubborn, strong, and silly at the same time. Unfortunately, you just weren’t sweet.

Hey, you have to learn more about how to be cute in the future, or how to pretend to be cute. However, when I think of you pretending to be a cat and being cute, I get goosebumps all over my body.

Forget it, you are fine now. It doesn’t matter whether others like you or not, as long as I like you.

I suddenly remembered that at this time last year, you were pitifully hiding in your room to catch up on PPT. There was a competition the next day, and you had to summarize the works of all the participating groups, and you stayed up until two o'clock.

It also rained heavily that day, and the sound of pattering in your ears made you a little sad. A few boy friends asked you to go out for a barbecue to celebrate your birthday. You were not finished with the things at hand, so you had no choice but to refuse.

So you spent your birthday exhausted and busy, without even eating a bite of cake.

Last year, you went to Dali and had a steak dinner with a certain lady. I still remember your smiling expression, so sweet that it was unbelievable.

In the ancient city in November, it is not noisy at night. You are walking on the stone road with your camera and watching a group of children chasing each other having fun beside the shops. You can’t help but press the shutter button to record it. screen.

Everything around you seemed strange, but you found it very interesting, so you chatted with the owner of the pudding shop about the local customs, and you also discovered that the owner of the breakfast shop opposite the hotel was actually your fellow villager, selling You will never get tired of eating the Xiao Long Bao that you grew up with.

You suddenly feel that the world has become vivid, without so many barriers, without so many defenses, and even a little novel.

Qiqi will send you a blessing call every year, but the scene changes from the cat bar, to the apartment, and then to the bedroom. The familiar voice makes you realize that besides me, there are many people in this world who miss you.

And the little girl who you thought would never grow up has now begun to say that "loneliness is the norm".

You will be surprised to realize that time has polished the edges of many people and trained the minds of many girls. At the end, we can still hold hands and tell each other the stories of these years in an understatement. That is the best ending.

Although you are not together, as long as you think of each other, you will feel at ease inexplicably. How many more people like this can you meet in the future?

No matter how many or how little, the person in front of you is the most important.

Qiqi always said in the past that festivals should have a festive look, and all the proper etiquette should be prepared, including cakes, gifts, parties, and friends. I despised her at that time. Why did she do so many things? She could just be simple.

Until now, I know that if I don’t do it, life will naturally not be refined and interesting, and may even be boring. Occasionally, you should do it indulgently.

Let flowers, candles, food, gifts and friends come together to leave a color deep in the memory. When I get older, I can still recall an interesting scene.

I would feel more at ease if I could see you were accompanied by someone.

To be honest, getting along with you over the years has been a mixed blessing. Your emotions are always out of control, making it difficult for me to grasp your calm point. But fortunately, I am smart and witty enough, and I can still keep your enthusiasm and trust in this world.

I am not a competent guardian, but I must be your most loyal friend, or in order to satisfy your vanity, I will temporarily serve as your No. 1 suitor so that you can be noticed. addiction.

I will not dislike you for being lazy. If you don’t want to walk, I will ask someone to take you there; if you don’t want to work, I will play with you; if you like to sleep in, I will turn off the alarm clock and accompany you. Sleep until you wake up naturally.

I will not despise you for being stupid. If you do something wrong, it is also a kind of growth. I will accompany you to be criticized. You are cute when you are ignorant. Anyway, I am smart and can teach you a lot. If you really If nothing happens in the future, I will try my best to find you a reliable guy to support you for the rest of your life.

I will not dislike you for being ugly. Stop saying that your eyes are small. I like them anyway. Stop saying that you have bad taste. I will help you choose from now on. Stop saying that you are not worthy of her. You are with me. The most beautiful in my eyes.

I think I love you madly, but I obviously hated you before.

Sure enough, the normal state of emotion is nothing more than like and dislike, which will eventually extend to love. If you really love, no matter how many shortcomings you have, they seem to be just spices. Life is boring, and you can occasionally sprinkle it out for a change.

In my eyes, even if it is sometimes bitter and unbearable, most of the time when I am with you, it is light and delicious with a touch of sweetness, and I will not get tired of it even after a long time.

As a foodie like me, I probably still want to taste delicious food with you. So in the days to come, I will still accompany and protect you, no matter the wind or rain, no matter the night, no matter how lost.

As long as you think about it, I will always be there.