The promise was just a momentary bitch, and it fulfilled all my expectations and disappointments.

Article|Honey December

A few years later, I heard that you were getting married, and I still went to your wedding unwillingly.

The sun is very warm, the green lawn is dotted with colorful flowers, and the scene is brilliant and romantic. It is a scene that I have imagined countless times in my dreams.

She was very beautiful that day, with gentle features and gentle eyes. Your parents were very happy and let you hold the bride’s hand and toast her at the table. I never imagined that a person like you, who used to be a famous drinker, could not get drunk now no matter how much he drank.

The brothers got together and made jokes about you and the bride. The jokes were very pornographic. The bride also smiled shyly, but you suddenly felt in a trance because you remembered at an inappropriate time that you were holding another girl before. Hand, and he also said that it will last until the end of time...

In life, there are always too many regrets. I watched silently as Chen Xu held the girl's hand, and Yangyang shed tears and blessed her in the corner. It’s not that I don’t love you, it’s that I can’t love you. It’s not that I don’t want to marry you, it’s that I can’t help myself!

When the wedding came to an end, Yangyang took out the ticket he bought half a month ago from his bag, pulled his suitcase and left with tears in his eyes, this city full of his shadow, the city she loved so much. city ??of people.

She didn’t know whether she would return to this small but warm city with full expectations from now on, just to meet Chen Xu and stay for two hours, tightly. Hug for two hours and then reluctantly leave.

But this time, she came secretly and left secretly. She just wanted to say goodbye to her love.

Yangyang is seven years older than Chen Xu. Yangyang is married and Chen Xu is unmarried. He calls her sister on weekdays. Their surname is Chen, so everyone mistakenly thinks that she is his biological sister. , he is her biological brother, but unfortunately they are not.

Although Chen Xu is a college student from a rural area, he has a good habit of bearing hardships and stands hard work, and he also likes to study and study. While he was in school, he worked part-time as a waiter in a hotel, as a tutor, and later as a courier boy in a logistics company... He tried many jobs and received unanimous praise from his bosses.

When Chen Xu came to Yangyang to apply for a job, Yangyang happened to be the interviewer. I was deeply impressed when we first met. Chen Xu is 1.8 meters tall, with thick eyebrows, deep eyes, and a high nose. Overall, both his facial features and figure are exquisite. A limit, the reason why Yangyang can hire him is also very advantageous.

In addition, Chen Xu is also very capable at work. He has become very proficient in all businesses in a few months. With him, Yangyang seems to have an extra right-hand man to do anything. Everything comes easily.

In life, Yangyang also takes special care of him and often takes him to his home for dinner. Because both of them are very knowledgeable about food, one of them is usually chopping vegetables and the other is cooking. After that, they would rush to wash the dishes.

As time goes by, it feels like a young couple in love, two people getting along happily.

Chen Xu particularly admired Yangyang, a woman who could manage the department she was in charge of so well and topped the company's performance list every month. In addition to admiration, he looked at her with a touch of tenderness and admiration.

"Boss, congratulations on ranking first in performance again. I'll treat you to dinner tonight. Thank you for taking care of me for so long!" Chen Xu said sincerely.

"Your craftsmanship is better, come to my house!" Chen Xi looked at the tall and handsome Chen Mingyang, and felt a little fluttering in his heart.

Yes, there was a glimmer of light in the heart that had been closed for a long time, but it was immediately closed at this moment. She suddenly remembered that she was already a married woman.

In fact, she knew that what she was doing was wrong, and she also thought about refusing, but in the end she couldn't help but agree to his request again and again, and she even took the initiative to invite him to her home.

Her marriage is not happy. Her husband works in a listed company in other places and is away from home all year round. She also has a two-year-old daughter who is taken care of by her mother-in-law. Yangyang will never forget that scene. She took her daughter thousands of miles away to see her husband, and actually witnessed him and his lover lingering together. Chen Xi cried and hugged her daughter and left, and then the two started a cold war. It has been a year since her husband agreed to divorce, saying that he was just acting out of luck, saying that he could not divorce for the sake of his daughter, saying that he loves her the most...

At first Yangyang insisted on divorce, but later she considered the child. The court decided to withdraw the lawsuit. She didn't want to get into a big fight and let the people around her see her jokes, allowing this relationship in name only to get worse.

Since then, she has devoted all her energy to her work. God has not treated her badly. Every effort has been rewarded. Her performance has been booming. Once she is busy, she has no time anymore. Go take care of her marriage.

Every day when he went to work, Chen Xu would often buy her some breakfast or supper. Looking at her skinny body, he also felt distressed and ran several streets just for her favorite food. A small steamed dumpling.

Later, Yangyang started to eat on time.

Chen Xu said: "He likes women to wear skirts and high heels, and he likes girls with long hair..."

Yangyang began to try wearing skirts and high heels, and also kept them. Long hair...

He knew that she cared about him a little, and she also knew that he had her in his heart, but they still tried hard to maintain the relationship between superiors and subordinates or siblings, and no one wanted to, or dared to break this layer. Paper, it's not that you're afraid that the other person won't love you, but that you're afraid of losing the other person.

One time when Yangyang was on a business trip and drank too much, Chen Xu almost carried her into the car and carried her upstairs until he sent her to the hotel room. Yangyang was still drunk. In this case, he said: Chen Xu, I love you, I love you... and then cried.

Chen Xu helped her to the bed, put a hot towel on her head, and then covered her with a quilt. When he was about to leave quietly, she suddenly sat up and threw herself into his arms and cried bitterly: I I know I am not qualified to love you, but I fell in love with you...

His whole heart was broken, and he hugged her tightly. He knew she loved him, but he couldn't give her a future, let alone hurt her anymore. She fell asleep in his arms, and he gently put her on the bed and left...

Let's leave distance and time between us!

This was the last message Chen Xu sent to Yangyang when he got on the green car.

Because something happened at home, Chen Xu returned to his hometown. This time he never returned to this city, but Yangyang's position in the company was always reserved for him.

The distance did not stop them from falling in love, but made them more dependent. Chen Xu would video chat with Yangyang every night and say "good night!", which became a habit and a habit of love.

Finally one day, Yangyang went to find Chen Xu, and they turned their longing for each other into falling asleep in each other's arms, falling into love at the same time.

The two were lying on the bed, and Chen Xu said: "Yangyang, you can get a divorce, I will marry you!"

Yangyang cried. "Your parents will not agree, and neither will my daughter..."

"No matter what kind of difficulties there are, we will bear them together, okay? I just want to be with you in this life!" "Chen Xu said firmly. Yangyang nodded.

But he failed to convince his parents. His mother said playfully: "Hurry up and cut off contact with this kind of woman. If you continue to associate with her, I will go to your company to cause trouble and ruin her reputation!"< /p>

Yangyang was afraid that people in the company would talk about them, so the two of them gave in and bowed their heads to reality, and they finally broke off.

Sometimes he misses her, but he doesn’t dare to get closer to her with the steamed dumplings. He doesn’t leave slowly until the breakfast is cold.

After their mother made such a fuss, they really never saw each other again.

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Three years later, Chen Xu finally got married. When Yangyang heard his colleague say this, he didn’t know whether he was sad or happy, a blessing or a regret. .

She still went to see Chen Xu secretly, and completely gave up on herself and left!

He put a wedding ring on her head, and he was no longer her hero.