I went back to her original home to get something. I met Luo downstairs and was seen, so I went home.
The initial reasons for pregnancy are as follows:
The bottom of my heart was boiling, and Chen Ou stared at her deeply. Her smile is so bright and warm, just like the sea water in the sun, that he can't help but want to reach out and hug her. However, her eyes were unusually calm, as if something was buried in the deep seabed and would be buried forever.
"So, are you happy?"
The dumb voice echoed in the bedroom, and Chen Ou couldn't believe he asked. However, the sudden acceleration of the heartbeat made him understand how scared he was and how eager he was to know her answer.
"Very happy."
She answered him quickly, as if she had answered the question countless times.
"Why?"
"Because I have a home, I can stay with my family every day. My life is calm and warm, and I am as happy as I am in heaven." She said with a smile and bright eyes.
"Is that enough?"
"yes."
"Even if you marry me, do you still feel happy?"
"yes."
Hearing her answer, Chen Ou closed his eyes and couldn't tell what it was like in his heart, boiling, bitterness and pain.
"Even though, I will ask you to do something you don't want to do ..." When I opened my eyes, there was a faint burning flame in Chen Ou's eyes. He reached out and touched her long curly hair stiffly, then moved it to her white cheek.
"Do you feel happy too?"
Her eyelashes trembled slightly, but her body did not move.
"Why don't you answer me? Completely unacceptable? "
"Yes, you can."
Chen Ou eyes color a tight, burning breath.
"If so ..."
Looking at her shortness of breath, he couldn't help getting close to her. Their breath is only as thin as paper, and her lips give off a warm breath, which makes his heart thump, and the repressed emotions suddenly erupt like a volcano!
"If so ..."
Slowly, he tried his best to control the fire in his heart, just kissed her slowly! He could feel her body tremble suddenly, and then seemed to keep calm with all her strength, but just as he was about to kiss her, she suddenly closed her eyes and her lips froze!
"You say yes!"
The flame in my heart is like being poured by ice water. Chen Ou's eyes are full of deep anger and despair! The intense pain of falling from heaven to hell forced him to kiss her desperately!
Like a burning fire, the kiss deepened, her body was stiff and trembling in his arms, and he kissed her warmly! Kiss her in despair! As if to kiss her into your body and never let her go! Rub her into your body, turn her into him, turn him into her, even if he and she are both dead, even if they turn to dust, they will be together forever!
"Chen Ou ..."
In that suffocating kiss, Yin tried to wake him up, but he was tightly strapped in his iron arm. His lips were filled with madness and despair, and his struggling sobs could only be interrupted into intermittent sounds.
Until "bang", she fell back to bed heavily in suffocating dizziness. He continued to kiss her, and the kiss was fierce enough to burn the air. The ceiling seems to be spinning and she can't get rid of him. In bed, he kissed her in despair and pain. The scale of this kiss is more and more beyond her tolerance, and the air is burning like electricity!
"Chen Ou-"
Dizzy confusion and fear made her start to struggle and shout, but her brain was blank and dizzy for a while. Oxygen becomes extremely thin, and the more he kisses, the more she can feel his body burning like a volcanic eruption! Struggling in a panic, her hand touched something cold on the bedside table, so she grabbed him in a panic, trying to wake him up, wake him up! But he suddenly stretched out his hand to hold her, and in mid-air, her fingers had to be released feebly-
That cold thing fell on the sheets!
The dark blue curtains were slightly raised in the night wind.
Snowflakes are falling quietly outside the window.
Eyelashes closed and trembling, pale Yin gradually gave up the struggle. It is meaningless to think about this struggle carefully, isn't it? What right does she have to refuse? It should have happened on the first night of the wedding. He has given her enough time.
Chen Ou stopped.
He stared blankly at something on the light blue cotton sheet, which was a photo frame with him and her in it. He is wearing a black groom's dress and she is wearing a white bride's wedding dress. On the lawn outside the church, he hugged her and looked down at her deeply.
She actually-
Put this photo on the bedside table. Chen Ou Huo Ran a hot heart, like a warm current silently surging in the cold and desperate blood. At the same time, he seemed to have had a dream and was horrified to find that he had put her on the bed. Her hair is messy and her face is pale. ...
What is he doing? !
Surprise and shame exploded in his mind!
Yin also looked stupefied at the photo frame. He and she were the bride and groom in the photo, and he and she were married. He is her husband and will spend the rest of his life with her. Just now she kept telling him that even if she married him, she still felt very happy. She knows what he will ask her to do as a husband. ...
So, how can you hurt him so quickly? He is her husband and she is his wife. Didn't she accept it as early as her wedding day?
"Sorry ..."
Yin grabbed his arm to stop him from trying to leave. Her voice was low, as if it were wrapped around his ear.
"I'm the one who should say sorry."
He said in a bitter hoarse voice, trying to control the embarrassing flame still burning in his body, pulling her hand away and trying to leave her body.
"I'm sorry, I just ... things are moving so fast that I'm not ready at the moment." I don't think I heard what he said. Her chest heaved, and she raised her face and smiled at him. The unnatural smile on her lips was completely hidden by her. "... now she can. "
"You ..."
Chen Ou looked at her in surprise, unable to believe what he had heard.
Yin did not explain.
She pulled him down and kissed him on the lips. His lips were cold at the first kiss, but the flesh and blood inside seemed to burn forever. Her kiss just ignited his spark. She kissed him gently, and slowly, a flaming flame spread between them!
"Do you know what you are doing ..."
Trying to control the blazing flame in the body, Chen Ou looked up from her lips and looked at her with dark eyes. He is confused and can't distinguish his emotions. He wants to give her happiness, even if he watches her leave, but he wants to keep her so much, even if it's only this moment at night.
"I know ..."
Her cheeks are purple, but her eyes are as clear as the sea;
"... I'm your wife. "
The dark blue curtain was blown to the corner of the window by the night wind.
It snows heavily.
Outside the house, crystal clear, snow-white color, beautiful snowflakes flying. The room is warm as spring, lingering fragrance, like a drunken whisper. ...
*** ***
The quiet fragrance of lilies at night.
She fell asleep peacefully, with seaweed-like long hair scattered on the pillow, snow-white arms exposed outside the quilt, a deep sleep, a faint blush on her cheeks, her body curled up like a child and her hands on her chest.
Chen Ou leaned back on the bed and looked at her.
This posture of staring at her lasted for a long time. His eyes are black and green, like the midnight forest. He wanted to touch her round white shoulders and gently cover her with a quilt. However, her innocent sleeping posture seems to be a blasphemy to her.
Is everything true? ...
That kind of joy that goes deep into the bone marrow, that kind of lingering like heaven, this night, she really became his wife. For a moment, he thought he would melt away with extreme happiness. If time stops at that moment, he can really be happy forever. ...
Reality gradually returned to him. ...
……
"Even if I break up with her in this despicable way, will she like you? Chen Ou, I tell you, Xia Mo won't like you! Not before! Not now! Even if you coerce her to marry you! "
……
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Today's play was shot at the seaside.
The seaside in spring is very cold. Yin silently looks at the blue sea, and the sea breeze blows her long hair a little messy. A coat was gently draped over her shoulder, and it seemed that Luo's temperature was still on the coat, but she seemed to know nothing and stared at the sea.
"When I was in new york, I went to church every week. Once, I heard a prayer written by niebuhr. " Luo looked at the sea in the same way, and her voice floated into my ears with the sea breeze. "May God give me a calm heart and let me accept what I can't change ..."
There is golden sunshine on the sea.
"... May God give me the courage to change what I can ..."
Being blown by the sea breeze, the golden sunshine on the sea is like broken gold.
"... may God grant me wisdom so that I can distinguish the two. "
In the distance, several seagulls fly on the sea, and waves of sunshine dye their wings as free as gold. Yin Xiamo stupefied looking at the sea, the sun reflected her eyelashes into light gold.
"You have done everything you can for Cheng Xiao. Accept what you cannot change. " Luo Xi stared at her regretfully as thin as paper. "Now, can you live happily for Cheng Xiao?"
The sea breeze is blowing gently.
Chen Ou silently looked at two people sitting on a rock, Xia Mo's coat in hand, and stopped when he was about to walk past.
The golden sun shone on her and Lohee. She wore Lohee's coat on her shoulders. Lohee stared at her tenderly as if to say something to her. She seems to be listening, and still seems at a loss. Even from a long distance, I can feel the deep affection for her in Luo's eyes.
If she hadn't been forcibly taken away from Luo ...
If Luo had been with her after her death, not him ...
The blue sea.
Golden beach.
The two people on the reef in the sun are like beautiful oil paintings with Phnom Penh, but he is an unnecessary existence that destroys the picture.
"Master."
Chen Ou was awakened by a familiar voice. He hid the gloom in his eyes and turned to look, but it was Shen Guanjia who had not seen for a long time. After Yin Cheng's death, Xia Mo, who was in a trance, never returned to Ouzhai. Her old apartment was too small, and Chen Ou didn't want her to be disturbed too much, so she let Shen Guanjia live in Ouzhai without following.
"Master, this is a letter just received. Seems to be ... "
Mr. Shen tried his best to control the tension in his voice, but the trembling of his hand revealed his excitement. Just now, a boy who looks like a college student came to the entrance of Ouzhai, saying that he was a classmate of Master Cheng. According to Master Cheng's entrustment before his death, he was so surprised that he decided to send the letter to the master immediately.
"... seems to be from Master Cheng ..."
It was a light blue letter, and the font on the envelope was exquisite and beautiful.
"Small fine? ! "
Jane in the rest area overheard it. First she paused, and then the blood rushed up. She jumped up from her chair, exclaimed, and pounced on the letter in the hands of housekeeper Shen!
Chen Ou's body also suddenly stiff!
He stared at the letter closely. In the lower right corner of the light blue envelope, there is a familiar and exquisite word-
"cheng"
Cheng Xiao ...
On the distant rocks, I heard Yin's name in a trance, just like the sea breeze blowing gently. She turned her head slowly, then stood up and walked to the place where her name was called like a sleepwalker. Luo Xi hurried to hold her so as not to trip over the broken rocks at her feet.
Jane stared at the familiar word "Cheng" on the envelope, and tears flooded into her eyes. Every painting has the same "success". Is this letter really from Cheng Xiao? Why did he send this letter so long after his death?
Silently looking at coming Yin.
Watch her walk in step by step.
Looking at her face getting paler and paler.
Until she came to him, a pair of dark eyes stared at the letter in his hand.
"Xia Mo! This letter ... "
Jane looked up with joy and pain, and her face was full of tears of excitement.
The sea breeze was very cold, and Yin's fingers clung to the letter and trembled gently. The letter seems to have been sent from the sky. There is no postmark on the light blue envelope. It simply says "Sister" and "Cheng".
For a long time, she looked at the letter.
Two tears slipped and wet the pale blue envelope, and the tears slowly passed out. That's Cheng Xiao's favorite envelope. He said that light blue is the color of the sea and the color that suits her best.
On the same light blue stationery.
Exquisite handwriting is as familiar as Cheng Xiao's clear eyes, as if he were calling her "sister" softly and talking to her with a smile-
Elder sister:
If you receive this letter, then I have been in heaven. Don't be sad or shed tears. Everything will be fine in heaven, except that I miss you sometimes.
Sister, I really don't want to leave you. ...
However, as you said, God is fair. Every time it gives people something, it takes something away. God gave you to me to be my sister and your brother. This is the happiest and luckiest thing it has given me. Sister, do you know how much I love you? Even if God lets me choose between you and life again, even if I choose one hundred times, I will become your brother, and I can give up everything else.
So, I am really happy.
Sister, don't be sad because I left, okay? I'm only leaving you temporarily, and I'll come back for you soon. In the days when I leave you, you should live a good and happy life, see the beautiful scenery all over the world for me, eat the delicious food all over the world for me, and don't get sick or get too tired.
Sister, I'm only leaving you temporarily. I will come back for you in my next life. At that time, I hope I can be your brother and let me take care of you and spoil you like a little princess. Maybe, don't wait so long, I will come back, maybe I will become a little doll and get into your stomach.
Haha, sister, look, you just can't see me for a while. I can see you every day in heaven. Every time I see your smile, I will have a hundredfold happiness, and every time I see your sadness, I will have a hundredfold sadness.
sisters ...
Please live happily every day for me, ok?
I love you forever.
Your journey
Golden sunshine sprinkled on the light blue stationery, and tears trickled down Yin's pale and emaciated cheeks. Her body trembled and her long hair was messed up by the sea breeze. She held the writing paper tightly, and the tears blurred her handwriting.
Then.
She passed out slowly and two tears fell into her ears. Luo was heartbroken and stretched out his arms to hug her, but someone had held her tightly in his arms, so her tears dripped into the man's chest.
Xia Mo!'
Chen Ou low shout pain, hold her cold body.
*** ***
Snow-white ceiling, the smell of disinfectant, it seems that there are countless white shadows coming and going, and the sound in my ear is intermittent like cotton wool. Someone has been holding her hand tightly, and that kind of heartache and fear came into her heart from his fingers.
It's like having a long dream.
She thought ...
She will die in that long nightmare.
"Congratulations, Mr. Ou, your wife has been pregnant for more than two months ..." Through the thick cotton wool, there seems to be a weak voice reaching the man who has been holding her hand.
The hand holding her suddenly became stiff!
Then it's hot again!
That hand holds her, hot and trembling!
A man's face is buried in her palm, and it seems that hot tears wet her palm, and her voice is hoarse:
"Xia Mo, have you heard that you have our baby in your belly ..."