I live to realize my small ideals.

I have many ideals, including becoming an excellent landscape designer, owning a small courtyard of my own, opening a bar and inn, and traveling on my own for a year.

Sometimes I think about giving up, because it is too difficult to do this. It not only requires a lot of effort, but also a lot of money.

So I figured out that since my life is counting down every day, I should live to make myself happy.

Living for happiness is actually very simple, as long as you grasp the small happiness around you.

I no longer put a lot of pressure on myself, no longer force myself to achieve those ideals, but cherish the process of small struggles every day. For example, I learned how to cut out pictures in PS today and I will be very happy, because I am so far away from me.

The ideal is one step closer.

People always find various reasons for their existence, living for their parents, living for money, living to help others, etc.

But the ultimate goal of these reasons is to live for yourself, live for your own happiness, be happy and free.