neglected world
neglected world
It's true: I was ignored.
When I come to a new school and enter a new class, I'm just a new student: the teacher doesn't know me, and my classmates don't know me, and no one will pay attention to me wherever I go.
so, I was ignored.
the feeling of being ignored is always uncomfortable at first, and you can't help recalling the past. Memories always seem to make people feel beautiful. So I always recall my former partners and my pride in the eyes of envy and appreciation after I achieved good results in the past. Oh! It seems that memories are always beautiful, even those things that have made you sad are so missed!
however, now, I'm just a newcomer.
nothing, it's too fast. I have lost my aura. In this neglected world, of course, I will often look up at the sky in a daze: < P > The clouds in the sky are really white, one after another; Flying birds, really happy, flocks of them. It's just me. It's so lonely. It belongs to one person.
However, people can't always wander on the edge of the past and reality. Only the fittest can survive, and people must learn to adapt to the environment after all.
gradually I found the benefits of being alone. Quietly, you can have more time to work hard for your dreams, more time to do what you like, and you don't have to care too much about others. The most important thing is to have more time to think quietly and savor life.
No one bothers you, so you can find the shortcomings in your study in time, fix the loopholes in time, master a knowledge point of beauty, study heartily, harvest happily, and actively take action for your own wishes.
After studying, I can take out a magazine or a famous book from the drawer, calm down and read it, walk into the spiritual world, listen to the voice of wisdom and revel in the temple of knowledge.
Sometimes, I lie on the grass, close my eyes, take a deep breath and feel the joy coming from every nerve. That feeling, how wonderful.
what's wrong with a neglected world? Ok, without the teacher's excessive attention, isn't it a little less pressure? Wouldn't it be more comfortable without the special attention of classmates? The restraint of the past can now be relaxed. I don't have to worry about losing "grace" in public places as before, but spend more time learning "chic"! When it's cold, you can also dress chubby without worrying about "image"! When you are in a good mood, you can laugh at any time without worrying about "appearance". You can even lean against a big tree alone, listen to MP3 in the shade, be friends with the vegetation, keep company with the breeze, invite the bright moon to dance, feel the poetry and rhyme, and feel the joy. Taste and think.
I used to be so busy that I always worked hard to become the object of attention, and I don't know how much I lost. Now, I finally know how to cherish and feel. Finally understand that life doesn't have to be the object of others' attention to be happiness. In fact, there is a lot of happiness in life that needs to be experienced with your heart: it is happiness to do what you like, happiness to fight for your ideals, and happiness to feel the existence of happiness ...
The neglected world can smooth the edge of pride and make people learn to think and cherish. The neglected world can make people grow.
One day, when I am no longer ignored, I will feel that the feeling of being ignored is actually so precious.
Maybe then, we will understand more-
The neglected world, In fact, it is also very beautiful ...
Three extensions of the word "neglect" (reproduced)
If you ignore your eyes
One day
I feel that the words on the blackboard are a little blurred
I know
My eyes need to be deepened
The discount card
is specially sent to school by the optical shop
It is easy to see my mother's hard work when I think of money
Suddenly
I imagine my eyes will lose their light. Children
all the joy will be blocked by this darkness
a pair of eyes
make it like a radar to search the knowledge sky
be grateful
make the eyes bright and understand everything in the world
If I ignore my mother
This is my nearest relative
There is no gap between them
so that
I regard her as my own. Can make her uneasy
weak to my weakness
and finally become her guilt and burden
and her shoulders
are so thin
What will my world be like if my mother really doesn't get out of bed
?
from now on, be a careful child
and you will surely taste happiness
If you neglect the hygiene of one
hand
Don't underestimate ten enemy troops lurking under your fingernails
They silently absorbed
every harmful substance I handled
and then used my negligence
to rush into me under the cover of delicious food
. The brave soldiers who
belong to me
are no match for the enemy in number or equipment
All kinds of harmful substances constitute powerful firepower
My soldiers' bodies are piling up
Resistance becomes a good wish
Only retreat.
a quiet little world.
I can't understand how far forever is. The word "eternity" is nothing more than a word of deception. You can't rely on it ... (Inscription) Only now have I found out that I fell. I can't understand forever, how far it is. I was once surrounded by warmth, but now I am left out in the cold. Looking at you who are fighting, I look at a loss: Why am I the most easily forgotten? You, in the warm past, treat me as a sister, call me affectionately, put your hand on my shoulder, or give me some warmth with my cold hand in the early stage. Chasing around with me all day, making fun of me … Oh, what a beautiful portrait. It's just fragmented ... Now, it seems that everyone has forgotten me. When I was most helpless, there was no warm greeting, only disdainful eyes. School is over, the breeze is blowing, the hair is over, and the sadness is over. Fallen leaves, falling quietly, being trampled by others, ignored one of its students. A smile flashed on my face, and I was the fallen leaf, right? Oh, funny Ann, you are nothing now. Who will pay attention to you? No one. No matter how depressed you are, who will care about you? Air, you are air without a trace! In the mirror, I am a lovely girl in the eyes of others. It seems to be perfunctory. How can you be cute? Everything I said was mixed with falsehood. Looking back suddenly, it turns out that I used to be a child who ignored, abandoned and forgotten everything, a lonely child. I, as an invisible man, dare not continue to think ... I wrote a note to Xiao Qi: Xiao Qi, I understand that you don't want to invite me for your birthday. I also know that I am not likable, and I don't belong to this world. I had the idea of death. My life is a failure, which makes you hate me. I am not a princess. I am like air, invisible. I can only be lonely forever. I have already fallen. I don't want anything. It's better to wait for death quietly. I am often left out, neglected and forgotten. You and Hui and Zi Qing often can't hear the "bye-bye" coming out of my mouth, and the three of them beat around the bush and walked forward. Why am I born in this world that doesn't belong to me? I am a dull, stupid and silly person, and I will never get warm. I often hurt people and let groups of people leave me with my actions. I'm so stupid! Oh, I am so useless, let people trample on me, and no one feels my existence. I'm worthless. In the face of this world, I choose to escape and avoid everything, just like playing hide and seek. I will learn to be silent and degenerate deeper and deeper. I think I will eventually become an abnormal child _ an autistic child. Funny, I wish everyone happiness. For this long, long passage, yours