1.

"Don't be silly, even you deserve love." The students laughed at her collectively and said.

She was so angry that she grabbed the hair of the girl who took the lead and laughed the loudest, and the two of them were wrestling.

her body is extremely heavy. Naturally, it is a loss. But without showing weakness, she tried her best to pounce on the girl with her heavy body. Fall down countless times, get up countless times. She is not fighting, she is defending her dignity with her life.

Ai Jia had the same nightmare countless times. Every time she woke up from her sleep crying at the top of her lungs. Every time my mother heard the shouts, she hurried to comfort her until she fell asleep again.

2.

Her name is Ai Jia. When she was a child, she was as small, cute, lively and cheerful as other girls of the same age. But an illness in middle school completely changed her life.

Because of taking hormone drugs for a long time. Her weight has increased from 6 Jin to 18 Jin. The disease is cured, but her body can never be restored to its original state.

When she came back to school again, she felt that all her classmates looked at her differently. She also became alienated from her classmates on purpose. Often a person hiding in the corner, personality also began to become gloomy.

Although her parents give her more care and love than before, I hope she will be as lively and cheerful as before, but her parents' love can't make up for her inner pain.

At the age when all the girls started to dress up, she never looked in the mirror again, and she was afraid to see her bloated figure.

Inferiority has been etched in her bones and has become a part of her body.

She can only bear the unspeakable pain silently and alone. She began to keep a diary to record her feelings, and words gave her strength, like a close lover listening to her heart. Diaries gave her comfort in life.

Sadness always comes like a wave inadvertently.

She complained to God, "Why me? Why should I suffer so much?". Is it because I did something bad in my previous life that I have to pay my debts in this life?

but god is silent. She was helpless.

she also thought that she was worthless. When you die, all your troubles and pains will disappear with the smoke.

but she couldn't bear it. She couldn't bear her parents' white-haired people to send brunettes. She wanted to live like this, didn't she

3.

When she was in college, she chose a school outside the province. She wanted to find a place unknown to everyone to start over and forget the pain of these years.

This is a poetic place, with the Champs Elysé es, ancient pavilions and small bridges and flowing water. She fell in love with it. Her mood has also changed a little better.

In her spare time, she stays in the library and lets herself swim in the sea of books. Books have the magic power to forget everything around her.

she is still lonely, and she doesn't want to blend in with others. There is always a wall between the heart and the outside world.

She saw a note in the book, which read in neat small letters: No one can feel your pain except yourself.

She thought, "Is this sentence addressed to her? She is staring out of the window, lost in thought.

"Classmate, is that your money on the ground?" A boy with bright eyes and good purpose said softly.

Ai Jia looked at her with ecstasy. She had never seen such bright and clear eyes. The light in those eyes was warm but not dazzling.

the voice came back to her ear again, and her thoughts just came out. Busy replied: "Oh, it's mine, thank you.

The boy replied, turned around and left. Have a brisk pace. Flying like a butterfly.

4.

For several days, she always dreamed about him, and she wanted to see him again, and this feeling became stronger and stronger. This is something she has never had before. Over the years, no one has ever bothered her.

She prayed to God that he would let her see the boy again. God really heard her prayer this time.

In an elective public class, she met him again. She knew from the nearby population that his name was Jiang Fan, who studied civil engineering and was a handsome boy in the eyes of girls.

She often looks at him from a distance where he appears. Finally, one day they crossed paths.

Ai Jia was laughed at by several girls on the playground. After all the ugly words, they looked at Ai Jia as if they saw a strange animal, and other students joined in one after another, either booing or avoiding Ai Jia.

At this time, Ai Jia's heart hurts like a drop of blood, and she wants to get into a hole now.

Yes, Jiang Fan appeared, and he took Ai Jia's hand. Ai Jia only felt that the palm was warm and powerful. She was dragged through the crowd in such a muddle. She didn't remember what happened later, only heard a group of girls complaining about Jiang Fan.

Jiang Fan took her to her safety. Comfort Aijia. Ai Jia, who had been holding back from crying, cried even harder when she heard the comfort.

We always pretend to be strong, but we let go of our long-disguised defenses because of warmth.

instead of comforting Aijia, Jiang Fan lent her a shoulder.

Crying is sometimes a good emotional release, which can release our pent-up emotions.

Ai Jia cried on Jiang Fan's shoulder for a long time until she was tired of crying.

On that day, Ai Jia told him a lot. Her pain, her inferiority, her illness. All her experiences. She confided in him one by one. Jiang Fan listened quietly.

Ai Jia doesn't know where she got the courage to analyze herself to a "stranger". Maybe she really trusted him, and Jiang Fan gave her a sense of security, which made her no longer like a hedgehog.

5.

Everything is back as it was yesterday, and life goes on as usual. It's just that he and she became friends.

Since then, Jiang Fan often lends books he has read to Ai Jia. He knows that Ai Jia likes reading and writes well. He encourages Ai Jia to write and contribute to the school newspaper.

A long-lost smile appeared on Ai Jia's face, and she couldn't hide her joy when she saw Jiang Fan.

When Jiang Fan has nothing to do, he will take her out. Knowing that Aijia is struggling to walk, he borrows a tram to drive her. They have visited the ancient city all over. Jiang Fan accompanied her to eat all the snacks. She always wants to eat like this, and she will be fatter. But she couldn't resist the temptation of delicious food.

But happiness is always short-lived. Only when she is with Jiang Fan will she be happy. After leaving Jiang Fan, she will feel inferior and miserable more often.

One day, Ai Jia watched a video. She saw a man without limbs speaking to thousands of people. He encouraged everyone to accept their imperfections and love themselves. He regards his sufferings as God's other plans for him to inspire people in suffering. The audience under the stage was moved to tears.

Ai Jia was transfixed. She always thought she was the most unfortunate person in the world. But she didn't expect that she was a thousand times luckier than the man without limbs.

She knows that his name is Rick Hu Zhe, and he was born with seal limb disease. Tried to commit suicide three times, but in the end he treated his experience with a positive and optimistic attitude. Now he has broken through the limits of his body, and his appearance has inspired countless frustrated people to find hope.

Like thousands of people in Qian Qian, she was inspired. She began to try to accept herself and her imperfections. Looking at everything in the world with gratitude, her eyes are much brighter and she sees colorful colors.

She really changed. When Jiang Fan saw her again, she found that her whole person had her own light. Jiang Fan was shocked by the man in front of her. She also began to try to get in touch with people, and she found that most people were enthusiastic, just keeping their hearts closed.

She began to publish articles in the school newspaper, and her articles were read by more and more people. More and more people also know her chubby. She has learned to laugh at herself now. More and more people like her and appreciate her talents.

She also got her own love. Yes, she is with Jiang Fan. She accepted her imperfections and changed her mind. Good things came to her. This is the law of attraction that she saw in the book.

You have to believe that there is always someone in this world who loves you regardless of your identity, status and appearance.

he loves you just because you are you. The one and only you.

if you fall in love with your imperfect self, everyone deserves a pure and beautiful love.

if you haven't met him yet, don't worry, have hope, there will always be someone just waiting for you to join hands with him for life.