I forgot how long it was. I didn't sleep before 10. Maybe some people are because of the need of work, some people are because of the backlog of homework, or maybe they are just intoxicated with beautiful soliloquies like me, and their thoughts are clearer at night, so they can calm down and write something. In fact, more often, they just silently hold their mobile phones and read the space and circle of friends over and over again, for fear of missing some useful information, even though their joys and sorrows never have their own place.
Sometimes, I can't help talking about things I am interested in, or writing down my feelings in a circle of friends, and then silently expecting a reply and praise from a caring person. Even a small kind word will make you happy, and then you can finally put down your reluctant mobile phone and go to sleep with satisfaction, hoping that you can appear in someone's dream this time.
I never cared how long I stayed up for this. I completely ignored my health and the full-day class tomorrow. However, sometimes, you will find that while you are waiting for other people's new news with great expectation, those so-called friends who have no time to reply to you are sharing late-night food and inspirational chicken soup unscrupulously. It's early in the morning, so once again you sadly find yourself staying up late for those who don't care.
You say you don't like staying up late, but you have been lonely for too long, but you are getting used to the protective color at night. Here, you can finally throw off the mask of hypocrisy, return to the original appearance, laugh impudently, cry loudly, and try your best to be your truest self. Here, I can finally throw away the seemingly invincible armor and stop pretending to be strong. At that moment, I was no longer the omnipotent woman, but I was also a girl who needed protection. In this way, on the road of staying up late, I walked farther and farther.
I don't know where I have seen such a sentence: "Happy people never stay up late, and those who stay up late are lonely." It may be biased, but it's really puzzling. What time do you fight every night? It's not that you are really not sleepy, but that you are paranoid about those messages, chatting in groups, and occasionally saying good night will surprise you. Oh, I'm not alone. Therefore, a few loyal companions have been added to the long night's journey.
We are not sleepy, but we are used to expecting something good to happen in the next second. It was not night, but a lonely heart. I'm looking forward to the late good night he sent me and the pleasure of chatting with him every night, but I forget that the person who really loves you won't let people stay up late. Perhaps I have been lonely for too long, so even a flash of tenderness will be regarded as eternal beauty.
Some people say that there is a high probability that you will like someone because of chatting, especially at night. Because in the dead of night, when everything is silent, the feeling of loneliness will be more obvious. In the quiet night, the distance between two people is slowly getting closer. After a long time, it becomes an unavoidable dependence. Don't like someone so easily, and don't keep in good health in advance. In fact, in the final analysis, you are still too lonely and lack of love, mistaking dependence for love.
As a result of hard work and staying up late, I just got some unwarranted blessings and attention, but what I lost was my young capital and excessive consumption of health. And when youth dies, how much capital can be wasted? The result of staying up late is that I can't get up in the morning, so being late has become a common practice, and I feel depressed, which leads to many mistakes in my work and study, and thus a worrying day begins.
Do you want to repeat this ordinary life every day? And change, from the change of staying up late. Staying up late for a long time, loneliness will become a habit, and it is easier for a person to think. Instead, go to bed early and be realistic, and then be full of energy and embrace that beautiful day the next day. So dear friends, from today on, get rid of the habit of staying up late, because that kind of life is doomed not to be too beautiful. Try to be a person who goes to bed early and start an extraordinary new life.
That's it. Good night and sweet dreams. Give it to thousands of lonely patients who are used to staying up late in Qian Qian, and more importantly, give it to myself.