Some people are destined to be passers-by in life. They have seen the scenery with them, shared a cup of water, taught us love, trust, moved and happiness, and also brought us harm, and then suddenly left one day and couldn't find it everywhere.

and we, after all, will grow up alone, but we won't be afraid anymore.

Lake in Kanas

In the Song Dynasty, I heard arguments, male and female, tangled and twisted. She thought she began to enter some messy dreams again, but those quarrels became more and more fierce, and they were louder than one, hitting her eardrum nerve through the wall and darkness.

she woke up.

The voice gradually becomes clear, especially in the silent night-

"I am the head of the family, don't I even have this right!" It's dad's angry voice.

"bah! How dare you say that this family was almost defeated by you! " Mother's sharp voice full of disdain is like a sharp weapon scraping at the bottom of the pot, making a "zi zi" sound.

"Noisy, I'm tired of hearing it. This money is wasted on you. It's better to buy a house for my dowry. I'm still at home when I'm old. I'm ashamed if you don't feel ashamed! " Sister crackled in one go, successfully covering up her parents' voices.

Three people's voices are glued together, compared with the voice, momentum and the speed at which the export becomes dirty.

Song and Song gradually got used to this absurd farce. Since the old house in the family was pasted with the word "x", they have been quarrelling about the relocation expenses that they have not yet got. Dad happily began to construct the blueprint of the antique shop he had been dreaming for a long time. My mother's heart fluctuates with the rise and fall of the stock every day, while my sister stubbornly believes that the reason why she can't get married at the age of 3 is the lack of a generous dowry.

As for Song Song, no one thought of her. She was an unnecessary person. My mother tried to give birth to a son when my sister was 13 years old, but she was still a daughter, and she almost died because of premature delivery. Song Song, who is sickly and sickly, is not lovable since childhood, and is taciturn and indifferent like a kitten that is unnoticed.

The quarrel outside the house continued to rise. Song Song groped to turn on the old TV set in the dark, and she turned it up to the maximum. Finally, those noisy voices were gradually drowned out in the sound of TV.

Song Song presses the remote control at the frequency of switching one channel every second, and the sound and picture automatically disappear. She doesn't need these, all she needs is a little flickering fluorescence in the dark.

wait!

when she suddenly recovered, the remote control pressed back to the previous channel, and the picture that suddenly jumped into her sight one second ago became clear again. It is a pure and transparent blue lake, like a dream. The voice of the narrator was softly introduced into the eardrum-

Kanas Lake, which appeared in the movie Heroes of Heaven and Earth, is the most beautiful lake in Xinjiang and even the whole country, and the place closest to heaven ...

Kanas Lake ... was it really heaven when Song and Song whispered this name?

The boy chasing the bus

There was a thick autumn fog in the air before dawn, and there was a cold wind blowing head-on. Song Song tightened his clothes, pressed his long-eared hat lower, and hurried to the bus stop.

The first bus at 5 o'clock in the morning was empty, and Song Song was sitting in the last row in a particularly good mood and humming with excitement.

This excitement lasted until she saw Luya running after the bus. She changed her usual silence, stuck her head out of the window with excitement and waved to him hard: "Hey-hurry up!" While turning around, he shouted to the driver, "Stop, someone is chasing!"

The disturbed driver tilted his head, almost lost the steering wheel in fear, quickly braked suddenly, and angrily ran to carry Song Song out of the window.

"You are dying!" The driver roared, "don't implicate me if you want to commit suicide!" I really don't know what's going on in the little girl's head now ... "

His anger was interrupted by the sound of slamming the car door, and Luya gasped slightly outside the window, and his face turned a little white.

"Open the door for him ...?" Song Song timidly looked up at the driver. This area is a suburb, with few bus routes and difficult taxis. He must have chased so far to catch the train.

The driver opened the door swearing, and Luya jumped on the bus with joy and came to Song Song with a bag. Before the person was seated, he smiled kindly. "Thank you so much just now." His voice is as clear and clear as his smile.

Song Song tugged at the corners of his mouth and nodded slightly as a greeting. She is not used to communicating with strangers.

Luya secretly looked at Song Song, and he wondered whether this quiet girl was the same person as the girl who waved and shouted at him earlier. Besides, it's strange that she wears a thick wool hat when it's only autumn.

"Are you going to the train station, too?" After asking, Luya immediately felt that this question was stupid. Without waiting for Song Song's reaction, she smiled shyly, looked at her backpack and asked, "Where are you going?"

where to go?

Song Song was stupefied. It was a simple question, but she couldn't answer it. Fingers unconsciously touched the inside of the backpack, where she stole five thousand dollars from home. They probably didn't realize that she was missing until they found out that she had lost the money. Her sense of existence has always been extremely weak.

And the dreamy destination in her mind is the most secret in her heart now, and the purpose of her going can't be told to anyone.

Luya waited for a long time without waiting for Song Song's answer, but she saw that her expression changed again and again, from stupefaction to deep sadness, but she never meant to speak. He had to sit up straight in a passive manner.

After nearly an hour's drive, Luya didn't answer again.

When getting off the bus, Luya took a few steps and suddenly turned around. She raised a clear smile and said to Song Song, "No matter where you go, a girl is outside, you should pay more attention!" At most, he is 2 years old, but his tone is sophisticated like an elder who has traveled all over Qian Shan.

Song Song looked at Luya's thin back against the light, and the corners of his mouth wriggled, escaping the light words, "Thank you." The kindness and warmth of strangers made her heart slightly damp.

5th Floor

Life in somewhere tomorrow

Song Song and Lu Ya never thought that they would meet each other again.

Outside the White Horse Temple in Luoyang, Song Song came out of the temple and was tricked into an alley by a smiling middle-aged woman on the grounds of taking her to a cheap hotel. The kind and kind aunt turned into a demon, and suddenly the man who jumped out shook the bright knife in his hand. "Give me all the valuables, hurry up!" The growling voice was crushed into a thunder in the dark night by the dark night, and it hit Song Song's shivering body.

She clenched her lips and clung to the bag on her chest, trying to shout for help, but she seemed dumb and couldn't shout a word. The woman came to take her backpack, and Song Song tried her best not to let go. The man gave her a hard push, and Song Song stumbled and fell to the ground. The backpack had been robbed by the man.

They turned to leave with their bags, but Song Song suddenly jumped up and jumped on them, clinging to their backpacks and refusing to let go.

"Let go!" The man raised the bright knife in his hand, and the woman used brute force to break Song Song's fingers. With another heavy push, Song Song was pushed to the ground again. She wanted to get up and chase the men and women who had already started to run, and suddenly someone held her shoulder.

song song bounced in fear and looked up, but it was Lu ya.

It was Song Song's long-eared hat that made Luya recognize her. When he stepped out of the White Horse Temple, he saw her following a woman and disappearing around the corner. He had a bad feeling and followed her. But that woman is really cunning. She limped along the alley with Song and Song, and Luya lost her. When he found Song Song again, he saw her pouncing and clinging to her backpack. Luya hid behind the wall of the alley mouth and was scared. He thought this girl was really deadly.

instead of jumping out immediately, he quickly raised the camera on his chest.

"My bag ..." Song Song did not consider the surprise of meeting again. At this time, she felt scared, and tears fell like a broken bead.

Until sitting in the police station to take notes, Song Song was still trembling and crying. The policeman in charge comforted her and said, "Don't worry, fortunately, your friend took a clear portrait, and the bag can be found soon."

"thank you." Standing at the gate of the police station, Song Song thanked Luya softly, but her eyes didn't look at him, but at the dim street lamp on the side of the road. She was frustrated and sad in her heart, and hated herself for trusting people too easily. It turned out that not all smiles were behind kindness.

"Do you have a place to go?" Only then did she ask the way out. Once again, she felt that she knew perfectly well. All she had was the robbed black backpack. She was a stranger and had no money on her. Where could she go?

Song Song looked up at Lu Ya and didn't answer immediately. Although it is the first time for her to go out of town, she is not the kind of girl who has no brains at all. She keeps the 5, yuan separately, with only a few hundred dollars in cash in her bag and the rest in her socks. But after a robbery just now, she didn't know whether to trust the boy who had just met for the second time.

"Why don't you stay in a youth hostel with me? It seems that you have to stay in Luoyang for a few days. I hope you can get your bag back soon." Luya paused, remembering something and laughing, and said, "Don't have a burden. The price of youth travel is very cheap this season. I'll pay for it for you first."

Song Song nodded, and that's all. Anyway, Lu Ya, who has met twice, is a little kinder than the people in this strange city, and his tone and expression are extremely sincere. Song Song chose to believe him in an instant.

The years were quiet

But before they arrived in Yulin, Luya fell ill on the train and had a high fever. He was lying on his seat in a daze, shaking all the time. Song Song dug out all the clothes from his bag and put them on him, but it was useless. Passengers gathered around and speculated noisily that they should catch a cold and be acclimatized. The conductor moved Luya to the bed in the sleeper workshop and wrapped him in three quilts.

"How is he? Will he be all right? Will it? " Song Song tears pattering down, the fear in my heart is expanding.

"get off at the next stop and get to the hospital quickly." The conductor looks dignified. According to his experience, it should not be an ordinary cold or acclimatization.

They got off at Yan 'an Station, and the staff at the pick-up station got on the bus to the hospital. Luya was already in a semi-coma state.

As night fell, the neon flashed outside the window. Song Song held Luya's head, and tears fell on his cheek, making a crisp and lonely sound, just like her mood at the moment, a strange city and a strange crowd, and cure a disease, the person who took care of her all the way, was so badly hurt. Song Song suddenly felt very scared. This fear was even worse than when she encountered robbers in Luoyang. She was afraid that Luya would just fall asleep and never wake up.

Luya has been in the hospital for more than ten days, and Song Song suspects that he is not a common cold and high fever at all. But she asked the doctor several times and got the same answer. Lu Yaxiao was surprised at first glance, and it was so normal to go out.

However, Song Song found that Luya's body was getting thinner and her mental state was obviously poor. He walked with him outside the hospital, and he had to sit down and rest not far away, eating very little at every meal.

"Call your parents and ask them to take you home for a good check-up." Song Song is worried.

"I said nothing, maybe I'm too tired recently." Luya knocked on Song Song's head for a long time and then said, "They should be in a deserted place in a foreign country now."

This is the first time that Luya talked about his family. As Song and Song thought, he came from an excellent family. His parents are expedition members and love him very much, but they love their interests and careers more. Luya was always brought up by her grandmother.

"Do you hate them?" Song Song asked.

"When I was a child, I hated them more, but when I grew up, I could understand them, because I also had my own world, interests, dreams and pursuits. Instead, I am very grateful to them for making me more independent than my peers. " Luya smiled.

Song Song was suddenly moved. Although there were not many people she had dealt with, Luya was the most optimistic and kind person she had ever met.

"What is your dream?" She suddenly wanted to know more about him.

"There used to be many, but now," Luya turned her head, "I just hope that every day, every moment and every second will not be wasted."

I don't know why, Song Song's heart suddenly trembled.

They went to Yulin after Luya was discharged from the hospital.

The weather has entered the end of November, and the Loess Plateau in early winter is desolate and barren, which is a landscape that has never been seen in the south. They took a long bus ride, changed buses after getting off the train, changed to county minibus, and finally took a long tractor ride, and finally found the small village where they were said to hear the purest folk songs in northern Shaanxi.

Song Song secretly complained several times along the way, especially when they were crowded in the trunk with a group of creaking chickens. She really didn't understand whether it was worthwhile for them to travel across mountains and rivers just to listen to a few folk songs that could be heard on the Internet.

But when she and Luya were sitting on the hillside where the sun was setting, behind them was a vast loess slope with no end in sight, Song Song cried when listening to the uncle who was herding cattle screaming out a thrilling trip to heaven.

It turns out that there is a kind of emotion, which has nothing to do with affection, love and friendship, and has nothing to do with small thoughts and emotions. It is just a heartfelt emotion at that moment, which should be the most primitive and true emotion.

They asked the farmer to stay, but the simple and kind aunt refused to accept the accommodation fee. Finally, Luya selected some of the most beautiful ornaments from those that were not sold out and gave them to her.

During the half-month in the yellow land, Song Song still thought it was the best hour of light between her and Luya, rising at sunrise and resting at sunset, wandering along the hillside with her uncle who was herding cattle, and listening to them sing Xintianyou, Four Seasons Songs, Jiuge Songs and Yulin Xiaoqu at their throats. There are no complicated disputes here, and the days are slow and boring, but it makes Song Song feel very practical.

an idea suddenly came into her mind that it would be nice to stay here with the people around her for the rest of her life.

7th floor

He disappeared as if he had never appeared

But the little extravagant hopes bred by Song and Song Dynasties were put out when they went to Qinghai, because Luya was gone! At that time, they had been walking together for a long time and had been to many places. She thought he would accompany her all the way, but Luya took French leave and disappeared as if he had never appeared.

Looking at the empty room, Song Song told himself that he might just go shopping, but did he need to take his backpack with him? Perhaps, he went out to look for it.