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Wedge

Her body is gradually becoming lighter, like a light feather, flying towards the sky. Flying higher and higher, flying farther and farther, until disappearing at the end of the sky.

1. Where is the mysterious Meiko?

I am sitting under the window writing something, and I have so many threads that I don’t know where to start. While he was deep in thought, the phone rang: "Mi, have you seen Meiko recently? Why can't you get through on the phone? No one is home?" Erma's tone was very anxious.

"I have been busy writing articles and haven't contacted her during this period. Let's look for her again. Maybe she will travel alone again like before." I said disapprovingly.

"That's possible. There was one time when we were looking for her all over the world, thinking what happened to her? But the eldest lady was better. Not only did she go to the ancient town to relax and be happy, but she also got a boyfriend. Come back." Erma paused for a while, "Do you have time to get together today? We don't have time to hang out together."

"No, we really can't do it this week. If I can't hand in the manuscript, I'm afraid I'll have to say goodbye to this job that supports my family. I'll go play by myself. I'm going to work. Well, that's it, bye!" I hung up the phone before she could finish and sat back down. Close the window and continue to look for inspiration. "Inspiration, please do a good job and show up quickly" I said to myself.

Half the morning has passed, I have written, torn, and written, but now there is not a single word left on the paper. Is it so difficult to produce a work? I couldn't help but feel a little annoyed. I raised my head and accidentally looked at the photo of the three of us in college on the desk, and then suddenly remembered that Erma seemed to have said that Meiko could not be found, so I picked up the phone and quickly found Meiko's number and dialed it.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed has been turned off..." A cold and mechanical female voice repeated over and over again in the receiver.

"Huh? Why is the phone turned off? This mysterious classmate Meiko." I hurriedly called his husband, and the tall and handsome Gao Xiang's rich voice rang out, "Don't worry, she often goes alone to relax. ”

2. Meiko’s classmate

Me, Meiko, and Erma are all classmates in the university and comrades in the same dormitory. I remember when I first entered school, I was still immersed in the yearning to start a new life, and Erma was sitting on my bed wiping tears. Erma’s real name was Feng Yang. When reporting for the start of school, he introduced himself as Feng, which means two points. Feng added the word "horse" to water, and from then on, we called her Erma.

Now our beautiful classmate Meiko has started cooking noodles on the electric stove she secretly brought. I saw her skillfully picking up the noodles and soaking them in cold water. Crack three eggs into the pot, and after a while, the white, fat, and attractively colored poached eggs are out of the pot.

Put one in each of Erma's and mine's bowls, and add some cold seasonings she brought herself. It's so smooth and delicious after one bite. We finished eating the most delicious cold noodles with poached eggs in our lives together, and the conversation between the three of us started.

"Miko, your cooking skills are great, I want to learn from you!" I said. "I want it too, I want it too," Erma agreed. Meiko waved her hand. "It's easy to do at a glance."

You two were taken care of so well by your parents that you didn't have the chance to do it on your own. My parents, who are businessmen, are rarely at home, so I have been cooking for myself since I was very young. If you do it, you will become self-taught. What I should actually do most is go to chef school. Meiko laughed heartily, "Then you should call me Chef Mei." "Beautiful chef, beautiful chef" The three girls were making a mess in the dormitory.

3. Encounter in the ancient town

Time flies, and four years of college life are fleeting. . I switched to writing articles, Erma became an accountant, and Meiko said that she wanted to enjoy life and not be in a hurry to find a job. She joined a travel agency and went to visit the beautiful ancient town.

On the bluestone road, the tour guide explained the history of the ancient town in detail. Meiko began to look around, seeing the clear river water and the bustling crowds. "It's free time to take pictures, everyone, please pay attention to safety." "With the tour guide's order, everyone dispersed.

Meiko took out the selfie stick and walked to the pavilion by the lake. The scenery there is beautiful, but tourists prefer the waterside. "Withered vines, Old trees, dusky crows, small bridges, flowing water, and people’s homes. "Following the magnetic male voice, Meiko looked around, and the profile of a clear and handsome man attracted her.

The man also saw her, "Liu Meiko" and "Gao Xiang" they said almost in unison. He called out the other party’s name. “Are you coming to travel too? We haven’t seen each other for about 4 years, right? Gao Xiang asked excitedly.

“Time flies so fast. When we were in high school, we sat in the front and back rows, and you often helped me make meals. Four years have passed in a flash. "Meiko recalled.

"We lost contact when I went to Beijing to go to university. Gao Xiang asked: "Why didn't you come with Xu Feng, you guys?" "Gao Xiang hesitated. "We have nothing to do with each other. The classmates joked that we were a couple. In fact, he is not my type. "

Gao Xiang immediately said doubtfully, "I asked Xu Feng and he said that you two are dating. Meiko smiled heartily, "He has that idea, but I don't agree with it!" "Then you are still alone now?" "Gao Xiang went straight to the point. "I am a true single.

"

Gao Xiang suddenly jumped up and said cheerfully, "I know a place with beautiful scenery. I will go and take pictures for you." "Meiko thought to herself, 'I didn't expect there was an unexpected gain.'

They spent four days together in the ancient town and became a couple. After that, Gao Xiang returned to work in the advertising company, and Meiko prepared for the civil service exam. .

4. Marry as a wife

Their relationship quickly warmed up. After a year and a half, Gao Xiang's career went smoothly, and he wanted to introduce Meiko to the company. She worked in the company, but Meiko still insisted on taking the civil service exam. As a result, she failed to pass the exam, but the title of full-time housewife came first.

Meiko, a new wife, cooks all kinds of delicious food every day. Gao Xiang rushes home after work every day. Hearing his cheerful footsteps, Meizi feels as if a little deer is beating in her arms.

When she was having dinner, Meiko would often dress herself up, looking beautiful and elegant. Sometimes they would turn off the lights, light candles, and have a candlelight dinner. After a full day of wine and food, Gao Xiang would hold his beauty in his arms. Mom, gently put her on the bed, stroking her hair with her hands, looking at her tall nose, and kissing her gently.

During the day, Meiko would help Gao Xiang put on the clothes he wears every day. After he puts it on, he will help him tidy up the collar and cuffs.

After he leaves for work, Meiko usually cleans up the house, washes the dishes, and thinks about things. The food he wants to eat in the evening. What different dishes will he make today? After everything is ready, he will start watching dramas, exercising, and exercising, not only for beauty, but also for health.

He will sleep after lunch. After a while, she woke up and went shopping in the supermarket. In order to satisfy her husband's stomach, Meiko worked hard to buy fresh ingredients, look up recipes on the Internet, and prepare several delicious dishes for him to eat. Coming home from work has become the happiest thing in Meiko's day. Gao Xiang's praise for every dish is the best reward for her.

5. Married life

< p>Two months passed in the blink of an eye, and Meiko thought that she should learn something about painting, music, and writing to enrich herself.

Those days, Meiko discovered that her hobby was painting, one after another. The big, round apple, painted by her hand, looked as attractive as if it had just been picked from the tree. Meiko thought that God was really kind to her and gave her a good singing voice. Gao Xiang would appreciate it every time she opened her mouth to sing. Looking at her with eyes, she was so self-taught at drawing now that she laughed happily thinking about it.

She spent the whole day drawing and completed a beautiful picture of an apple. Put it in a carefully selected envelope with a pattern and wait for Gao Xiang to come back to see it.

Gao Xiang didn't come back for dinner in the evening. There was a party at work, so Meiko put the envelope on the bedside and waited for him to come back to give him a big surprise. At about 11 o'clock, he came back drunk, fell on the bed and fell asleep. Meiko scrubbed him, and he asked for water. When Meiko brought the water, he had already vomited all over her carefully painted paintings.

< p>From that day on, Gao Xiang's social activities came one after another. When he got home, he was always in a daze, often in the middle of the night.

Meiko and Gao Xiang had their first quarrel since they got married.

"Why do you always avoid me? Why are there so many social events?"

"We just got married? The leader understands that I let others go to many social events. In fact, this is our fault. Due to the nature of her work, she often works overtime and is very busy writing plans. ""Then why didn't I notice that you were so busy before we got married?" Meiko asked? "Before we got married, you were busy studying for exams. We only saw each other once or twice a week. I was busy the rest of the time. Now you have nothing to do every day and just wait for me."

"I wash clothes every day, Is it easy for me to cook and do housework?"

"Okay, okay, it's not easy for you. My wife, please stop crying. I will come back earlier in the future," Gao Xiang advised.

Miko burst into tears and smiled.

Gao Xiang went home less and less often to eat. Meiko thought that instead of waiting for him to come home every day, I might as well find a job to pass the time. So I looked for various job recruitment information and picked the job I wanted to do. Find one close to home where you can also take care of your family.

Seeing others wearing gloves and driving a small electric car slowly and gracefully, Meiko was moved. She applied successfully. A car can seat ten people. She was so excited to drive this small electric car that was only found in the scenic area, and the smile returned to her face.

Meiko drove this kind of vehicle that is convenient for people in the community to enter and exit for a month, and came to the conclusion that it looks beautiful but is not easy to work with: it comes in wind and rain. Stop the bus when you see people. Some people just want to take a ride without paying. Some people can't get on and sit on it over and over again, treating it as a tourist bus. I can't even go to the toilet during rush hours; I don't even have a place to put my bags; I don't have a place to drink water or eat. Many inconveniences made Meiko give up her first job.

Meiko found another job answering phone calls in a restaurant. Because of her nice voice and enthusiastic service, she is often praised. But one day I met a rogue. She was speechless.

The phone rang,

"Hello, what would you like to order?"

The other party said: "Do you have Kung Pao Chicken here?"

“Yes, it’s 18 yuan a serving.

"Meiko answered him in that standard female voice.

"Did you send that? ”

“No, I just answer the phone. We have professional food delivery people who will deliver to your address according to your request. "

"Then I just want you to give me such a nice voice. She must be a great beauty. "The man was still acting rogue, so Meiko hung up the phone.

Unexpectedly, the man actually called the boss to complain, saying that her service attitude was very poor and she gave a bad review. Meiko told what happened, But the boss blamed him and said that no matter how unreasonable the customer was, he should not hang up the customer's phone. Meiko felt angry and aggrieved. It was okay to do things since she was a child, but she couldn't bear this kind of cowardice.

She was still angry. Okay, someone called again to urge me to order food:

“I’m starving to death. Are all the people delivering food here?” "The man was cursing on the other end of the phone.

Meiko quickly explained: "I'm sorry, it's the dining rush hour, please be considerate. I will contact the delivery person immediately and give you a reply.

"What a bullshit reply. When I ordered, I said it would be delivered soon. What time is it? Do you still want to open a store?" The man kept cursing.

Meiko said: "Sir, please hang up the phone first, and then I can rush the delivery man, so that I can ensure that it is delivered to you earlier."

Although it is not Meiko's It was her fault, but she couldn't accept the constant apology. The key is not to hang up the phone, Meiko was scolded for no reason and cried.

Meiko, who studied accounting for four years, does not want to do accounting work. She originally wanted to find a job closer to home where she could fill her time. Now I haven't spent any time, and I've given myself so much trouble. When the phone rings, you will be nervous whether you will encounter another strange person? In the end, Meiko resigned and went home, never wanting to be angered again.

6. Three people get together

The weather was fine on the weekend. People who had worked hard all week wanted to enjoy this rare rest time, so the three of us got together.

The sun was shining lazily, and Meiko was wearing a long skirt. Her slender figure became more beautiful and tall, with a charming look. "I used to ask you two out often, but you both said you didn't have time to come out." Meiko smiled with two dimples.

"What's more, we have time to make an appointment with you one day, but you go out alone to go out for fun. Does your family have peace of mind?" Erma took a bite of food and asked jokingly. she.

"I'm not worried yet. He's so busy that he can't see anyone every day. He's as busy as a rabbit and has nowhere to go." Meiko said a little disappointed.

"I invited you out. One said he was writing a novel and was very busy; the other said he had to take the senior professional title exam, so I could only travel alone to relax." Meiko scolded us pretending to be angry.

"Okay, okay, it's my fault. I'm treating you today." I quickly went to persuade Meiko, "I'm really busy these days. Read my new book "Grasping the Hand of Fate" You two each have a copy. Comments are welcome. If you don't like it, please don't comment." I apologized to her with a smile.

"My professional title was finally awarded this month, Amitabha, let's have a drink." Erma suggested, and the three people's glasses clinked together.

Looking at her former classmates, Meiko felt mixed emotions in her heart: "Congratulations to you, I'm really happy for you two." Meiko drank it all in one gulp. The gap between her classmates in college had widened just a few years after graduation. She was already lagging behind, and Meiko felt a chill in her heart.

7. Lost

After returning to the empty home, Meiko looked at the dazzling array of foreign wines and the tall and stylish furniture, and felt an emptiness in her heart. I feel like I have nothing. "The world doesn't need me anymore. Several years have passed. I don't have children, my husband doesn't come home, and I don't have a job. I'm such a failure."

Miko murmured to herself and opened a bottle of wine. Keep drinking. When did you lose yourself? Where was it lost? She held the cup feebly, sat on the floor, and fell asleep with her head on the sofa.

She woke up from her sleep at 10 o'clock the next morning. At some point, she actually slept on the ground holding a wine bottle all night. My head was still dizzy and I couldn't open my eyes. I lay on the carpet with my eyes closed. He lay down like a big character and said, "Even if I die now, no one will know." This thought really shocked me.

My husband’s career is on the rise, and his classmates are also doing very well in their jobs, but what about me? Nothing was accomplished, and she thought of her elderly parents in her hometown. She wanted to go back and see them.

8. Leaving home

She went out with simple luggage in the afternoon. Gao Xiang is too busy now to care about her. It doesn't matter whether you notify him or not. You'll tell him when he calls when he realizes he's missing. Besides, he also left a letter for him. In fact, Meiko was angry with him in her heart.

On the way to my hometown, there is a place with pleasant scenery called Utopia. It was a place I passed by when my husband and I went back to our hometown to visit our parents. She told her husband that she wanted to visit, and Gao Xiang promised her that he would accompany her when he had time. "He must have forgotten his promise a long time ago. Why should I still think about walking with him? Forget it, I will go alone.

Sitting on the high-speed train, Meiko's eyes looked quietly at Outside the window, rows of houses, trees, and ponds were all receding. She thought of the letter she wrote to Gao Xiang in the morning, which was placed in front of the bedside table, and imagined Gao Xiang's expression when he saw it.

Xiang:

I went out and went for a walk alone. Being at home without you, it was so empty and boring, and I felt so panicked.

I have always had many things to say to you: Housewives are not as beautiful as they look. They sleep until they wake up naturally every day, are carefree and happy, and do what they want to do. thing. It is actually a process of constant battle between oneself and oneself. Now loneliness is like a bug, eating my heart, it hurts!

There was deathly silence all around. Everyone is busy with their own things and chasing their own dreams. God knows, is it so easy to chase dreams? It is obviously very easy to wake up. Once you wake up, nothing happens. You want a house, a car, a lover, but in the end nothing is as good as having someone who knows both coldness and warmth. There are many times when I think that even if I don’t have a house, a car, or nothing. On the contrary, wouldn't it be more beautiful to be relaxed and roam around the world with the one you love, talking and laughing?

Going shopping early in the morning should be full of happiness, but I feel alone. I didn't feel truly loved. Marriage is just an empty shell. Gradually I can't find myself. I can't remember when I lost it. My mind is blank, my heart is blank, everything is blank.

I stood in the middle of the road, and the vehicles rushing around me were like passing clouds, floating in the air, ungraspable, intangible, unseen, almost transparent, and I walked mechanically through the flow of people.

Where they will go has nothing to do with me. Why is there no sound in the endless crowds and busy streets around me? I seemed to have fallen into an airtight glass jar and sank into the sea. The dark bottom, falling, falling. I have no control, like a seaweed. Sometimes I think just let me fend for myself, go clean and carefree, to that paradise on earth where the grass is green and the flowers, birds, fish and insects are free.

I was immersed in the memories of the letter and saw the place I wanted to go in my dream. When the high-speed train arrived at the station, Meiko got off the bus.

While Meiko was thinking about how to leave, a motorcycle passed by quickly, hit her and threw her heavily to the ground. The man got off the car in a hurry and asked her how she was doing. She stood up and saw that there were no injuries on her hands or feet. She walked a few steps and felt nothing, so she let the man go. I continued to look at where I was going, thinking that I would be there soon. She got into a taxi and headed for paradise.

Meiko saw the towering mountain peaks, the mist rising in the sky, and the wind blowing between the clouds and mist. The slight wind blew the leaves gently, as if to welcome her arrival. She walked briskly through the forest. The air was fresh and clear, and she took in the unique scent of the mountains. The sun shone softly on the earth.

The green grass makes walking on it feel like stepping on a carpet. The sun casts mottled shadows among the trees. A beam of light just hit her face, bright and soft. She felt a long-lost smile on her face, and she enjoyed the natural scenery.

She suddenly felt exhausted and slowly sat down in the forest. She thought that because the impact of the motorcycle just now had damaged her body somewhere, she might not be able to get out of this land. She felt that her body was slowly becoming lighter, like a light feather, flying towards the sky, flying higher and higher, flying farther and farther, as far as the end of the sky.