When a person has experienced so many things, he must be full of disgust at the world and why the world is so unfair to her.
And I was very kind to her, and I stood up and saved her from the bandits' lair. It is also important enough to watch a stranger lay down his life for himself. When Jiu-Er first entered the sorghum field, she was particularly opposed because she was not prepared for it. On the one hand, jade was too reckless, so she hit the nail on the head. Later, with the help of saving her life, she relented.
Ruthlessly abandoned by the world, a man stood up and told her endlessly. She lacked fatherly love since she was a child. Maybe this man gave her love. This may be the mood at that time.