She was attracted by the piano sound of 1974 in early spring. Jing Qiu, who is studying in high school, was selected by the school to participate in the compilation of new textbooks. She will go to a place called Xicunping to interview villagers, and then write the village history as a teaching material for the middle school students in No.8 Middle School in K City where she lives.
On the way to Xicunping, the village chief introduced Jingqiu to a hawthorn tree with red flowers. He said that the tree had white flowers, but during his stay in War of Resistance against Japanese Aggression, countless anti-Japanese heroes were killed under the tree, and their blood flowed into the ground, so the tree had red flowers.
I don't know why, there is always an illusion in Jingqiu's mind, vaguely seeing a handsome young man in a white shirt standing under the hawthorn tree waiting for the arrival of his beloved girl.
Jingqiu was arranged to live in the village head's house, and Jingqiu and Chang Fang, the second daughter of the village head, soon became good friends who talked about everything. The village chief's wife tried to fix Chang Lin and Jing Qiu's two sons, and Jing Qiu was a little at a loss.
Jingqiu learned that the third son of the Zhang family worked in the exploration team, and his first meeting began when Jingqiu heard the beautiful accordion and played Jingqiu's favorite Soviet song Hawthorn Tree. Jingqiu was suddenly attracted by the sound of the piano and began to fantasize about the violinist. What appeared in front of Jingqiu was a handsome young man, a little "not revolutionary", very "petty bourgeoisie" and neatly dressed. I don't know why, Jingqiu suddenly became very flustered and suddenly seemed to care about her clothes, which she had never seen before. She has never been so embarrassed in front of anyone.
Back to the village head's house, everyone introduced it, and Jingqiu realized that Lao San was not the son of the village head. His name is Sun Jianxin, but he lived in the village head's house for a while. Lao San took her hand, and gradually, Lao San and Jing Qiu became familiar with each other and often came to see her and chat with her during lunch break. Jingqiu gradually got used to his existence. Suddenly, for several days, the third child did not appear, and Jingqiu began to lose her mind. The more she thought about it, the more she felt cheated by her third child. After careful consideration, she wrote a resolution to draw a line with her third child. Unexpectedly, a few days later, the third child suddenly appeared again. It turns out that he has gone elsewhere to solve the technical problem. Jingqiu wants to see him, but she is afraid to see him. Just when she didn't know what to do, Lao San took the initiative to find her and whispered that she must come and tell her in person before going out next time, and gave her a new pen. Jingqiu hesitated for a long time, accepted his gift, and her determination was forgotten.
A few days later, Jingqiu will rest for a period of time and return to K. In the evening, the third child quietly left a message for her and made an appointment to wait for her on the mountain at eight o'clock the next day. Jingqiu was secretly excited, but she was afraid that the third child would do something out of line for her, but she had no idea how men posed a threat to women. After thinking about it, she decided not to let the third child touch her body.
When breaking up, Lao San suddenly proposed to go to K City with Jing Qiu. Jingqiu didn't agree, only promised to let him go to the county to pick her up the next afternoon. A day later, Jingqiu hurried from K city, but I didn't expect the car to break down halfway. When she arrived at the station, she had been waiting for her for a long time. Two people took advantage of the night to return to Xicunping, and the third took Jingqiu's hand. When passing by the hawthorn tree, the third suggested sitting under the hawthorn tree, but Jingqiu remembered the phantom in the white shirt. The third child lied to her that the ghost had come out and put his arm around Jingqiu. Jingqiu thinks this is not very good, but she is reluctant to leave. She only feels that she is very practical, not afraid of the dark and ghosts, and she is afraid of being seen. The third child took this opportunity to get Jingqiu's first kiss.
One day, Jingqiu inadvertently mentioned that her mother was in poor health and needed to eat walnuts and rock sugar to replenish blood. A few days later, Chang Lin brought a basket full of walnuts, and Lao San brought a bag of rock sugar. Jingqiu is grateful, but she is at a loss for the love of two men.
In order to prove that she can pay back the rock sugar, Jingqiu can't help showing off her odd jobs to him. I heard that Jingqiu went to do those heavy and dangerous odd jobs. The third child is very upset. In order to persuade Jingqiu not to do odd jobs again, he gave Jingqiu dozens of dollars a month. Jingqiu felt that he looked down on her and felt disgusted.
Jingqiu overheard someone say that the third child had a fiancee, the daughter of a senior official in the city. She was devastated and decided not to talk to him again. She also borrowed money from others and returned the money for buying rock candy to her third child. Third, I don't know why Jingqiu suddenly turned against me, and I am very confused.
After finishing the task of compiling teaching materials, Jingqiu will go back to K city. Old three wanted to send Jingqiu away, but she was rejected. He is very unhappy. He wrote a letter to Jingqiu, saying that he respected Jingqiu's choice and advised her not to do those dangerous odd jobs again. Sweet underground dating Nishimura Ping's short life is over, and Jingqiu returns to K City No.8 Middle School to continue her studies. One morning in May, Jingqiu found a large cluster of blooming hawthorn flowers outside the door. I guess it was sent by Lao San secretly. I felt sweet in my heart, but I was afraid of bad influence. So I wrote a letter back to my third son, warning him that "there is no end to the sea of suffering, and it will never happen again."
Jingqiu used the summer vacation to do odd jobs. Although the work is hard, she is satisfied with such income. Old three is afraid of being injured by odd jobs in Jingqiu, so Chang Fang and Chang Lin send money to Jingqiu. Static autumn know, old three has been concerned about yourself. A few months later, the two met at the pavilion by the river like spy joints. The third one finally explained to Jingqiu that he didn't have a fiancee, and frankly said his love for Jingqiu. In the cold spring breeze, two people in military coats hugged each other, and their hearts seemed to be closer.
Jingqiu graduated and began to prepare for the re-education of poor middle peasants in the countryside, which worried Jingqiu's mother-it was easier to go down than to come back, not to mention being a girl ... At this time, K City introduced a policy that teachers' children could replace their parents. So Jingqiu's mother retired early and let Jingqiu take the highest position. However, the formalities were delayed, and the Jingqiu family had to be careful everywhere.
In the days of waiting for approval, Jingqiu had to do odd jobs everywhere and occasionally secretly date the third child. In order to avoid others' sight, they had to cross the river to the far side. Old three told Jingqiu that he was trying to transfer to K city so that he could see her every day. Jingqiu is very happy. On a passionate night, Jingqiu took a new job to make a floor for the basketball court. Because there was no money to buy rubber shoes, a few days later, Jingqiu's feet were scalded with a layer of skin, and several small holes were rotten on the soles of her feet. When dating the third child, despite Jingqiu's repeated cover-up, the third child found that his foot was injured. Old three wanted to take her to the hospital, but Jingqiu refused. She was so anxious that she scratched the back of her hand that Jingqiu had to go to the hospital.
After they were bandaged separately, the third insisted on sending Jingqiu home, so their relationship was finally discovered by Jingqiu's mother. My mother had a deep talk with my three sons, but she didn't explicitly object to their relationship. She just made an appointment with my third son: they can meet again in a year and a month. The third child told Jingqiu to take good care of herself, exchanged a photo with her, and left some money for Jingqiu, telling her not to go to work again, which reluctantly left Jingqiu.
In the following days, apart from not seeing the third child, Jingqiu was happy again and again. First, she succeeded in her post and became a chef at school. Later, someone told her that she could become a teacher as long as she went to the grass-roots level to exercise for a period of time. What's more exciting is that the farm in Jingqiu is not far from where the third child works. So Jingqiu found an opportunity to find the exploration team working in the third place, but it closed on empty air. She was told that the third child had been transferred.
Jingqiu, puzzling, found Long Fang and wanted to know the whereabouts of the third son. Chang Fang said that her brother had leukemia and lived in the county hospital. Jingqiu hurried to find the county hospital, but unexpectedly met the third child in the ward. Lao San said that he had a cold, so he was hospitalized here. The third child gave Jingqiu a piece of hawthorn red cloth and asked Jingqiu to make a dress. Jingqiu was glad to see her third child again, but she was afraid that the third child would be the one with leukemia.
When I got home, I decided that I would stay with my third child whether he was alive or dead. The next day, Jingqiu came to see Lao San in clothes made overnight, and they spent an unforgettable night together. In the dark, the two finally met naked. Jingqiu was lying in the arms of the third child and heard his heart beating fast. The third said that Jingqiu should see her, or she might die unsatisfied. Jingqiu panicked, thinking that Lao San had a fever, and asked him if he wanted to call a doctor. The third shook his head and said he was fine. Jingqiu also took a third hand to "see" herself. Old sighed and hugged Jingqiu tightly. ...
That night, Lao San and Jing Qiu finally couldn't restrain their emotional impulses, but their ignorance and fear of sex made their behavior look ridiculous. Suppressed in that special era, they spent a passionate night in ignorance. Jingqiu thought she had "done it", but it was not. Eternal Love After Jingqiu returned to the farm, there was no news of the third child. Jingqiu found the hospital, only to see a letter left by her third son, which said that she had cheated Jingqiu and could not spend the rest of her life with Jingqiu. Jingqiu thought that the third child had leukemia, so she left such a letter for fear of being sad. She found the doctor's advice book for the third child's hospitalization and long room, only to learn that the third child just caught a cold, and no one else knew his whereabouts except being transferred to B city in A province. Jingqiu began to believe that the third child had deceived herself and ran away after "succeeding". Nevertheless, Jingqiu asked people around her about the third child's condition. As a result, the third child suffered from mild thrombocytopenia, not leukemia. Jingqiu gave up.
Half a year later, Jing Qiu's female companion Ling Wei came to ask her for help in induced abortion. Jingqiu realized that her poor knowledge of physical health made her wrong about the third child. The third child was not "successful" at that time, and it was very likely that he had leukemia and was going to die soon, so he hid. In order to see the third child again, Jingqiu went to a province to find him, but without success.
A few days later, a PLA man came to the school and found Jingqiu, claiming to be the younger brother of the third child, to see Jingqiu for the last time. He told Jingqiu that the third child couldn't close his eyes because he wanted to see Jingqiu for the last time, even though he had stopped taking medicine and rescuing him. Static autumn this just know, old actually in k city, has been secretly concerned about the static autumn.
Jingqiu came to the hospital and saw her dying third child. He is skinny, his eyes are half open and his face is as white as a sheet. Jingqiu knelt in front of the bed, took the third child's hand and said over and over again, "I am Jingqiu, I am Jingqiu ..." Even though her voice was hoarse, the third child still didn't respond. Others advised her not to scream again, but Jingqiu always remembered that the third child said that even if one foot was in the grave, he would shrink his foot back to see her when he heard her name. So she kept shouting at him: "I am Jingqiu, I am Jingqiu ..."
She cried and stroked his eyes. His eyes finally closed and two tears rolled down from the corner of his eye. ...
The third child left, and according to his last wish, his body was cremated and buried under the hawthorn tree. Before he died, the third child gave his diary, letters and photos to his younger brother, telling him not to give them to Jingqiu if she was happy. If her love is not smooth, or her marriage is not happy, give these things to her and let her know that there was someone in this world who loved her wholeheartedly.
The title page of the third diary reads: "I can't wait for you for a year and a month, and I can't wait for you to be twenty-five, but I will wait for you all my life." [Edit this paragraph] Related comments Media comments
Waiting for love to become a habit.
◎ Xiao Zuo
Never recall the past with you, never remember your present, just remember that you are in your heart.
I watched The Hawthorn Tree Love all night.
Known as the cleanest love in history. But first I saw such comments on the internet, and curiosity caused trouble. What kind of pure love is it? I seldom watch such romantic novels or TV series, but some I have seen are always infected by the disasters and misfortunes of the protagonists, and will set their own expected results in their minds, and then expect the ending to be arranged by themselves. If this is not the case, or if someone leaves unexpectedly, it would be a pity. Originally, we were looking for fairy tales that could not exist in real life to satisfy our hearts that we didn't get, but these endings failed to live up to our original expectations and forced us to face the reality truly. In the ups and downs, it seems that I am used to such a situation of hope-disappointment or hope-hope.
No matter which chapter or section, there is no such hope in my heart, which makes people look forward to it I haven't arranged in my heart what Jingqiu will do with Lao San and what difficulties I will break through. But just follow the author's feelings naturally. As for the end, the third child left in pain. He never felt sad or shed tears. It seems that it should be like this. Pure love needs timely death.
What really moved me was not the affection between Jingqiu and Lao San, but the dedication of Lao San, the willingness to ask for nothing in return. On the contrary, Jingqiu's thoughts and guesses about the third child bored me. If she didn't hesitate many times, if she didn't take the hypothesis as true, then maybe the ending would be another world. However, it is impossible to jump out of the rules of that era. After all, it is limited, and no one can blame it.
We are all looking forward to this feeling. I hope there are such people around me. Actually, there is no pledge of eternal love. The third said: As long as you are alive, I am still alive. If you die, then I'm really dead. What kind of feelings, regard a person's life as a continuation of his own life, yes, there is another person who lives for him and leaves him in this world. Finally, in a unique way, it entered the hearts of many people.
In the book, the author describes the hawthorn tree as a beautiful tree, as if that kind of light could overwhelm any gorgeous flower. In fact, hawthorn is just a very common tree in the mountains, which is unpretentious and difficult to be noticed. It seems to show that this kind of love is very common and exists in other people's lives. It's just that our attachment to each other, the disaster in the middle, and their mutual appreciation make the flowers bloom more brilliantly. Only after experiencing some storms will we find that the previous calm is so precious.
I saw Jingqiu answering readers' questions online. Someone asked her how she spent the days and nights after her third child left. She replied to the effect that she didn't form that habit because she had little time with her third child, so there was not much difference between him leaving and him not leaving.
Our love will eventually become our habit, and we will understand it after a long separation. It's not strangeness, it's not distance, but that we have become accustomed to each other. So how to spend the pain of lovelorn is to treat it as a habit, and over time, it doesn't matter. We always take a calm attitude towards our habits and seldom take the initiative to change them. So is love. When we are in love, we cling to our habits, and we parted sadly. After breaking up, we stick to our habits and put everything in the right place. The departure of the third child is also a good thing. You don't have to go through the grave of marriage, at least the psychological impression left in Jingqiu will always be perfect. His departure turned everything into a sad fairy tale. Love is the most beautiful if it can stop at the right time. I have read a sentence: when he lets you go when he loves you the most, that is to really love you. I didn't understand it before, but now I understand it. Love is as simple as that. It's just that we complicated everything.
No matter how others argue about good or bad, whether it is normal or abnormal, in Jingqiu's heart, it is the most beautiful gift in her life. Once there was a man who loved him deeply and forever. Heaven and earth.