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Once confused, a lifetime regret!

It is difficult for a baby to understand the feeling of being abandoned and the pain of separation of flesh and blood.

The mother's confusion was exchanged for 38 years of hard search and waiting.

From then on, "Mom is wrong, where are you, daughter?" This heartbreaking cry accompanied her all her life.

In the face of going back to the city to enjoy the splendor and staying in the countryside and being poked in the spine forever, what will you choose?

In the 1970s, in response to the call of the state, many educated youths took part in the "Going to the Countryside Movement" to contribute to rural construction.

But it is in this era that too many bizarre stories happened, and Gu Ronghua was one of them.

Gu Ronghua was born in Shanghai, and her family was well-off. At that time, she could be said to be a rich child. She was wronged by fate when she was young, and she became an orphan. Fortunately, she was taken in by the old man next door. Even if she was an orphan, Gu Ronghua was cultivated to be lively, cheerful, smart and diligent. She always thought that she could repay her family's kindness by studying hard.

Gu Ronghua, who lives in the city, has a lot of longing and yearning for life in the countryside.

During the period of "going to the countryside", in order to respond to the call of the country, young Gu Ronghua decided to go to the rural areas of Jiangxi alone and became an educated youth.

The life of educated youth is very hard. After all, most of these people were born in cities, and life in rural areas must be hard to accept for a while. However, Gu Ronghua, who lost her biological parents and developed an independent personality since childhood, quickly adapted to life here.

Gu Ronghua was born smart and handsome, plus her lively and cheerful personality and high cultural level, which was liked by many educated youth men.

In this way, Gu Ronghua met a man he would never forget: Zhao Genfa.

Among many suitors, Zhao Genfa is the only one who has a lot of * * * on the same topic. After a long time, the two of them have a spark.

In fact, when choosing to be an educated youth, the two knew the strict discipline. If they were determined to be in love, the chances of returning to the city would be slim.

In the end, the two agreed: during this period, they should stop being polite and only stay in love and accompany each other!

But how can young people who fall in love completely control themselves?

In this way, the two men worked hard, tasted the forbidden fruit and made a mistake that could never be made up.

Afterwards, although the two had been holding a lucky attitude, they failed to escape the bad result in the end.

-Gu Ronghua is pregnant!

Having a baby should have been something to celebrate, but it was like a bolt from the blue for Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng, leaving them at a loss.

In the 1970s, the problem of style would completely destroy a person, not only would he be attacked by others' morality, but also his future would be ruined.

At first, Gu Ronghua wanted to have an abortion, but after all, the child was her own flesh and blood, and she didn't want to lose it easily. In addition, at that time, she had to go through the registration procedures to have an abortion, which would eventually be discovered by the organization.

Gu Ronghua neither dared to have an abortion by herself, nor dared to go to the hospital easily, so the child was kept.

At first, Gu Ronghua could still be covered with clothes, but gradually his stomach became bigger and bigger, which could not be concealed, so the two began to hide.

Finally, after being pregnant in October, the child was born.

For the times, after the birth of this "shady" child, Gu Ronghua looked at this lovely baby and felt the greatness of life for the first time. The fear during pregnancy and the pain during childbirth seemed insignificant.

After they named their daughter "Sophia Kao", they began to think about how to raise their children in the future.

After all, children are naturally active and may cry at any time. Once the crying sound is heard, it is meaningless to hide it some time ago.

However, Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng looked at their lovely daughter and were even more unwilling to be separated from her, so they ran to a relative's house in the countryside of Haimen City, Jiangsu Province, where everything was strange.

Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng started a happy life of "a family of three".

Of course, in any case, they are still very cautious. In order not to let others find out, they rarely walk around except at work.

Although the conditions were difficult, the daughter was still raised healthy and lively and lovely, which was the most joyful thing in the suffering of the two at that time.

As time goes by, my daughter is getting older and older, and she can crawl and talk simply.

What impressed Gu Ronghua the most was her daughter's clear eyes when she smiled and a few small teeth that had just grown out. She often looked at her daughter and giggled, but she didn't want to give up.

This memory has become Gu Ronghua's last memory of her daughter. ......

One day, Zhao Gensheng came home with a heavy face and told the news that another bolt from the blue came after Gu Ronghua learned that she was pregnant last time.

"I have been reported, and the unit leader has to go to the door to search." Zhao Gensheng said to Gu Ronghua in a low voice and nervously.

After hearing this, Gu Ronghua suddenly became weak and sat down with the help of Zhao Gensheng.

They sat for a long time, not knowing what to do.

After dinner, after putting her daughter to sleep, watching her lovely daughter sleep so soundly and thinking about the impending disaster, Gu Ronghua burst into tears.

If they are really found to have secretly given birth to a child, not only will they lose their public office, but in others' mouths, they will never have moral integrity. Once they lose their jobs, they may never return to the city and meet their families again. This is not only their own gains and losses, but also the future of two families. They can't bear this result.

So they sat on the bed and didn't sleep a wink all night. ......

Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng know clearly that no matter how they choose, it is a choice for them.

In the end, the two made a selfish and wrong decision: abandon their daughter.

Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng thought about their daughters' smiles and the separation of flesh and blood, and their hearts ached instantly.

At dawn, Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng put on their sweaters for their children with severe pain, walked out of the door with their children in their arms, put their children in the military compound like thieves, and put their daughters on the cold steps. The daughter smiled at Gu Ronghua. You know, mothers and children are connected with each other. Even if the children are sick, the mother is in pain in her heart, what's more.

However, it is no wonder that how can an infant understand his parents' behavior? How do you know the pain of separation of flesh and blood, and how do you know that your future life will be like this?

Looking at her daughter's sweet smile, Gu Ronghua was reluctant to give up, picked it up again, then put it down again, secretly left with tears, and did not dare to look back.

After returning to her residence, she looked at her daughter's little toys, and finally she couldn't help crying. Zhang Gensheng also secretly wiped her tears.

Looking at the room where things have changed, Gu Ronghua, whose heart ached, insisted on a complete collapse after half a day, and ran back to find her daughter with a lucky attitude. Gu Ronghua thought, if I go back and my daughter is still there, no matter what style of moral shame he has, everyone will criticize me, or if I go to public office and never see my family in the city again, I will never give up my daughter again.

But there is no regret medicine in the world. When she ran to that step, she found it was empty.

At this time, Gu Ronghua did not care about any face. He ran to the side of the road and pulled a person and asked, "No one has seen his daughter."

Everyone thought that she had lost her mind.

No matter how he asked, there was no news. Until the military compound was closed by a thick iron gate and locked by a big lock, her heart was tightly locked. Since then, she has never been happy for a day, and she has never laughed from the heart again.

In this way, Gu Ronghua lost her daughter forever.

She has never stopped looking for her daughter in her future life, and this search is 38 years.

In 38 years, she has never forgotten the feeling of being on the steps of the military compound, with heartache, sadness, guilt and hatred, which will also fill his future life. ......

Shortly after losing her daughter, for various reasons, Gu Ronghua and Zhao Gensheng also broke up. Later, both of them re-established their families, but Gu Ronghua never wanted children again.

He felt that he didn't deserve to be a mother ... Plus, he had to concentrate on finding his daughter and have nothing to worry about.

However, Gu Ronghua, who returned to Shanghai, was lucky to live with her own efforts, and her life was quite rich. However, she found it ironic. She thought that a rich life seemed meaningless, and there would be no happiness without her daughter.

It's too late to regret it now!

You may think that with the passage of time, Gu Ronghua's yearning for her daughter will gradually fade away, but it will only increase for her. Looking at the children who are almost the same age on the road, she will think, "How tall is my daughter now? What does it look like? Is she doing well now? Is she happy? " The more I think about it, the more anxious I am.

She looked for all kinds of methods she could find, and the rest of the time she would personally go to the military compound to look for it again, thinking that there would be a miracle, but it was still fruitless ......

Gu Ronghua had no choice but to think of Zhao Gensheng. After all, Sophia Kao was the crystallization of love between two people during their passionate love, and according to her understanding of Zhao Gensheng, he naturally thought about his daughter as much as himself, so she began to find Zhao Gensheng through various channels. This process alone took nine months.

In fact, if it weren't for looking for a daughter, Gu Ronghua wouldn't bother Zhao Gensheng. After all, he had already got married after they separated.

Fortunately, Zhao Gensheng's family is also very understanding, including Zhao Gensheng's son, who is also helping to find and want to meet his sister who has never met before.

But it's been so many years, and it's hard to find Daxian on one's own. Later, with the advice of relatives and friends,

Gu Ronghua is going to ask the TV station for help.

So with the help of Zhao Gensheng's son, she set up a submission website. At first, she contributed to major websites. I hope everyone can help find her daughter.

In 20 14, she knew that CCTV had a pro-seeking program "Waiting for Me", so she was going to submit her story to CCTV, hoping to help her find her daughter with the help of the media, even if she could only see her last side, it would soothe her years of missing.

Finally, the so-called "Hard work pays off" and "Never forget, there will be repercussions" are well reflected in Gu Ronghua. She and Ni Ping, the host of the program, stood on the stage at the same time. When her daughter appeared, she first threw herself into Ni Ping's arms and cried, then held her daughter in her arms, crying and repeatedly saying, "I have been looking for you so hard. Take me home, go back to your home. I am not alone."

Then she said to Ni Ping, "Teacher Ni Ping, I will die today!"

In fact, Gu Ronghua didn't think that her daughter could forgive her today. For her, it doesn't matter, even if her daughter hates it. She just wants to see her daughter, even if she knows how the child is doing now, she will be satisfied.

Although 38 years have passed, Gu Ronghua was quite sure that this was her daughter before Ni Ping announced the results. She clearly remembered all the characteristics of her daughter.

After her mood calmed down a little, her daughter told her that her adoptive father was an engineer and her adoptive mother was a doctor. Neither of them had children of their own. She was their only daughter and treated her well as if she were her own. Only now did Gu Ronghua know that she was the child picked up by her parents.

Sophia Kao also said that he didn't hate his mother, but the problems of the times led to such misfortune.

When the mother and daughter met, Gu Ronghua was 63 years old, and her daughter was 40 years old. Her daughter's child was 13 years old and lived happily.

Today's result may be that Gu Ronghua's confession has been pitied by God. She understands the mistakes she made in the past and has accepted all kinds of punishments. On the way to find a woman, she has received all kinds of cynicism, and now it is a happy ending.

As the saying goes, "A child is not too poor at home, and a child is not too ugly at home". Since we have brought our child into this world, we must be responsible for him. No matter what bumps we encounter, we should not give up lightly!