When I started writing a composition for primary school, I started writing for a long time. I don't know when I started, but I've also become a little brainy. When watching TV series, I began to think with my brain, feel with my heart and occasionally write my own feelings.
Soldier Assault is the first TV series I watched on 20 15. I finished it while writing my graduation thesis, episode after episode, and I couldn't stop. Among them, Xu Sanduo, a stupid and tenacious monitor, Shi Jin, a discerning monitor, Wu Liuyi, the vice monitor of the tough guy class, and July, an overqualified and hateful kind captain, all left a deep impression on people.
Let me count the strength and inspiration I got from all the characters in the TV series from beginning to end, and from Xu Sanduo's growing up all the way.
Young Xu Sanduo was always bullied by his peers, called "three idiots" and scolded by his father, called "turtle son", which made Xu Sanduo feel inferior all the time. What impressed me the most was that the monitor Shi didn't even dare to lift his head when he went to visit his home. Fortunately, however, Xu Sanduo welcomed the first noble person in his life-monitor Shi Jin. Shi Jin, the monitor, is a very kind person. It is because of his kindness that he doesn't want to see Xu Sanduo stay at home and be called a turtle son by his father. It is because of his kindness that he risked recruiting Xu Sanduo into the first echelon of the Ministry regardless of his own future, and has been tolerating and encouraging him. It is because of Shi Jin's kindness that his image became great, and it is because of his kindness that Xu Sanduo's fate was changed.
Finally, he got his wish and became a soldier. Not surprisingly, Xu Sanduo became the hardest but worst soldier of XinBingLian, and undoubtedly ushered in the first major setback in Xu Sanduo's life. When he was assigned to Class 5 of Red Three Company, his life suddenly became hopeless. The only comrade in the class has been a monk for a day. At this time, the shrewd fellow villagers have made their mark in the first team of the Ministry and become the leading shooters. However, Xu Sanduo, a fool, insists on the spirit of never giving up, upholds the belief of "live well and do meaningful things", insists on doing morning exercises, exercises himself, and lives every day seriously, without complaining or being swayed by considerations of gain and loss. What's more, because of the monitor's words, he began to build roads alone and do what he thought was meaningful, no matter how people in the class called him a fool. It suddenly dawned on me that it's good to be stupid. Being stupid, he foolishly did everything his father told him. Because you are stupid, you think less, don't be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, just do it directly; Because he is used to being stupid, he won't call others stupid again; Because of stupidity, I don't think about lofty ideals, but only do what I can. Finally, life ushered in a turning point. Xu Sanduo's deeds of building roads were known by the colonel, and he was given a chance to transfer to Qilian. Here, Xu Sanduo welcomed the second noble person in his life, namely the colonel. If it weren't for Colonel Wang's equal insight and talent, he also saw the tenacity and potential in his bones, and there would be no such opportunity.
Transferred to the best company of the 702nd regiment-the seventh company of steel, Xu Sanduo undoubtedly became the worst soldier again. He got carsick in Tanqueray, and there was nothing he could do about his stomach. The company commander completely despises him, and his comrades in the class laugh at him even more. Only the monitor Shi Jin blocked his future, only for a promise, and always tolerated and encouraged him. What impressed me most was that Xu Sanduo broke Shi Jin's hand because of fear and inferiority. From then on, Xu Sanduo felt guilty, inferior and afraid, and he was afraid to come out. Shi Jin, who came back from the hospital, flew into a furious rage, forcing Xu Sanduo to overcome himself and convince him that others can do good things, and he will certainly do well. Finally, he swung a hammer and had a little successful experience. He began to work hard for the future of the monitor. The most desperate thing was that time. In order to recapture the advanced collective, he made 333 abdominal circles in one breath and then slept for two days and nights. This shows Xu Sanduo that he is not bad, and he can also create value for the class. He began to have confidence and made rapid progress. Having said that, I have to make chicken soup. A person's confidence is really important. Self-confidence may enlarge one's ability, while inferiority will definitely reduce one's ability. Therefore, in any case, we must maintain basic confidence in ourselves, which is the foundation of being a man. Talents at this time chose to give up because of the failure of an exercise. In order to make himself more outstanding, he left the seventh company without nostalgia and transferred to the third company as the monitor.
Originally, I thought "Soldier Assault" was such a simple story. Xu Sanduo overcame himself, became strong, and then became a soldier king without any difficulties. However, my mind is too simple and naive, and the soldier king is by no means so easy to be tempered. Unfortunate, Xu Sanduo was hit by the demobilization of the squad leader and the reorganization and dissolution of the Seventh Company. When the monitor left after demobilization, Xu Sanduo burst into tears. In addition to thanking the monitor, it is more important to be afraid, because he has no friends in Qilian. The monitor is gone, and there is no one to protect him, and he has lost his protection. He didn't know how to continue, but he was helpless. In fact, this is another test for Xu Sanduo, so that he can learn to rely on himself independently without relying on others. In fact, this is nothing, and a more severe test is behind. After seven years of adaptation, he was left to guard the barracks alone. The future suddenly began to dim, but there was nothing he could do. Xu Sanduo style began again, and a person endured loneliness for half a year, running 10,000 meters every day. Life has taught Xu Sanduo another lesson, and taught him how to persist in loneliness. At this time, success also suffered a major setback in life. He was assigned to be the monitor of Class 5 in Red Company and returned to the place where Xu Sanduo had been.
The chance to change my destiny has finally come again. Old A, who has always been the dream of international soldiers, began to select, and captain July personally went to let Xu Sanduo attend. Cai Cheng and Wu Liuyi also signed up. Choice is the challenge of survival in the wild. Without food, it will be blocked by an "enemy" who strengthens the camp and complete the task of drawing a map. In this selection, Xu Sanduo, Cai Cheng and Wu Liuyi were grouped together. In the process of completing the task, Wu Liuyi showed his true colors as a tough guy. In order to win, he ate voles raw. He insisted and encouraged Xu Sanduo when crossing the cold river. To make matters worse, Xu Sanduo accidentally injured his ligament when he jumped off a cliff to protect Xu Sanduo when he was temporarily blind. At this time, the difference between success and Xu Sanduo's personality and values began to appear. Success gave up Children's Day for his own victory, but Xu Sanduo insisted on carrying it to the end, regardless of whether he won or not, until Children's Day voluntarily gave up. In July, the captain stood by and saw all this in his eyes. Although Xu Sanduo is stupid, he attaches great importance to friendship. He is too smart and selfish. He only has eyes for himself.
In old China, Xu Sanduo suffered more damage. Old A's training tramples on your dignity, challenges the limits of your body, and even destroys your ideals, so that you can learn to live without ideals, hopes and dignity. What impressed me most about this passage is that after losing contact with his teammates, Xu Sanduo faced the problem alone, completed the task, and tried his best in the most desperate time, which made July and Qi Huan, who had been very arrogant, sit up and take notice of him. At this time, he became a talented person, but he was smart again. After losing contact with his teammates, he gave up for himself. What is even more exciting is what July said about success in the evaluation. Let's start with July He is really a man who understands human nature and is full of wisdom. Every word hits the key to success. He told Cai Cheng that his eyes were only on himself, and he lived too unrealistically and had no feelings. After so many years as a soldier, nothing can make him want to stay. Except Xu Sanduo, no one cares about him. His heart only cares about his future and life. If he is on the battlefield, such a comrade-in-arms is not credible. Seeing this, I fell into deep reflection. Actually, I'm more like a talent. Although I'm not as smart as a genius, I only have myself in my heart and no one else. I only have the victory of the result, I have no devotion to the process, and I have no real feelings about life and others. After several years of college, I am very anxious about the future. In order to better the so-called better future, I began to close myself. I feel that many people and things have become obstacles, not caring and not paying attention. So near graduation, in retrospect, I didn't gain a few intimate friends or something worth remembering in college. What's left is only your own anxiety, your own thinking and your own doing. Being lonely is not the same as being self-enclosed. Being lonely is something you must stick to when you have no choice. Self-enclosure is self-induced loneliness.
It is not enough to experience parting, loneliness and destruction. There are life and death and disasters behind Xu Sanduo. Xu Sanduo shot and killed a female drug traffickers in an operation, which was the first time he killed someone at such close range. This is something he has never experienced before, and it is a huge psychological blow to him. So, from then on, he fell into deep pain and wanted to give up his military career and go home. Fortunately, captain July gave him a month's leave to go wherever he wanted, but when he went out, he found that he couldn't go anywhere and he couldn't adapt. He may be nothing without his military uniform, but just as he was preparing to return to Old A, the bad news came that his father and his second brother worked together to dig mines for the villagers and put explosives at home, which exploded and his house was blown beyond recognition. However, at this time, we can see that Xu Sanduo has grown up and started to take responsibility independently, borrow money from the captain, help the family pay back the money, cheer up and rebuild their homes.
"Soldier Assault" shows me a man's growth process: he is full of confidence in himself, learned to be independent, learned to endure loneliness, experienced trampled dignity, lost his ideal, and even experienced life and death and family changes, and finally became a man with strong inner strength who can face problems and difficulties like a soldier. It also taught me the attitude of "don't give up, don't give up", do my best in the most desperate time, don't abandon my brothers, comrades-in-arms and relatives, and pour my feelings into people other than myself. More importantly, I learned the life belief that "living well means doing a lot of meaningful things, and meaning means living well". The greatest meaning of life is to live every day carefully and do something meaningful every day, not because there is no hope tomorrow, but today.