"What should I write about today?" This question comes to mind. Yesterday's plan was to write "Come and Read (2)" today, but now, I don't want to write about my reading experience from junior high school to college in my current state of mind.

The morning before yesterday, my roommate Ting suddenly posted @微 in our girls group and said: Weiwei’s mushrooms are really good-looking. It turns out that this kind of wasteland science fiction is my thing. Out of curiosity, I asked: "What does wasteland science fiction mean?" Ting told me about the background of the novel. After n years, the earth's geomagnetic field disappears, the earth receives radiation, and a large number of biological mutations occur. If the mutated organisms attack humans, the genes It will be contaminated and turn into a monster. I had never read a novel with this background, so I said to my roommate Ting: "Give it to me too." So I had the txt of "Little Mushroom" haha. I was reading a thesis on Bi She the day before yesterday, and I just opened "Little Mushroom" at night. After reading a few chapters, I fell asleep.

I read a few more chapters yesterday morning. At noon, I suddenly thought of a series with a similar background that I had not finished during the summer vacation - "Spiritual Cage". So I put down the novel at hand and switched to Bilibili to read "Spiritual Cage". Familiar OP, animation that is still shocking no matter how many times you watch it. Looking at where I left off last time, the characters appeared one by one, and along with the fighting scenes, I gradually recalled the previous plot. Doomsday, lighthouse, hunter, monster... I don't know how to describe it.

In the apocalypse, breeding becomes a job. The lighthouse’s survival rules divide people into hierarchies, and resources are allocated according to hierarchies. Close contact between people is not allowed, and people are warned to abandon the "old world". "Family concept", everyone is a child of the lighthouse, everyone loves each other, and this is how people survive under the huge lie. I was depressed by the lighthouse. I didn’t know whether to call it sadness or indignation. It made it hard for me to breathe. But when Hong Kou and the adjutant stood up fearlessly and admitted that they loved each other and said that they wanted to live a good life as human beings, and when Mark ran towards Ran Bing desperately, I couldn't stop crying.

I also finished watching "Little Mushroom" tonight. Although the background setting of "Little Mushroom" is desperate, it does not have the intimacy restrictions between people like "Spirit Cage". An Zhe swallowed An Ze After passing the gene, he has Anze's body, but his essence is still a mushroom, and he doesn't know what a mushroom of love is. An Zhe came into contact with people in the human world, developed emotions, began to grow, and emotions began to fill his heart...

I think I can attribute both of these to both. "Growth and love in the apocalypse", and the topics of "why people are human" and "how to truly live" are too big, and the thousands of thoughts about these issues in my heart cannot be sorted out by logical thinking. In the end, my ability to express it reasonably in language is too shallow and I still need experience, but to interpret it, it should be inseparable from "growth and love".