I wish I had been away for half my life and came back as a young man;

I wish I could walk in the world and read all the things in the world;

I wish I could find a few close friends and sing and sing. Laughing and getting drunk;

May I meet a beautiful woman and grow old together;

May I turn into a candle and be full of light throughout my life;

May I wake up from my dream When the time comes, I still see the rivers and lakes when I go out.

Qia was a classmate of a young boy who was in his prime, vigorous as a scholar, and scolded Fang Qiu.

Remember, if you have a little awe-inspiring spirit in your chest, one day you will be able to write words hanging upside down on the mountain;

Determine to fight three thousand miles and shine in fourteen continents;

Lifting the bottle, drunk, I suddenly recalled the past, stopped the glass, smiled and watched the geese flying south;

Chang Xiao: When did someone stop being young! ?

In this world, only faith and the sun, moon and stars remain unchanged, while only the soul and mountains, rivers and seas extend thousands of miles. If you hear the Tao in the morning, why be afraid of dying in the evening?

Remember the boy's dream that day, swinging his sword to cut the stone and hang it upside down on the mountain, but saw:

"Young forever!"

2021.6 .1 Ren Xiliu

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Sixteen years ago today, I was taken out of the delivery room. To this day, my parents recall the scene at that time. There will still be some fear.

I was spinning in my mother's womb, and the umbilical cord was knotted. If she didn't give birth to me, I would be stillborn. The father recalled: At that time, the doctor gave him a responsibility letter, which said "to protect the child or to protect the child". He was stupid at the time. He had been in a relationship with my mother for three years, got married, and now. He never thought that he would experience such a scene. Grandma and grandma couldn't help but shed tears while looking at the list, but they comforted each other. Grandma kept chanting "keep the family safe". Now that I have heard this, I understand it very well. If I were there, I would also choose Baoda. Grandpa and grandpa squatted in front of the operating door and smoked a cigarette. The nurse looked on but did not dare to say anything. The tattooed muscles on Grandpa's body and his current mental state made the nurse choose to remain silent.

They recalled that in the end the doctor used a toilet spatula to hold my head and pull me out, and I was able to appear in this world. The parents recalled that when the baby's cry came from the delivery room, they all breathed a sigh of relief. The two "muscular men with colorful arms" hugged each other and cried bitterly.

In this way, I came into this world.

When I was 5 years old, when my father took me to kindergarten on a bicycle, my right leg got caught in the wheel of the rear wheel because of my naughty behavior. At that time, my father was so frightened that he could only call a car. Taxi rushed to the hospital quickly, and finally took a X-ray to confirm that the calf bone was fractured.

I lived in a small county town, and the medical conditions were not very good at that time. Here I put on a plaster to wait for it to grow well, but later I found that it was crooked. Later, I was transferred to a big hospital. I was given half anesthesia in the operating room and watched the doctor insert two steel needles into my legs to fix the growth of the bones. I was in so much pain that my father stayed with me, one needle at a time. As he smoked a cigarette, wrinkles gradually appeared.

Although life is treating me like this, I still face him with a smile. After all, he can’t keep me!

After that, I grew up peacefully, just like any other normal child. I went to school, attended cram schools, quarreled with my parents over some things, and hated them for making up after a few minutes.

In the past 16 years of my life, online novels have had the greatest impact on me.

When I was in fourth grade, I went on a trip with my parents. At that time, there was a software called "Panda Listening" (it is still available today). My mother was afraid that I would be bored while riding in the car, so she gave me a pair of headphones. , I still remember listening to a novel called "Genius Cute Baby Poison Doctor Mother". I am now reading Ju Xiaobai's novel, and I was immediately attracted to it at that time.

I didn’t finish listening to the novel during a trip. Later, after returning home, I secretly read the novel on the computer while my parents were not at home. I still remember the plot. This is probably " "Sneak reading".

Later, when my family changed their mobile phones, my father gave me a small black Samsung mobile phone. It was only as big as a current mobile phone. I couldn’t download any software, and I couldn’t even open QQ.

At first, I didn’t use him to read novels or anything like that. The craze caused by the book "Genius and Cute Poison Doctor Mother" seemed to have stopped abruptly, but when I saw an anime on TV, " "Douluo Dalu", everything changed.

At that time, Douluo's reputation was still very good, and the Third Master was still good in the eyes of readers. At that time, the current great gods such as Eagle Eats Chicken and Talking Elbow may still be unknown and unknown. Some people know that at that time, the world was still ruled by Shuangwen, and his starting point was not well-known.

I remember the scene at the beginning:

Adapted from the series of novels "Douluo Dalu" by the Three Young Masters of the Tang Family

After that, I started This marked my book pursuit: "Douluo Dalu", "Peerless Tang Sect", "Fights Break the Sphere"...

Later, the trend of online novels changed, and there were unlimited flow, system flow, and fairy tale flow. , my tastes have continued to change, and the usual short-text novels have gradually faded out of the public eye. Novels such as "The King has mercy on me", "The Knife in the Snow", "The Tomb of the Gods" and "The Lord of Mysteries" have gradually become my favorites.

It can be said that my three views were established from novels, and I learned their way of life: either tactful, talking to people and telling ghosts; or straightforward, where the Tao exists. Thousands of people, I will also go; or passionate, this life should be like a candle, full of light from beginning to end; or sincere, with a little awe-inspiring energy in the chest, nowhere is it hanging upside down; or casual, undecided when encountering things, you can ask the spring breeze, the spring breeze Don’t say anything, just follow your own heart...

I bloom in the online article, just like the flowers before dawn.

My sixteen years have been filled with successes, failures, willfulness, and decadence, but when I think about it now, I have no regrets.

I believe that when a person comes to this world, what he has to do is to experience and experience all kinds of things in the world, only then can he start well and end well.

Sixteen years ago, I was almost called back by the King of Heaven, but what should I say?

He failed to keep me, and I won the game by God.

So, what else can I regret?

Therefore, I only hope that in this life, I will never regret or forget. Remember, I will always be young and always enthusiastic!

Finally, I would like to thank my parents for giving birth to me, raising me, raising me, and having sex with me. They gave me the opportunity to challenge the king of heaven and me.

Thank you to the people I have met in the past sixteen years. I have looked back thousands of times in my past life in exchange for passing by in this life. Thank you for your company, participation and fading away.

I remember the words of Talking Elbow in "I Am a Big Player", so I will end with it:

I will only accompany you for one journey of a thousand miles, and it will rain after that. I won’t care about Xue Yanyang!

Only faith and the sun, moon and stars remain unchanged forever!

I only hope that in this life, I will always be young!

2021.6.2 00:23

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