One

The love of childhood can always occupy a place in TV, movies, novels, poems and other artistic expressions. From Charlotte's persistent pursuit of Qiu Ya in goodbye mr. loser to Xu Lai's persistent obsession with Yang Yi in Long Harbor, and then to the persistent Huang Zixuan and Li Ziwei in the recent hit I Want to See You, the love of childhood ignited too many memories for us, so that we were not in a hurry to leave in the black subtitles raised by Ran Ran after the plot ended, but fell into the memory of that clear time. That kind of dedication and hard work, as well as the wonderful feeling of grasping the heart and scratching the liver, only once in my life, and then even if I get a lot of warmth and a lot of love, I feel incomplete, as if there is something missing in my life.

indeed, when we were young, we didn't understand love, but we regarded it as life.

fortunately, we didn't die later, and our love saved our lives.

We have become deserters of some people and heroes of others.

2

Most of the feelings in childhood are moved by sadness when reviewing memories because unrequited love didn't start or growth didn't come to the end. Some details gradually become vague, but those gentle and beautiful feelings are always there. Slowly, you come to a watershed between the world of teenagers and adults, and then you are surprised to find that it is difficult for you to devote yourself wholeheartedly to love someone stubbornly.

For a person who doesn't eat or drink, stays up all night, makes a lot of phone calls, stands downstairs and waits for a long time, and starts saving money to buy her a birthday present six months in advance, and folds stars for him. Each star is like a small heart, with a sweet and greasy sentence hidden in it, which is placed in colorful transparent glass bottles, like endless bright hopes.

at that time, we were not young, but young, and happiness was the rising ranking on the report card; It is the way the corners of the mouth of the person you like rise; It is an appointment with good friends to eat delicious food; It was mom who finally agreed to buy that dress that you thought was expensive; Is to remember his posture of doing exercises between classes; Is the library self-study and he * * * with a table; I started writing poems for her when I hated romantic affairs.

three

At that time, our love was clumsy, but it was also quite sincere. We have made vows that now look ridiculous, and made efforts that now look ridiculous. We said forever, never changing, copied each other's college entrance examination wishes, and crossed more than half of China just to meet briefly. But only we know how firmly we believe in our commitment and trust each other and ourselves at that moment. At that time, we just loved him at that time, and he at that time was just worthy of us at that time, so we decided to go together, but unfortunately we were not relatively static, but each had its own development track. Finally, when we walked, we came to a fork in the road and parted ways.

The reason why the feelings in childhood are pure and transparent is that they are hardly mixed with desire, whether it is material desire or lust. The person you like at the age of 16 or 17 will not consider where he graduated from school, nor what kind of RV his parents made. At that time, he liked someone, probably because he sat next to you, chatted with you after class, and was willing to read what you wrote. He had nothing to tell you about physics, walked home with you after school, and gave you a necklace or ring engraved with your name on your birthday. Remember that you like to drink iced tea. At that time, dating didn't need suits and ties, rouge and gouache, western restaurants and cafes, and I didn't know what to refuse and welcome expensive gifts. Just wearing a rough and fat school uniform, I could sit happily in KFC for an afternoon with a coke and an exercise book. I didn't need to say anything. I just sat quietly and watched the time slip by my hand.

At that time, even holding hands and hugging was a cautious luxury and warmth. It may take two or three years to secretly kiss, and kissing is already the highest level of intimate contact. The original desire has not expanded in our young bodies. Holding hands quietly is enough to feel the temperature of each other's body and go straight to the bottom of my heart.

? At that time, we were moving our hearts.

Probably only the love in my childhood will make me so excited and pay so much attention to each other.

at that time, we had time and leisure, and everything was so new to us.

At that time, we will mobilize everyone around us to help us pursue our beloved girl; Will hand-write love letters, full of emotional power through the back of the paper; Will DIY not exquisite but elaborate gifts.

nowadays, we all speak with one voice in blessing, even in missing. We seldom write, let alone write letters. We won't waste an afternoon doing some manual work, or things clearly marked are more valuable and look more decent.

Four

I once talked with the boy I always liked when I was a child about my most beautiful boyhood.

He ran through my whole teenage years. At that time, we would leave messages on the wall with pencils, correct each other's papers, secretly play gobang in class, and try to sit together when we went out to cram school on weekends. The reason why I began to pay attention to him is particularly unreasonable now. At that time, the English teacher asked us to express everyone's ideals in English in class. Everyone said teachers and policemen, and only he said that he wanted to be the youngest CEO in China. He is a very diligent person, and this sentence makes me feel that he is shining all over.

Of course, it seems to be childish talk in my sleep now. Later, when I talked about it, he said that if he had known the word chairman at that time, he would have said that he would be a chairman. Then he looked at me with a smile and said that it was not to scare you to death.

I mentioned that at that time, in order to give him a ruler with special significance, I rode all over Shenyang City. I rode very fast, and the wind poured into my school uniform, which lifted me up. It was quite a bit like a teenager who was happy to live. I imagined him when he saw this ruler and laughed happily.

It was the happiest day of my whole junior high school, even happier than when I was admitted to the best high school by mistake.

Now we all have each other's lives, which are as calm as water, and the relationship is like an old friend of Qian Fan's who has spent all his years. There has been no turmoil for a long time, so we can manage our own world with peace of mind. The tragic and lamentable thing about boyhood love is that it has passed away, just like the youth you thought would never die.

I told him the other day that those years were indeed shining, but there are still many shining days in your future life. You missed your star and moon and waited for your sun.

This is probably the best attitude towards the love in childhood.

Five

I'm not saying that the world of adults is secular, utilitarian, boring and indifferent, but you have to admit that as you get older, you need to play more social roles and take on more responsibilities. You need to divide your heart into many pieces, one for your company, one for your parents, one for your lover, one for your friends and one for your children ...

And you have forgotten. You only have a complete heart, which is carefully held out by you and presented to each other unabashedly. You see that your immature and superficial love is gradually forgiven by time.

don't tell me you have to be distracted from your studies. You use your brain, not your heart, to study. Therefore, love in childhood will not affect your study. If it does, you are using it in the wrong place.