Wen Xi Chen Xi nian

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In this world, many people are lonely lamps, and they want to have a moth that suddenly rushes in in the lonely night, regardless of the hardships, life and death, and just want to embrace each other and survive every season.

many people wait for a long time, but wait for someone they can love.

My friend is a standard heartless girl. Her name is Xiaoyan. She never believes in love and certainly doesn't believe in men. In her eyes, men in this world are just the same, and they are not serious enough about love. Therefore, she would rather stay single than fall in love at will. According to her words, she would rather never love than love the wrong person.

However, many amazing things happen suddenly, which makes people completely unprepared.

Xiaoyan doesn't believe in love, but love will still come on her own. She and her boyfriend Lin An met on the subway, and they struggled to give up their seats for an old man. It was only this move that they had a good impression on each other because of the focus on quality and morality. They exchanged a shy greeting and added WeChat to each other.

after adding wechat, Lin an forgot about it. He runs around the company and home every day, and his sales work is very busy. There are so many customers that he can't breathe.

Xiaoyan on WeChat is different. Most of the time, she just stares at Lin An's head. It's just a very common illustration head, but Xiaoyan can stare for a long time. She sends many messages to Lin An just to wait for his reply.

Xiaoyan, who didn't believe in love at first, pretends to be the other person in her heart after falling in love with someone, just like a cactus appeared in the originally empty desert, and all the dust and dust gathered for it independently.

Xiaoyan can proudly tell many friends around her for the first time that she has fallen in love unprepared.

I asked her how she felt about loving someone. She said that in the past, I only lived for myself. In the future, I want to live for the person I love.

There is really no reason to love simply. When you fall in love with someone else, the whole world becomes each other.

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Xiaoyan will wait for Lin An in the same subway at the same time every day, but she will never see him again.

it's easy to meet, but it's easier never to see again.

Xiaoyan sends a WeChat to Lin An reluctantly every day, all of which are her daily experiences and her thoughts about Lin An. Half a month later, Lin An was completely defeated by a city, and he sent an expression package in the past. It's just a perfunctory, but Xiaoyan's perception is different. She thinks her persistence has hope.

that night, she called me at twelve o'clock at night, saying that her Lin An had begun to treat her well. In order not to break her innocence, I gave her false congratulations, saying that this love has a chance, and continue to cheer. She dragged me again and stayed up happily all night.

In feelings, the person who falls in love with others first is the easiest to be satisfied. All her efforts are just a simple and small response. She doesn't want the stars to shine in Wan Li, but only the fireflies to shine. This heart can shine for a long time.

Xiaoyan went through many procedures, spent more than 1,111 yuan, and finally got Lin 'an's company address. Xiaoyan, who used to sleep late, began to completely change. She got up at 5: 11 every morning, downloaded a bunch of food apps, and her mobile phone was full of food bloggers' contact information, and she learned various breakfast making methods. After learning it, she went to Lin 'an Company every day, delivered love breakfast to his work position, and then returned to her company.

I sent it silently for a month, and Lin An made the first WeChat call with her. He told her that he was married and it was as long as a year.

When Yan Gang Jr. saw the voice coming, he was ecstatic and wanted to throw out his mobile phone. But after hearing the news that Lin An was married, her hands were no longer strong, and she didn't even consciously go to the hang-up button. She was just as silent as a dying ember, as a faint crow came up from a lonely grave, and even the wings were dim.

it's ridiculous to fall in love with someone wrongly, and all the hard work. Even crying the quilt in the middle of the night, even heartache to sleep all night, no one will feel distressed.

love can't escape.

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When you love the wrong person, you will start to be afraid of love.

In my university after be lovelorn, I used to spend four years alone.

My idea about love has changed from being able to fall in love at will to being responsible for each other and love when I meet someone again. I am afraid that I can't always love someone, and I am afraid that I will be hurt by love after giving love.

But when she came to me, I still knew her for a long time, and after careful consideration, I agreed to fall in love with her.

I will stay with her for a long time every day and tell her about my daily life. I will send her a string of red packets during the festival, which is a sweet love story; I will help her finish her work, even I will never learn various algorithms for her and stay up late to help her make forms; I will cook food for her every day and then send it to her mouth; I will send her to work and get off work. On rainy days, I will pick her up with an umbrella and put it all on her head. I will bring her some small gifts after work ........................................................................................................................................................................

But when she finally took these good things for granted and didn't know how to cherish them, I completely discovered that sometimes I have to admit that no matter how hard I try, I will love the wrong person.

I think I will never try my best to be nice to a person again.

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If you haven't loved before, you will yearn for love, but after you love wrongly, you will start to be cautious about love. From then on, you will no longer have the courage to love others, be afraid to love casually, and no longer believe in love.

But when love appears, who doesn't give without reservation?

Bai Bangni said in "The Old Girl" that when we love someone, we give it to the world that confronts us as a hostage. I love you, that is, I give myself to you, and I give myself to you as a hostage. From then on, you have the right to hurt me, you have the right to abandon me, and you have the right to neglect me. No one else did. I gave you this power myself. After all the hardships, I am willing to accept it.

If you love someone, your existence enriches his life, but if you love the wrong person, he expects you to enrich his life.

We can see the world clearly when we haven't loved, but when we fall in love with someone, we gradually give up the whole world for each other and devote ourselves to each other. But when he gets used to it and hates it, he will regard our love as an object that can be abandoned, which makes it easy for us to defeat and make us lose ground.

I once remembered the saying that loving someone wrong is like peeling an onion, and you shed tears all the way, only to find that person has no heart at all.

if you love the wrong person, it's hard to turn back. No matter how much we pay, it's useless. ? It's just that we should understand earlier that some beautiful dreams are not there when we open our eyes.

In this life, we will always do something wrong, choose the wrong road, love the wrong person, and humble ourselves to the dust to be nice to the wrong person. These are nothing, we have to understand that only after experiencing pain can we gain immunity to this suffering world.

Only when we love the wrong person can we know our weakness and get armor to protect ourselves from being hurt.

May your lover be the one who loves you, and may you love the right person all your life, even if you are wrong, you can be born again.