"Twilight leaves fall, not cold autumn", memory is an untouchable thing. . We often say not to care too much about the past, but only we know whether we really don't care. . Sometimes I want to start over, but everyone is afraid to start. . I am addicted to words every day, writing and writing ... the more I write, the more sad I am, the more entangled I am, and the more confused I am. .