1

Last weekend, there were many guests in the hotel, and I was busy until ten o'clock in the evening.

I went back to the dormitory and took a bath. I didn't want to move when I was lying in bed. I lazily leaned against the bed and played with my mobile phone.

When I opened WeChat, I was a little disappointed that no one was looking for me except all kinds of group news. I don't know if people don't like chatting on WeChat anymore, or if my relationship is so bad that no one has contacted me.

In fact, what I want to see most is the information sent by Mo Xunyu, even if it is only a simple question or even an expression. ...

However, it seems that we have known each other for almost a year, and she has never taken the initiative to find me.

After all, she is a thin-skinned girl and shy easily. As a man, I should take the initiative.

I comforted myself and sent her a message: What are you doing now?

There are two smiling faces on the back.

Then I sent another one: I'm ready to go to Guangzhou at the end of the month. Were you free then? Invite you to dinner.

Actually, I didn't go to Guangzhou at all, just to see her.

Maybe because I like someone, I will be careful with her. Even if I think about her thousands of times in my mind every day, I dare not look for her casually, for fear of disturbing her and making her feel disgusted.

So I usually chat with her at ten o'clock every other night. Sometimes she will chat with me for a while, and sometimes she will send me a busy message directly. I can only say that you get busy first, take care of yourself and talk to you later.

I haven't read many books and my language is poor. If I want to express my concern, I won't express it satisfactorily.

Alas.

Click on her circle of friends and see that she updated her status at seven o'clock: the steak is delicious, and then go to see Super 8. Happy night shift!

The picture shows two steaks and two movie tickets.

I haven't met anyone, so I don't know whether she is with a male friend or a female friend.

Two people eat steak together in a western restaurant, maybe with a man. When I think that she has less and less interaction with herself in the past half month, my mood becomes more and more uneasy and uneasy.

Is she in love?

I really want to ask her directly, but I'm afraid of getting a positive answer, which will ruin my last hope.

After waiting for more than half an hour, I was already sleepy, but I still didn't wait for Xun Yu's reply. I was expecting a call from my brother Lu.

"Hello."

"Brother, are you asleep?"

There seems to be some noise over there. It should be on the street I rubbed my eyes and turned up the volume. "I'm going to bed. Are you still outside? "

"Well, elder brother, I want to tell you one thing ..."

From his voice, I can hear that his mood is a little nervous and flickering. I thought he wanted to borrow money or need help, so I said, "You can say anything directly."

On the other end of the phone, he was silent for a while and heard a noisy voice. Just when I wanted to ask a question, he said, "Brother, I'm in love with Xun Yu."

"What?" I screamed, my head went blank and I lost my thinking ability. Only his words kept ringing.

Did he mean Mo Xun Yu when he said Xun Yu?

"I've been with Xun Yu for a month. I've always wanted to tell you, but I don't know what to say ... Brother, we hope to get your blessing. I believe you will find someone who loves you soon."

After half a ring, I found my voice. "I ... I wish you ... I'll go to bed first."

Before he could speak, I hung up the phone directly, and my hands trembled uncontrollably. It was not until I opened my mouth and breathed hard that I choked myself.

It never occurred to me that the girl I loved for a year finally became my brother's girlfriend.

2

My name is Lu. I am 26 years old and single. I like cuttlefish smoked for a year.

I came out to work before I graduated from high school and have been working in the kitchen. I slowly learned how to cut vegetables and stir-fry from a common handyman and became a real chef.

Now, I am the executive chef of the largest hotel in our county, managing more than a dozen chefs.

In February last year, my father suddenly had a bad stomachache, because he had stomach trouble himself, and he didn't care at first. I thought it was an old problem, so I took some medicine casually and found it ineffective and getting worse. I hurried to the hospital for examination and found that it was the middle stage of gastric cancer.

The doctor in the county hospital suggested that he should be transferred to Guangzhou Grand Hospital for detailed examination and treatment.

I had to ask for leave from the hotel and accompany my father to Guangzhou with all my savings.

My brother Lu is an interior designer in Baiyun District, Guangzhou. Although he just graduated from college, he was valued by his boss because of his excellent business level and ability, and was promoted to be the team leader, so he rented a one-bedroom and one-bedroom house in a village in the city.

Because he lives alone, his room is a mess. It seems that he hasn't cleaned for a long time. It took us nearly an hour to clean it all.

In the evening, my father sleeps in my brother's bed, he sleeps on the sofa and I sleep on the floor.

Dad had an examination at the Southern Hospital in Guangzhou, and was soon diagnosed as the middle stage of gastric cancer. The cancer cells spread very quickly and had to receive radiotherapy and chemotherapy.

On the same day, I helped my father go through the hospitalization formalities. My brother works hard, and the company can't live without him, so he only comes to the hospital after work or on vacation at night.

Everything near the hospital is strange to my father.

I cook a meal for my father in my brother's rental house every day, and then take care of him in the hospital. Fortunately, it only takes an hour to get back and forth from the rental house by subway.

On the eighth day of my father's hospitalization, a woman took a nap next door. She is in her early fifties, with gray hair and wrinkled face. Judging from her appearance, she has worked hard for most of her life.

She said that her surname was Li and she was from Yangjiang. Her husband died in a car accident in his early years, leaving her and her daughter alone. I thought I could see my daughter get married and have children, but I suddenly found out that I had liver cancer, and it was in the middle and late stage.

She is reluctant to spend money, so she doesn't want to treat the disease. But my daughter insisted that she should be treated as long as she had a one-percent chance. She sold her house in a hurry and took her to Guangzhou for treatment.

Although I hadn't met the girl at that time, I couldn't help admiring her just because of her decision. There are not many filial sons and daughters like her this year.

About ten minutes later, I met the girl who had finished talking with the doctor.

She is wearing a floral dress, with long black and supple hair hanging freely around her waist, fair skin and no makeup on her quiet face.

It's beautiful and eye-catching, nothing like her mother.

When she saw us, she grinned and said hello: "Hello, my name is Mo Xun Yu."

When she smiled, there were two shallow dimples on her face.

"Hello, I'm Lou."

This is our first conversation, which is very simple, but it always makes me forget it.

three

Because our parents live in the same ward, Mo Xun Yu and I often meet, and after a long time of contact, we gradually get to know each other.

She likes talking about sunshine very much. Although she was worried about her mother's illness, she didn't show any sadness or pain on the surface. On the contrary, I always smile and tell jokes or jokes. Everyone is very happy.

What I said was very inspiring and sunny, which not only encouraged her mother, but also infected my father, and I was full of confidence in her complete recovery.

Whenever my mother was tortured by illness and cried tossing and turning in bed, she hugged her tightly and comforted and encouraged her again and again.

Sometimes her mother is really in pain. She will lose her temper and scold her or throw things.

As a bystander, I sometimes feel wronged for her, but she always takes care of her mother patiently and endures everything silently.

One afternoon, her mother fell asleep. She sat in a chair beside the hospital bed, holding her mother's hand. Watching mother quietly, those beautiful eyes are full of incomparable affection.

I sat in another chair and looked at her secretly, afraid to make a sound, for fear of disturbing the warmth of that moment.

After a while, I saw her crying.

Two lines of clear tears slipped quietly, and she bit her lower lip tightly to prevent herself from crying out loud.

That was the first time I saw her crying.

Silent tears made my heart violently pull up, and indescribable pain spread in my body.

I really want to give her comfort and care.

Probably at that moment, I moved my heart to her and fell in love with her quietly.

Later, in a chat with Aunt Li, I learned that she was not her own daughter, but adopted from an orphanage.

In the year of her father's death, her biological parents found her and wanted to take her home.

Her parents sent her to an orphanage because they had no money to support her. Later, they did business, made a lot of money and became rich. I thought of my daughter who had been abandoned for more than ten years, and finally found her after many inquiries.

When Mo Xun Yu was very young, she knew that she was not her parents' biological daughter, because there was no similarity only in appearance and height.

As the saying goes, it is better to cultivate kindness than to cultivate kindness. Even though she was not born to them, they raised themselves to teach for more than ten years.

In their own minds, they are their best and only parents.

So she refused and chose to live an ordinary but happy life with her foster mother.

If Aunt Li hadn't encountered such a disease, they would have lived happily ever after.

But even her mother has this disease, and she has given up on herself. Mo Xun Yu still insisted on selling the house to treat her and tried to take care of her.

How can such a kind, filial, beautiful and generous girl not be liked?

Since then, every time I cook a nutritious meal for my father, I will also cook a meal for Aunt Li.

If I see anything they need help with, I don't have to wait for them to ask.

four

Aunt Li saw that her time was running out and she was single, so she couldn't help worrying. She kept talking about finding a man who could be entrusted for life.

Maybe Aunt Li saw that I was suitable for a stable job, a nice person, and the most important thing was that I was single, so she and my father introduced me to Mo Xun Yu.

Mo Yuxun's attitude is unknown. Every time I see them talking about this topic, I smile and don't talk.

I loved her at first. With the help of my elders, I stopped flashing and shrinking, but began to pursue bravely.

On Mo Xun Yu's birthday, I ordered her a cake and bought fruit snacks. The four of them held a small birthday party together in the hospital.

Everyone laughed happily and took a lot of photos.

One of them is a photo of me and her. We are very close. Her head rests on my shoulder. We look like a sweet couple.

However, that's just an extravagant hope in my heart, and the reality will not be as I wish.

After her mother and my father fell asleep.

She called me outside the corridor and said she had something to say to me.

Looking at her thin figure, I have a bad feeling in my heart.

She combed her hair, then looked up at the sky on the railing.

I also stood beside her, looking up at the sky.

There is a bright moon in the sky, bright and round.

"Brother Lu." Just after my heart melted into night, Mo Yuxun suddenly spoke. Her voice is soft, and she is afraid of disturbing others, so she deliberately lowers her voice.

"hmm." I turned to look at her, but I could only see half of her handsome face.

"Thank you very much for your care and help during this time. I'm glad to meet you and Uncle Liu. You gave me a lot of spiritual strength, thank you. The doctor said ... "At this point, she paused, then took a deep breath, and then continued:" The doctor said that my mother's time was running out, and her body could no longer bear the treatment of radiotherapy and chemotherapy. So in two days, I will take her out of the hospital. "

"Let's go ... where?" I didn't know she would leave so suddenly and her house was sold. Where can they go?

"Go to Sichuan, where my mother's family is. She has been married to my father for decades and has only been back three or four times. I know she has always wanted to go back to that city. "

My hand clutched the railing tightly, and my heart beat out of rhythm. I know that if I don't confess to her now, I may miss her later.

"Rain embalm, I like ..."

She interrupted me before I could say what I had been hiding in my heart for a long time.

"Liu Dage, I have no brothers or sisters. You have given me a lot of help and trust since I met you. In my heart, I have always regarded you as my brother. Brother Lu, would you like to recognize my sister? "

In an instant, my heart fell like a hit, falling all the time until it reached the bottomless abyss.

I want to tell her loudly that I love her very much. I don't want to be her brother at all, just want to be her boyfriend.

I just saw her red eyes, which read prayer and sincerity.

I can't say anything. I'm afraid I'll push her further and further.

Even in the name of Big Brother, as long as I can keep in touch with her, I believe my persistence and affection will definitely impress her.

four

Mo Xun Yu and Aunt Li left the hospital on the third day and went to a city in Sichuan.

A month later, Aunt Li passed away.

I called Mo Xun Yu to comfort her, but I couldn't say anything but mourn.

I really want to go to her side. Even if I can't do anything, I can stay with her and give her a hug.

But my father's side has reached the most critical moment of treatment, and he can't get away.

I can only send her WeChat every day and share some inspirational words or music with her.

Her answer is thank you. I'm fine.

After that, after dealing with her mother's aftermath, she traveled to Tibet alone for a period of time to adjust her mood.

After several months of treatment, my father was lucky to recover.

After my father was discharged from the hospital, I originally planned to go to Tibet to find Mo Xun Yu. But I can't get in touch with her, and my boss has been urging me, so I have to go back to work first.

Every day, I visit her circle of friends several times to see if she has updated anything.

I kept sending messages to her, asking her if it was fun there, how the scenery was, asking her to take care of herself, and calling me if anything happened.

Even if I didn't reply, I kept repeating it.

Waiting for her news has become a sustenance in my heart.

Another month passed, and Mo Xun Yu finally came back from Tibet. She called me on her own initiative, saying that she was touched to see my news and know that I had been caring for her.

Even if she is left alone, she will live well. She found a job in clothing sales in Guangzhou.

Knowing that she is stable in Guangzhou, my heart has settled a lot.

The idea of wanting to see her is getting stronger and stronger, but the catering industry has entered the peak season. I took more than two months off before, and the boss simply didn't give me a vacation.

Until 10, I took a month's holiday together and went to Guangzhou by car with great joy.

Mo Xun Yu is very busy at work, so he can't spare the time. I found the shop where she worked according to the address she gave me, and then we went to eat together after work.

I haven't seen her for months. She has lost weight and tanned skin, but she is more energetic and energetic than before.

When her colleagues saw me, they all surrounded me very enthusiastically and asked me if I liked Mo Xun Yu, whether she was her suitor and how her family was. ...

They asked a lot of questions, and I was really at a loss and hesitated to tell the truth.

Mo Yuxun drove them away with a smile.

I sat in a chair, holding a cup of boiling water and watching her busy figure while drinking.

I found myself looking at her so quietly, and I felt very satisfied.

About half an hour later, she got off work and we found a restaurant to eat together.

Even if we haven't seen each other for so long, we don't feel strange at all From Tibet to photography to food, we had a good chat.

It's just that she deliberately avoided emotional problems. I thought she hadn't gotten over the grief of her family's death and didn't want to fall in love for the time being, so she didn't feel pushed too hard.

It just reveals in the language that I will be by her side, waiting for her.

The day before she left Guangzhou, it happened that she and my brother were on vacation, and my brother suggested that three people go to play together.

When my brother talked about Mo Xun Yu, I almost forgot that they had met in the hospital.

However, because my brother and I took care of my dad alternately in the hospital, the three of them never got along, so I didn't notice that they were quite familiar with each other.

And now they live only two subway stations apart, and they often meet at work.

The three of us found two scenic spots to play for a day. During the chat, I found that many of their views are the same. Sometimes I can't even get a word in, so I can only be a bystander silently.

Even I accidentally found Mo Xun Yu secretly looking at my brother, but when I did, I quickly turned away.

I didn't think much at first, thinking I was wrong.

At that time, my brother had just broken up with his girlfriend. Although I didn't tell him directly that I like Mo Xun Yu, I believe he knows.

And Mo Yuxun doesn't like his younger brother, so he never thought that they would like each other one day.

five

After I came back from Guangzhou, I had the idea of resigning and wanted to work in Guangzhou, so that I could meet Mo Xun Yu more.

But the owner of the hotel didn't agree to my resignation at all.

If the boss hadn't been nice to me, I might have left everything and gone straight to Guangzhou.

But my heart is too soft, which is my advantage and my disadvantage.

I negotiated with my boss that I would help him teach someone who can take my place before leaving my job.

Mo Yu and I are in different cities, keeping a close distance, not talking about feelings, not playing ambiguous. Just like two good friends who have known each other for many years, they care about each other and talk to each other.

In other words, in my heart, she is my girlfriend and the one I love deeply.

I have been looking forward to it. We will love each other hand in hand and spend the rest of our lives together. I swear, I will love her, take care of her and never let her get hurt again.

only ...

I never thought that one day she would be my brother's girlfriend.

Really, you can only call me big brother.

Love has no reason. I love her, but she loves my brother.

Although this ending makes me very painful, I don't blame her or my brother at all. I have only myself to blame.

If I had known that she would be my brother's girlfriend, I could control myself from being moved, wouldn't there be such an embarrassing situation?

If I make a more decisive decision and take more direct action, I will be with her mother when she dies. When she went to work in Guangzhou, she immediately quit her job and went to work in Guangzhou. Will the ending be different now?

It's just that it's a foregone conclusion now, and my regret doesn't play any role.

I don't know whether to continue to fight for myself again; Don't know how to face them in the future; I don't know when I can let her go. ...

At this moment, I just want to drink, get drunk and forget everything for a while.

But why, I am still not drunk after drinking so much wine, and I am still very sad.

My heart aches to death. What should I do?