I met him during my freshman year and he was a senior in high school.

I went home during the National Day holiday to visit my best friend who was studying in high school. He was my best friend’s deskmate.

Therefore, it has been four years since we met and recognized each other.

There is such a kind of friend who is so good that you are reluctant to become a lover, because becoming a lover only takes one step, but it is too difficult to return to being a friend.

I have never doubted his kindness to me. When he came home during the holidays, as long as he came back first, he would come back to the train station to pick me up. He would often hide it from me and say that he hadn’t arrived yet, and then he would show up rashly, take my luggage, and show off his arrival.

Invite me to the delicacies I mentioned before.

I like to eat clams. On a plate of clams, he peels the shells and I eat the meat.

I have a great appetite, and I often eat a lot, but I don't mind and never hide my good taste.

And he always looks at me eating with pleasure.

After we met, he asked fellow villagers to order birthday cakes every year and then give them to me.

When I was doing an internship in the countryside that year, he found her through the message my roommate left me and asked her to secretly buy me a cake.

Due to the inconvenience of express delivery in the countryside, a box of snacks sent to me had to be returned. I was so sorry that I received another box of snacks when I returned home during the holidays.

I am stupid, really. I have always thought that we are close friends, and I am also good at reciprocating politely, and I always reply.

I once asked him why he no longer looks for a girlfriend in college. He said that the girl he wants must dare to love and hate, be carefree, and be well-spoken.

Dressed like a lady, he said that he likes girls who like to eat, so that his appetite will be better... Later, someone told me that boys really have a purpose for being nice to girls!

I don’t believe that he and I have known each other so well for so long, and that is a true friendship.

Later, he sent me a message and I understood.

I said, I'm sorry, some people are not suitable to be lovers, because they are already as good as family members. I can't imagine if life without him would lose a lot of color.

I am very selfish and cannot treat him as a lover, but I want to keep him as a friend.

We are still friends, but we will never be the same again.

Because I know that I am too selfish and want to take advantage of his kindness to satisfy myself.

The tacit understanding is less contact, the tacit understanding is less meeting, and the tacit understanding is less topic.

The end of love is mostly hurt. The fault of one party may cause sadness to both people. Some people are not suitable to be lovers. Even if the friendship fades away, it is better than hurting each other.