I seem to be suffering from anxiety during this time.

It's not a wonderful feeling, like falling into a swamp with rotten leaves. The more I struggle, the deeper I get.

I feel that every day is the same repetition. The days seem to be endless at a glance, and I lack the original passion for doing things. Things that used to make me happy are hard to please myself now.

what's going on?

This reminds me of Fu Yuanhui, when she was asked what she thought of her grades. I am very satisfied with one sentence, which became an online buzzword for a while.

yes! How on earth can you say I'm satisfied? How many people are as dissatisfied as me?

in college, isn't it like this: "You study easily, and the living expenses will be paid on the card by the end of the month?" Pass the CET-4 and CET-6 easily? The key points of each class in the final exam have been drawn, so it is not a problem to pass the exam?

If you have extra time, how about joining several clubs to learn some social experience? If you are positive, do a part-time job in your spare time? What's even more wonderful is that if you talk about a congenial boyfriend and girlfriend during school, it will be icing on the cake. "

After graduation, you found a good job smoothly, and what you did was in line with your interests. Your parents have already bought your wedding room for you, and the decoration should be decided according to your object's preference style;

Your marriage partner has gone smoothly. You met a wife who has a good family, good looks, great figure, good temper, good job and, most importantly, is considerate to you.

After marriage, you have your own little world. You love each other and hit it off. She accompanies you when you play the king, and he knocks on your back when you watch the rotten drama. You work easily, rest on holidays, travel and eat when you have nothing to do, and upload it to your circle of friends if you disagree.

Open WeChat and comment that it is a lot; You never seem to think about money. You get paid every month, with five insurances and one gold. It's really not enough for both parents to subsidize.

In love, you wish you were his little princess and he was your man. You never worry that he will go to mistress when he comes home late. You hope that he can tolerate you infinitely when you are willful. When you are unhappy, you can lose your temper at will.

and he wants you to be a good wife and mother, like your tenderness and thoughtfulness, have the same hobbies, support his career and become a strong woman behind him.

I'm sorry, you think too much about all this!

In college, you may find that you are just an ordinary person. You study hard, but you still can't surpass the schoolmaster. You are ugly and short, and you have no sense of existence in a group of people, and you feel inferior and introverted. The final exam agreed to focus on the key points, and as a result, the key points in the exam were basically not tested.

you want to join more clubs, but as a result, you have increased your alcohol consumption and a circle of meat on your stomach, and nothing else has improved; Don't talk about falling in love, just because you are so tight with your own food expenses, why talk about falling in love? Forget it! I can't find a bright word to describe you except that you work hard and are practical.

You will also find that, when looking for a job after graduation, unless you are a super-strong graduate of 985 and 281, those giant crocodile companies simply don't look at your resume. As Teacher Zhang Xuefeng said, many resumes are directly thrown into the trash can.

You worked hard to find a relatively good job. After working for a long time, you found that what you did was not what you liked. What can you do? You have to pay the rent, water and electricity every month, and you have to pay money to your parents in the mountains on time every month to support your younger brother who is at school.

After working hard for half a year, you went home to have a rest during the National Day holiday, and your parents began to find someone for you. You wanted to sleep late, but you were awakened by the noise. You couldn't stand your parents' pains and repeated battles. You finally gave in and agreed to a blind date.

You've met many times, and you're either satisfied with it or your parents don't agree with it. It's not that your parents think it's good, or you can't accept it if you work and look good, or you're a complete dead pervert. In the end, you found one. He is honest and honest, and his family is average. He can't make any money. Think about it, just get married! Just stay with my parents and have a care.

Your married life is far from happiness, but it is also stable. He doesn't talk much, far from the handsome guy you talked about in college. This kind of life is far from romantic, but at least it is true.

Yes, and how many people live to live on movies and TV! With the protagonist's aura, it seems to be blessed by lucky girls. Most people live as ordinary as ordinary extras!

I sometimes keep asking myself what's wrong with myself, pretending as if nothing had happened all day, but in fact, I suppress myself everywhere in my heart. I can't seem to see it, and I can't tell why I am so anxious.

I want to be willful, too. I said that the world is so big that I want to go out for a walk, but I can say that going out for a walk is a sea of people. When I play on the last day, I think that the short holiday will be over, and even the best interest has been swept away.

Many of us seem to be relaxed, but in fact, we never let go. We are either worried about the monthly loan or the monthly rent. We are either dissatisfied with our life and work leaders or deny ourselves that we are lazy and undisciplined. In fact, most of us are very tired.

should life be so sad?

I want to say, no, only by taking the initiative to accept your own unhappiness, automatically shielding some negative social information and concentrating on what you have done can you make yourself less anxious.

Many times, we can't choose our origins, looks and IQ, but we can choose to increase our knowledge by reading, and get rid of the shackles of fate by trying to change the mediocre state.

who said it was impossible? Life is so long, let's wait and see. I hope I am really satisfied at that time.