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One month after graduation, I made a living in a second-tier city in Guangzhou, and lived a life of selling words from nine to six. As usual, I am crowded in the bus at the rush hour at seven o'clock, and I am used to turning over my circle of friends with headphones. A classmate who never contacted me after graduation sent a message. He said that I waited for a long time on my way to Tibet alone and couldn't find a companion, so I decided to get up alone. I didn't come yet, and he sent a message saying, "You weren't there on graduation day, and you didn't even have a chance to appear in the same photo once." I'm sorry ... If you're 30 years old and you're unmarried, I'll go to the northwest to find you. "

I wanted to answer his previous question, but when I saw the last sentence, I paused and said nothing. He probably saw that the other party was typing just now, and suddenly there was no news, so he added, "I'm not kidding, I'm serious."

Turn off the phone, I didn't call him back. I think of the bad routine used in love when I was young: "After many years, if you don't marry, if I don't marry, I will take you home."

At the age of sixteen, someone once said to me, "If you are still alone after graduating from high school, I will accompany you to the city life of college." Later, I didn't receive any news about him until I graduated from college.

At the age of eighteen, someone once said to me, "If you are still single at the age of twenty, I will come to you and give you a warm home." Later, before we were twenty years old, we all changed our contact information and deleted the button, and we never contacted each other again.

At the age of twenty-one, I said to someone, "When I graduate, if you are not married, I will marry you." Later, until today, he didn't marry, I didn't marry, and we still live our own lives at the north and south ends.

Therefore, I have probably heard too many such promises and personally experienced too many similar emotional routines. In my early twenties, my understanding of this sentence is like that you want to break up and are afraid that you can't find a better one after losing me, so you weave such a romantic lie to leave a way out for yourself.

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In the days of National Day, my old classmates sent wedding invitations one after another. I also silently asked in a circle of friends, "How is it so easy for you to get married?" Later, Yiyi talked to me, and she said, Do you not believe that there really is pure love in this world? I have a bowl of noble dog food here. Do you want to eat it? ......

When I met Yi Yi, she was already a hot mom of a two-year-old child. Seven years ago, Yi Yi, who just entered high school, was still a delicate and pretty girl, with all the persistence and longing for love at that age.

On the registration day of the new semester, as the assistant of the class teacher, she helped her classmates fill in the registration form. Yi Yi lowered her head and called the next one, "My name is Jun Chen, male, born in July, 1992." His voice came from my ears, a little dumb, but with unspeakable charm. Yi Yi couldn't help but look up. His dark brown eyes were clear, but there was a boy's rare unruly, bright and white face, angular Lengjun, slender and tall, emitting the handsome temperament of sunshine. The sunshine fell on his long eyelashes through the glass. At that moment, the handsome boy in front of him was a bit dizzy.

It is this boy named Jun Chen, who was careless that year, who made them all covered with moss in each other's hearts.

She is a capable class cadre of Ban Ritter and the right-hand man of the class teacher.

He is top student, the top three in his grade, and the man of the hour in the school.

They are the most envious couple in the eyes of classmates and friends.

In the second year of high school, Yi Yi's family changed, and she had to drop out of school to find a livelihood in the society to support her family's economic difficulties.

The sweet love that encouraged and accompanied each other on campus suddenly turned into a self-study daze. Jun Chen thinks about Yiyi the most every day. At first, he just took a long bus to meet in another city on weekends. Later, he began to lie and ask for leave, cut class, playing truant. ......

I smiled and asked Yi Yi if you lied to him later to make him study hard. Do you have a boyfriend?

Yi Yi looked puzzled and said, How do you know? Later, although we were both concerned about each other, we still talked about new love.

I didn't say anything. When I was young, love was so silly and sweet. I thought it was a lifetime at a glance. I thought that love would not be separated. I thought that I couldn't live without each other. I thought that leaving TA was good for TA. ......

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Later, she said that it was five years after seeing Jun Chen again. He stood at the classmate party with roses in his hand and proposed marriage one by one. Five years ago, when Yi left school, he promised to give her a happy home if she was unmarried five years later. No one expected that Jun Chen would remember the promise he made when he was young five years later. No one expected that the bad boy who later became rebellious, drank, smoked and dropped out of school in top student, but now he has worked silently for five years for a promise. No one knows what he has experienced in the past five years. He has suffered more than his peers, survived countless nights without company and hope, never enjoyed the beauty of college, never received pocket money from his parents every month, never been encouraged, and never felt distressed. However, he has only one thought in his heart-to work hard to give her a home. Because only he knows the secrets, her parents divorced from her childhood, lived a hard life, and felt extremely insecure about love and marriage.

I asked Yi Yi, who has been married for two years, did he ever do anything that moved you?

Yi smiled and said, no.

After marrying him, he almost contracted all the housework in the family and spoiled me like a child, but I always like to make trouble with him and lose my temper. He is in a hurry to coax me. He doesn't know romance and can't say sweet words. He hasn't done anything that touched me for so many years, but these little things of life make me feel that I am the happiest woman in the world.

"He may not be able to take me on a yacht to eat western food and travel around the world, but he will run a long way across several streets every morning to buy my favorite soybean milk fritters."

Maybe that's what love looks like.

In this world, too few people care for each other and too many people forget the rivers and lakes. We once loved some people deeply, so we believed in the promise, so we hoped to hold your hand and live happily ever after. Then everything disappeared, and we finally realized how rare it is to last forever.

Happiness is a mysterious and fragile thing. Maybe love has nothing to do with happiness. Maybe the ultimate happiness in this life has nothing to do with the person in the deepest part of my heart.

Libra in 1994, northwest female pollution

Write stories, not chicken soup.

Trying to warm every lonely patient with words.

I'm Ling Shao, and I'm late.