Eternal Regret

In the morning, you can often see her carrying two large baskets of vegetables and seedlings to go to the market to shout. At noon, you can often see her bearing the pressure of obesity, sweating. On the way home, she was reluctant to spend money on a car ride. In the afternoon, she could be seen in the vegetable garden bending over weeding, loosening the soil, and watering... Every day for her seemed to be a repeat of yesterday. No matter how far the journey is, no matter how hot or cold the weather is, no matter how serious the illness is, she can insist on going to the market! She is my grandma.

Grandma is very cruel to others and likes to nag us. Before we played for a few minutes, she came again and asked us to study. She doesn't like anything we do except studying. Therefore, we all hated her. We often scolded her in front of her, spit in her tea cup, added salt or sugar to her dishes, and did other things that were unwelcome to her. Grandpa is often scolded by her. Even if he makes a small mistake, he will be scolded by her and he will be unable to hold his head up! Grandpa seemed to be used to her being like this.

Although grandma is very fierce, she is very caring. Every time I go to her place during holidays, I prepare thick quilts in advance and buy my favorite dishes. Every time I go to drink, she brings us back a lot of delicious food.

My grandma has been growing vegetables for more than 20 years, and she has to get up early and work hard every day. We tried to persuade her many times, but she said she wouldn’t do it next year. Almost everyone in our place knows her, and she has earned a lot of money over the years, but she has never spent a penny randomly, and she often picks up apples and pears from the fruit stall after the market. I didn't understand why grandma was so reluctant to let go, but now I finally understand.

Grandma hiccupped a lot this year, and I often laughed at her and imitated her. Finally, at the end of June, the bad news came. Grandma was sick. This time it was not a minor illness, but cancer - terminal stage! Grandma had planned to enjoy the blessing this year after finishing the surgery, but luckily, she contracted this disease. I was visiting my grandma in the hospital that day. When the doctor came to check the ward, grandma asked her mother to help her up quickly. Grandma looked at the doctor and asked the doctor to prescribe some more medicines for her. She was thinking of some ways, and her eyes showed the desire to survive, but the doctor What else can be done?

Grandma was getting worse day by day. Grandpa shed tears when he saw grandma in such pain. Grandma said helplessly: "Why are you crying? We have no choice but to separate." Looking at grandma, I also shed tears.

A month passed, and finally one day my mother called the school and said that grandma was dying and asked me to go home quickly, but I was a boarding student and was so far away from home. How could I catch up? I couldn’t even see my grandma’s last face! When she got home, all she saw was her lifeless face and the cries of her relatives.

Grandma, although you have never thought of a day of happiness while alive, I believe that you will be happy in heaven now. Not being able to see you for the last time is a regret that I can never make up for in my life!