From May 22nd to 29th, I participated in the seven-day, seven-night course as a trainee. I got up at 6:00 am and basically could not go to bed until 12:00 pm at night. It was the first time since my senior year of high school that I studied for such a long time on a single day. And in terms of intensity in a single day, the senior year of high school can only be ranked second. No cell phone, no watch. The first three days I didn't get into the mood and couldn't understand what the teacher was saying. I sat on the seat and itched like a needle and felt like I was on pins and needles, and many times I thought of running away. However, the smiles and considerate service of the volunteers, the teachers' songs and the exquisite meals they made, as well as Sister Zhu's intimidating power, made me sit obediently for the whole seven days. After the first three days of torment, by the fourth day, the class time no longer felt tormenting. By the sixth day, even began to hope that the course would not end.

At the end of the seven-day course, if you ask me what I learned, I really don't know. In addition to experiencing the profound Chinese civilization, I have also changed a lot without realizing it.

1. I'm able to do things consistently, I'm not impatient, and my concentration has been greatly improved. Before reading pedagogy and educational psychology, I felt tired of reading 30 pages a day. After I came back, I averaged 60 pages a day or watched 12 30-minute videos a day.

2. Insisted on reading the Disciple's Rules 5 times a day and completed 100 times in 20 days.

3. No longer spend time brushing Jieyin and Xiaohongshu. I don't know what to say, but I do know what to say, and I don't know what to say, and I don't know what to say. I've cleaned up my WeChat friends that I don't contact, and I've cleaned up my own circle of friends that I've posted.

Second, after June 22nd, my changes

1. Accept my fear

The examination scheduled for the 21st was delayed to July 18th because of the epidemic, and there were changes in life. Suddenly there was a bit of panic that the exams were highly variable. Going to check in was something that could be determined if I made up my mind, so I decided to do it.

Reporting for duty on 6.22, the 25th was the Dragon Boat Party. See students are hard rehearsal, I heart also a little bit of joy, this time can be miscellaneous on the past. After all, song and dance sketches, I want to be as far away as possible. I have not been happy for a long time, the evening was suddenly told: I have to go on two programs.

It was a bolt from the blue for me, and I was confused. From the 23rd to learn the movements and familiarize myself with the lyrics. In short, I went through every stage of movement learning as explained in the pedagogy. It took me three days to familiarize myself with the lyrics and the movements, and to get them right. From this incident, I felt the benefit of not having emotions. Thinking about before, when this kind of thing happened, I guess it would take me a long time to calm down and start doing things.

2. Begin to break down my own arrogance

This time, in the Foundation's public welfare classroom, my task was to welcome the guests and the back of the kitchen to ensure that (wash and scrub) and light control. In the process, I realized that I am more prone to emotional points. I don't like being told what to do, and I don't like being nagged when I'm doing something that I'm not doing well, and I want to quit when I don't do something right a few times. This time, I stuck to a few things that were enough to make me quit. It's a shame to think that I missed some pretty good opportunities before because of this point.

3 .

The first day of the morning meal, because the peach cut early, looks a little bit not fresh. The first day of the morning, the peaches were cut early and looked a bit unfresh. Just after the meal was over, Xianshu came over and told us a story: when we were in the Lotus, we had our own place, with food and lodging. Trainees can bring their own people there, and they will be given extra fruits during the break. That time she bought apples, the quality was still good and expensive, but the flavor was not good. Mr. Zhang criticized her and told her that she must give the best to the students.

After listening to this story, I understand why I was so delighted and shocked when I saw the snacks and fruit plate in the last course, and I saw the heart in the smallest details.

When it rains, the volunteers use umbrellas to hold up the umbrella bridge, and when they come back from the class, the benches are neatly arranged, the clothes and blankets are neatly folded, and even the paper is folded in a nice way so that it is good to pick up....... Last time, I enjoyed all these things with peace of mind, and this time, I am also doing all these things with great joy. Those who love to get out love to get back in.

Including the dance, last time the volunteer teachers' dance made me feel so beautiful. I didn't believe the host when he said it was rehearsed on the spot. This time I believe it, because our dance is an hour or two in the evening to learn, the next day on the stage. The movements are not as good as those of professional actors, but I saw people crying on stage this time. Especially at the end of the Kneeling Sheep Figure sign language dance, the volunteers on the stage cried a lot, and the students off the stage also cried a lot.

In modern society, people are far away from each other. There are a lot of crooks and people have very little trust. Aspire to a happy life, but feel that people collude with each other only profit is the norm. So everyone wraps themselves in layers. Like me, a lot of people think I'm simple and easy to be cheated by strangers, but I've met few people who cheated me and many who helped me and made me successful. On the contrary, I've been cheated basically by acquaintances.

Without the power of belief, there is no everything, if you are not rushing to the greedy, greedy, greedy, greedy, greedy and famous, generally others can not deceive you what.

So if you ask me now what I can learn on this course, my answer is: I don't know. What I do know is that I am less and less emotional, more and more able to insist on doing things. I'm starting to try to do things that I didn't think I could do before, and I'm starting to make up for the Chinese culture lessons that I was missing before.