Rene Liu, who hasn't seen you for a long time, was recently interviewed to promote her new album "Hello Everyone".

She seldom appeared in these years and never stopped singing. The online music held last year left many people wanting more, and at the same time, it also made her feel the power of giving people warmth and peace for many years.

Facing the question about "getting old", Rene Liu said:

I'm afraid of getting old, but I'm more afraid of getting weird.

After so many years, Rene Liu seems to have maintained a sense of alienation.

The girl who sang "I think I will always be lonely, so lonely all my life" later met the person who "loves you very much" and confidently plunged into the daily necessities of life.

On 20 1 1 year, Rene Liu married a young talent who was 10 years younger than himself.

20 15 Rene Liu was promoted to mother.

How many talented women and beautiful women from rivers and lakes are "confined to the kitchen and love" after getting married and having children.

After marriage, Rene Liu published a book called "I dare to be alone in your arms".

It wrote down the relationship between her and her husband:

"Sometimes filming, we often don't meet for half a month, there is no need to stick together every day. Getting along is like putting two people who are alone together. When they are together, they are like clay, which can be shaped into a third appearance besides two people. Separated like magnets, they attract each other but are independent. "

Both of them have their own bedrooms and study rooms, sleeping in separate rooms, and the kitchen and dining room are used for * * *.

Going out to the movies doesn't have to be together. See what you like and often go to different cinemas.

Even after the birth of her son, Rene Liu, as a mother, has been trying to find a balance, which is, in her words, "fighting our way out".

"I hope that when I hold a bottle in my right hand and a kitchen shovel in my left hand, my eyes can still look into the distance and I can feel the changes of the four seasons."

Married 10 years, separated for 9 years, Rene Liu has always insisted on being herself.

"Loneliness" and "solitude" became the most important topics in her life.

Many people often ask Rene Liu when he began to like being alone.

She said that as long as she can remember, a person has been her state of life.

On Children's Day 1969, Rene Liu was born into a noble family in Taipei.

Rene Liu's grandfather is a general, and his grandmother is a good family.

Her parents divorced when she was a child, and she was brought up by her grandparents. The family education is strict, and her grandparents' words and deeds have a great influence on her.

Grandma was a celebrity at that time, and her image has always been correct. In the bedroom, wearing tulle pajamas and peacock hair slippers; As long as you leave the bedroom door, you will always be a neat cheongsam and stockings.

"She walks with a straight back. On important occasions, she must wear cheongsam and shoes with heels. "

The kindergarten teacher asked her what she wanted to be when she grew up. She said she wanted to be Mrs. Liu, because everyone called grandma Mrs. Liu.

Being a wife and mother even became her "childhood dream".

Grandma, who was born in a famous family, devoted a lot of savings and energy to cultivating her granddaughter's knowledge and temperament. At the age of seven, my grandmother bought Rene Liu an expensive piano and supervised her to practice every day.

Children don't understand why they have to practice the piano hard. Grandma smiled and said:

"If one day she is abandoned by her husband, piano is also a skill, and she can support herself and her children by herself."

This military family with tradition and modernity has cultivated Rene Liu's independence and decency.

And Rene Liu's rebellious spirit also happens to come from such a family. As long as she wants to do something, no one can stop her

Just when the family thought that Rene Liu was about to embark on a beautiful husband and wife life, she handed them a paper contract.

You let me temper for three years, and if I don't achieve anything, I'll quit.

After graduating from high school, she went to California State University to study vocal music and piano performance, and obtained a bachelor's degree in classical music.

At the worst, she found three jobs.

Go to a Japanese restaurant to serve food after class every day, and work until 5: 30 pm 10: 30. Go to Chinatown to sell mattresses during the day on Saturday; Teach children to play the piano on Sunday.

She thought about giving up and calling her loving grandfather for comfort. Grandpa left a sentence mercilessly:

"If you can't finish your studies, you will die in America."

In this way, from the time she 16 began to study in the United States, she lived alone for more than 20 years except for more than half a year in Taiwan Province Province.

For Rene Liu, loneliness is normal and enjoyable. Living alone is more like an instinct, but it is more difficult to get along with.

When I was young, Rene Liu even said:

Finding someone to get married and have children is a common thing for most people, but it may be the biggest challenge I will face in my life.

"If there is no process of living alone, life will always be someone else's life plus your life, not your own."

Rene Liu first realized that he lived alone when he went to buy toothpaste. "It's good to finally have the choice of toothpaste."

Later, this loneliness of studying abroad was finally released in the movie Little Girl Fishing.

At that time, Rene Liu was 24 years old and found her with the script of Little Girl Fishing.

The two talented women admired each other, but when Rene Liu signed the filming contract, she saw one of them "bare-chested", which she could not accept.

Someone asked her, "What would you do if you took it off?"

She said, "I will die!" "

Rene Liu would rather give up the chance of fame than go against his will. Just as she was packing to leave, Zhang Aijia was moved by this woman's strength, so she revised the contract.

In the end, young Rene Liu won many awards for this film.

Zhang Aijia said: "I like Rene Liu, not a certain stage, but the whole process of blooming."

Behind Rene Liu's girlish appearance next door is a restless heart.

When filming April Day on Earth, she didn't play the talented Lin or Lu Xiaoman recommended by the director, but played the ugly Zhang Youyi.

She said: "Lin can say that Lu Xiaoman can cry, but Zhang Youyi can't cry, nor can he say that he must try to suppress his emotions and prevent tears from falling."

She saw a different Zhang Youyi, so we saw a brand-new and touching Zhang Youyi.

With her literary temperament and pure acting skills, she interprets one character after another with her own taste.

200 1, Rene Liu plays the marriage maniac Fang Xiaoping in Pink Girl. She deliberately wore braces to reduce her face value, made herself a big buck tooth, and told a story that an "ugly girl" can also have love.

Even the original author Zhu Deyong said: "The most aggrieved thing here is milk tea, because she is going to be ugly."

Later, Rene Liu played the aloof Zhang Ailing in The Past of Shanghai. In this play, she cried so hard for a crying scene that she even fainted.

Until the end of "Shanghai Past" for more than half a year, she still couldn't get out of the role, often in a trance and didn't know who she was.

For each role, she sincerely interprets it, which makes people unforgettable.

Her feelings are strong. The most famous scene happened in world without thieves in 2004.

This scene was called "textbook-level crying" by netizens. Rene Liu also won the Best Actress Award at the Hong Kong Academy Awards for her superb acting skills.

Her heart is as soft and firm as ever.

For decades, there have been countless famous songs and masterpieces.

Who hasn't heard Rene Liu's Later, Love You So Much, and Crazy for Love in his youth? No one listened to Rene Liu's stumbling from ignorance to maturity.

Besides performing and singing, she also writes prose.

Published KTV for One, Diary of Singles, Falling in Love Downstairs, I Want to Go with You, My Imperfection, Love Limited Edition …

She became more and more aware of her own characteristics and found the way that suits her best.

Someone once asked Rene Liu: "Why do you always give people a feeling of gentleness, calmness, no hurry and no rashness?"

She smiled and answered:

"Because I know that on the road of life, I have to experience all the darkness and bear all the pain of life."

In the complicated entertainment circle, there are few scandals in Rene Liu. Her life is ordinary and simple, and she enjoys being alone.

"Slowly, I can do many things by myself: shopping, watching movies and drinking coffee ... One day at home, I made myself delicious beef noodles with fresh vegetables and sat at a table surrounded by sunshine to savor it. Suddenly I feel that such a life is really happy. "

Married 10 years, my husband often flew from Beijing to Taipei and separated for 9 years.

Even Rene Liu thinks this state is quite good:

"People are like clay. When they are together, they stick together, and when they are separated, they have their own appearance. People are together every day, and the concentration is getting lower and lower. We can have a concentration of more than 80% every time and win by quality. "

Rene Liu once admitted that she is a woman who likes to be a deserter in marriage.

When housework and work make people collapse, she will not hesitate to leave the mess and run to a hidden book bar in the East District of Taipei to deal with emails, copywriting and creativity at work.

When it comes to happiness, she said:

"Too many people ask me if I am happy. I want to say that Rene Liu in the past was true and it is true now. "

It took her more than 40 years to face herself, and finally she bravely faced her own life topic: she chose a person, a marriage, and stayed with her family, but still enjoyed the time alone.

"Rene Liu is like a cup of warm milk tea. Although she is not a standard beauty, she does not have the elegance of red wine and the exquisite modernity of coffee, but she has a warm and fragrant fragrance. "

In this way, Rene Liu, who is full of loneliness in front of everyone, accompanies others while being lonely.

Maybe a song, maybe a movie.

People who like Rene Liu should have a lonely and stubborn soul.

As long as you feel good, beauty is everywhere.

* Author: @Cindy met her beautiful self, once a white-collar worker in a top 500 foreign company, another "Du Lala"; Now I embrace the mobile Internet and set up my own company in Shenzhen. Now I am an entrepreneur. I hope that the words shared can bring you some epiphany and let you meet your beautiful self.