At that time, we were young and didn't know much. Some students asked us to go to the internet cafe in our district to surf the internet. At that time, we didn't understand the meaning of internet cafes at all. At that time, computers were all spanking computers, and the network speed was very slow. Even if we can't surf the Internet, we don't know what to do. At that time, all the students who took us to the district played online games (CS at first). Those of us who couldn't play games could only choose to watch movies, but when we went to Internet cafes more often,
I gradually fell in love with games. I have the opportunity to play games in Internet cafes after class every day, and I also learned smoking and various bad habits in Internet cafes.
Slowly, my academic performance became the lowest among my peers. Finally, I thought I had completely given up my online studies and went out to work. Even when I am at work, I go to Internet cafes to play games after work every day. After that, there were more and more kinds of games and more money. The work every month is basically about games and smoking.
Because of more and more money, wages are simply not enough. The only way is to go to work. I am busy every day. I am as tired as a dead dog every day. Even if I come to my place after work at night, I don't want to move at all Not to mention surfing the internet, I gradually lost interest in games, and felt that online games were just a spiritual sustenance, and I didn't care at first.
Now that I am old, my daily life is nothing more than coming home from work. I turned on the computer and looked at these games I played in those years. I thought it was ridiculous. Why was I so fascinated by these virtual games in the first place? I just feel that there is too much time every day, and I don't know how to play the extra time, so I have to put it on games.
Sometimes I still play online games, mainly because I have enough time, but now I am not fascinated. I just play for a while when I am bored, and I can earn some pocket money in the game.
The reason why I can't quit Internet addiction is because the pressure of life is too small. If life is stressful now, there is no internet addiction.