Autumn night, the moonlight is like frost. Gently open the window, a hint of coolness brushed my heart. Listen to a voiceless song quietly and slowly release fatigue. Looking out the window at the pieces of dead leaves falling with the wind dancing alone, the scattered heart also has the loneliness at this moment. Think about the past, far or near, which has been cut into pieces by years. Time flies and my thoughts are broken. Let the wind pass through your fingertips and gently raise the memories that have gone away.

[ 1]

Twenty-eight years, a fireworks from youth to old age. Leaning against the window, the leaves looked at the bedside in the moonlight, where there were three real estate licenses, five passbooks and several jewelry boxes. Think of her mother-in-law's last words: "Ye Zi, I have wronged you these years." Tears ran down my cheeks, I don't know if it was for myself or for my mother-in-law who just died.

My mother-in-law always arranges everything properly. A week ago, I found a lawyer and published my will in front of everyone. Even (sister-in-law), though unconvinced, didn't say much in black and white. The most shocking thing is the leaves. I didn't expect my mother-in-law to leave most of her family's property and cash to her own management. Is this compensation for my twenty-eight years? Ye Zi looked at herself in the mirror, wondering whether this was a lament for her initial choice. Fifty-four years old, what else can I do? Memories blown away by the wind slowly drifted into my heart.

[2]

In the early 1980s, as the first batch of technical secondary school graduates, Ye Zi was proud. The family can't be more ordinary, and there is a younger sister who has to study. "Leaves, bitter you, off work so early. What's more, such a good result is a pity. " My father will say this to me every few days. In fact, I am very grateful to my parents for letting me learn pipa and guitar in such a difficult situation, which shows that they attach importance to their eldest daughter.

I have been working since I was nineteen years old, and I have already felt a necessity from my mother's words. Because I have been trying to be excellent since I was a child at school, and I want to change a adversity with my study. Now, work. Because of my parents' doting, I am not a girl with strong hands-on ability, which means I won't make much breakthrough in my professional skills. My mother went to my aunt (we work in the same unit) and sent me to work in the Youth League Committee of the unit.

Because of the convenience of work, young people under the age of 28 in the unit are recorded in the files of the Youth League branch and also in their hearts. In the fourth year, my mother began to worry about my marriage. In fact, I already have the right person, but his family is worse than mine, and he gave up silently. I always think that I don't want my parents to live a wandering life (my mother is laid off and my father only pays once every three months). A simple and honest figure falls in front of my eyes, with few words. Although it is not my favorite personality, it has a superior family. I once liked a girl from another department, but she was heartless. Fortunately, we have the same hobby, music.

I am both the organizer and the host of the performance at the end of the year, which is my most brilliant moment every year. I went to his department to find him and asked him to make a program on behalf of the department. "No, I will be nervous. I can play the piano." Xin said shyly. "Nothing, I cooperate with you, I also play, and I am also responsible for singing." I said confidently. The performance was a great success. Singing on stage for the first time surprised everyone's eyes and successfully entered a new heart.

[3]

Because of the new Muna, love is a bit boring. And Xin, a cautious and slow-moving boy, is simply cute because of the care of his family. I followed his temperament and started our long-distance love run for nearly three years. He has walked into my home. His parents' care for him made him taste the care that had long been abandoned in his family.

It was also such a late autumn that Xin finally got up the courage to lead me into the house. There was an awkward smell in the air. I was baptized by three pairs of eyes with a gift in my hand. "Dad, Mom, this is a leaf." Xin said calmly. "Come in and sit down." It was the new father who took the lead in breaking the silence for nearly five minutes. "Uncle and aunt, I am a leaf." I also summon up the courage to say hello to everyone. Lotus's words made my heart sink to the bottom of the sea. "Brother, don't bring all kinds of people home." My new parents symbolically asked me about my family, and there was a sense of alienation in my cold tone. In just half an hour, my hands were soaked with sweat. For the first time, the new family did not keep me for dinner, but hastily ended the meeting.

The calm that followed was a precursor to the storm. Taking advantage of their work, new parents often visit the leaders of various departments of our unit for investigation and inquiry, and also strengthen the supervision of new parents. Looking at the newcomer with a big mouth, I can only silently comfort and accompany him. I know that in three years, I have entered his heart and love has taken root.

[4]

Our wedding is very simple. Intuitively, all the guests will feel the dissatisfaction of their in-laws. We still live in a 40-meter hut, far from their big house door. Because of my family, I feel the warmth I have never felt before, and my married life is happy and calm. The next year, my daughter was born. After her mother-in-law retired, she opened her own hospital and left us alone. Xin and I moved into my mother's house.

I am most afraid of the weekend, because I miss my granddaughter, and we go back to my mother-in-law's house every weekend. This is my saddest day. They held the child in my hand and dragged Xin to the living room to chat. I started the heavy housework alone. Clean the room first, then wash the dishes and cook, and then wash the dishes and wipe the floor after dinner. Every time, I am exhausted. Mother-in-law always says, "Young, do more exercise, it's all right. I am too busy to wash your father's feet at night. " Xin is weak in front of his parents. Now that I think about it, fortunately, this tolerance has brought us to today.

Daughter, growing up day by day, I think about these years, my abandonment and tolerance, and when I am with Xin, I always cry silently. I like him to hug me gently, comfort me and bring our hearts closer. 10 years ago, because of the novelty, I returned to work in the sales department and completely gave up my will. I feel a little relieved to see that my parents' life has undergone earth-shaking changes because of the new help. The years passed quietly, and unconsciously, the temples turned gray prematurely. Ten years later, I'm still a daughter-in-law they don't recognize. An unexpected pregnancy, even words completely stung my heart. "Why, also want to have a son turn over, don't even think about it. I can have a second child and change my life. " The first time I lost my temper at my mother-in-law's house, I responded to her loudly. "I really don't want to suffer that kind of crime. You have the ability to let your brother find someone else to live with. " My parents-in-law also felt the excessive behavior of Lotus, scolded loudly and comforted me at the first time. After two days, I decided to have an operation. I want to live for myself, and the new support makes me feel warmer.

[5]

My father-in-law died of illness five years ago. While her mother-in-law was sad, she also changed her point of view. Bought us a new house and moved across from us, saying it was convenient for us to take care of her. Twenty years have passed, and my mother-in-law has been observing me with her unique eyes, watching my dedication and tolerance for her son and granddaughter and going home. Never said a word of complaint, as the old saying goes, the smaller the mother-in-law, the bigger the daughter-in-law. I know that my mother-in-law has always been proud of her extraordinary life and will not admit that she is old. Let her decide the big and small things at home as much as possible, and I seldom interrupt. Even if there is anything wrong, I will tell Xin and choose a good time for him to tell her mother-in-law. This is also the main reason why my mother-in-law voluntarily gave up the lotus in the old house and came to live with me.

Old father-in-law, talk less. I will call my granddaughter every day to let her finish her studies and go back to China to accompany her. My mother-in-law is clean and tidy, and she doesn't like my procrastination. But it won't be as sharp as before, just say, "The leaves are old and can't be dried any more." I married my mother-in-law's house and cooked according to the recipe. For more than 20 years, I have never been recognized by my new family. But the old woman will say, "I'm going to eat jiaozi wrapped in leaves again." "I want to eat eggplant cooked with leaves again." Unexpectedly, my mother-in-law talks the most.

My mother-in-law is a famous doctor and knows that her heart disease is irreversible. Always let me call my daughter and urge her to return to China. In the last month, I have been looking for my figure, never leaving. In the silent night, I sat in front of her bed silently, listening to her familiar struggle history over and over again. My mother-in-law has never said "soft words" to me in her life. She is used to giving orders to me, and I am used to "obeying". Therefore, Xin always praises me and says that I am a smart woman. Perhaps my mother-in-law is most satisfied with me: taking care of my son and educating my granddaughter. Look at my eyes from doubt to admiration. Although she never talks about it, she also praises her son's vision of finding a wife when she is in a good mood.

Late autumn night, there is a chill in the silence. My mother-in-law dragged me and my novice through her 84-year life. Looking at this old man who has influenced me for 28 years, he lay there quietly, without the heroic spirit and vitality of the past, and his heart crossed a little bit of pain. Tears ran down my cheeks. After more than 20 years of getting along, years have already filled the gap between us with affection. I still want her to order me to do something, and then bear some "grievances" to live with her.

Years flow at your fingertips, and memories are like a yellowed old photo, covered with the dust of years. Yellowing wrinkles record the desolation of life. The past is like smoke, although it is scattered, it is accompanied by tears. The more I want to forget, the more I miss it, but it flows in my heart. Time flies and my thoughts are broken. Those memories that have been blown away by the wind are once again lost in October Sky. ......