Kiss, this is life. When you give up one thing to pursue another, maybe the one you are waiting for has changed, or it will change one day. From what you said, you prepared two paths for yourself. One is to make a gorgeous turn, lose an unworthy love and find your pride, and the other is to find a way to give him another chance. First of all, I personally prefer to see you have a gorgeous turn, because I personally think. A girl who is so calm and doesn't like to embarrass others must have a partner who knows how to love you better, not him. There is something in human nature. If he makes a mistake and you forgive him for the first time, then he will thank you, but if you forgive him for the second time, then he will ignore you no longer, and there will be a third and fourth time. Now that he has said that he will reconsider your relationship, I don't like to hear that people who are hurt by love are always girls, as if girls should be abandoned by men. I can't accept this as a matter of course. Even if I really love, it doesn't mean that the people I love more are people with less self-esteem, right?

Love yourself and be what you want to be! Maybe when we don't have something and the space becomes more, we will find that we can accept more and better things or people!

Make a good decision!