The road to study is long, and the road to study medicine is long. From the moment I chose to be a doctor, I was doomed that the road of my life would not be idle. Every step is full of hardships, from studying hard day and night in high school to constantly searching for mountains of medical books in college, and then constantly strengthening clinical knowledge and practical ability for patients at work. But looking back, I found that everything was worth it. When I saw the patient's smile after recovery and the happiness of family reunion, I was extremely proud and had no regrets about my original choice.

With the promotion of the national "sub-city center" construction, the Beijing-Tianjin-Hebei region has developed rapidly, and the medical and health industry in Tongzhou District has also undergone earth-shaking changes. Our hospital undertakes the referral of high-risk pregnant women around and the reception of difficult gynecological diseases. More and more patients, more and more complicated illness, always remind me to improve myself and not be defeated by the trend of the times. Therefore, with the task of hospital leadership and the unfulfilled wish of my student days, I chose to continue my studies and obtained a master's degree. It is not easy to go to school at my age. I studied under Professor Ruan, Director of Gynecological Endocrinology Department of Beijing Maternity Hospital affiliated to Capital Medical University. She is the first mentor in my life. She taught me a lot. In addition to clinical knowledge, I have learned more about the way of practicing medicine as a doctor, that is, "benevolence is sincere." In today's complex environment, I still maintain a free and easy life that is not influenced by the secular. I make unremitting efforts for the health of patients and have no regrets.

Our acquaintance began with a "teacher"

I have long heard that Professor Ruan is rigorous in his studies. Before that, I had listened to her lectures, which were often packed and thunderous. Needless to say, there is a gap between us. The leaders of our college have repeatedly encouraged me to study with famous people in this major, without wasting time and effort. Finally, I decided to interview Professor Ruan. I think as a big coffee in the industry, it is difficult to contact. I came to the professor's clinic with the trepidation that I might be rejected at any time. After explaining my purpose, I said "Professor Ruan …" and "Call a teacher, so I won't be so nervous". It was so approachable that it brought us closer, and I immediately relaxed a lot. Our conversation went well and passed the later period. Started my postgraduate study life. When I was a full-time intern, I found that it was the time for the teacher to make house calls, and there were still many patients waiting to see the doctor. My appearance also delayed the rest time of Teacher Ruan. At that time, the teacher didn't complain, which is where I have been blaming myself.

The "coffee cup" that you can't live without every day.

There is always a coffee cup on the table when the teacher visits. Every morning and afternoon, several of our teachers and sisters are used to making coffee for the teacher. Maybe you want to know which professor enjoys life so much every day and needs coffee to serve him. You are wrong. As far as my personal experience is concerned, although my mind is clear after drinking coffee every time, it is followed by palpitation and discomfort. People who drink coffee for a long time may be at risk of cardiovascular disease and osteoporosis. As doctors, they can understand the disadvantages of drinking coffee for a long time. As the director of endocrinology department of maternity hospital, the deputy director of obstetrics and gynecology department of Capital Medical University, and the editor-in-chief of various obstetrics and gynecology magazines, teachers have to write articles, read documents and handle work matters late every day after visiting. They often go to bed at one or two in the evening, but they have to go to work the next day and continue to visit patients. In order to ensure that they face patients with a clear head and the best state, coffee has undoubtedly become a "stimulant" for teachers to survive. Every time I see the tired figure in the outpatient clinic, it is completely different from the doctor who is in high spirits when visiting. I can't help but feel distressed. I hope there will be fewer patients and fewer plus signs next time, so that teachers can relax, but I know this is extravagant hope. It is such a healer that let me know her again from a student's point of view, and never forget your initiative and have no regrets.

"I hope my students will become the pillars of the department in the future."

? "I hope my students will be the pillars of the department in the future", which is a common saying of teachers. In daily work, so do teachers. "Teachers are also professionally taught", and they are unreserved teachers. The teacher will assign tasks to complete the project according to the actual situation of each student. Every Tuesday afternoon, graduate students meet in groups, rain or shine, and never stop, except in very special circumstances. At the meeting, take turns to report the latest literature, keep pace with the times; Everyone reports the completion of the project, and the teacher will patiently guide and give the most appropriate suggestions. After busy work, I still don't forget to study, which is why the Department of Gynecological Endocrinology has always been among the best in both scientific research and academic research among first-time doctors and even the whole country. I still remember when our seven senior sisters were about to start a conversation. Everyone's opening PPT and opening report, from a quotation, a sentence, to a sentence, once, twice, three times ..... each line has the teacher's comments. Think about how hard the teacher will pay behind this. I dare say that this is beyond the reach of any instructor in the industry. Similarly, I also deeply realized the rigorous scientific research attitude of teachers and the academic concept of "no mistakes, no fakes" in front of medicine. What I have learned will benefit me in this life. I believe that in my future work, I will live up to my high expectations like a teacher.

There are too many things to record in life, and it is rare to leave a pure land in your heart in a hurry. This article is my feeling after reading a short article by a further education teacher. It is also meaningful to think that you can record some in your spare time and leave memories. Teacher Ruan-I am also a teacher and a friend. Although she is serious and rigorous in her work, she usually has jokes in her life and is amiable ... to be continued. ......