When Tao Ran and Qiqi broke up, it was their fifth year together.
That night, Qiqi sat alone in her room watching movies, "33 Days After Love", "Breakup Contract", "Untouchable Lovers"... She watched one movie after another. , bursting into tears.
Qiqi felt that if she cried and her tears dried up, Tao Ran would be forgotten.
The first time I met Tao Ran was at Chen Qizhen’s concert. Tao Ran was sitting next to Qiqi. Tao Ran is very quiet, and he will hum along with some songs. His voice is nice and clean.
The last song Qizhen Chen sang was "The Meaning of Travel". She said on the stage, if you have the opportunity to travel, where would you like to go most now?
Qiqi and Tao Ran answered in unison: Barcelona
Then there was a chorus, and the atmosphere of the concert was particularly good.
Tao Ran said: "Hello, my name is Tao Ran. Nice to meet you."
That was the first year they met.
On the day of his 25th birthday, Tao Ran took Qiqi to the beach. Tao Ran chose a B&B near the sea, with large floor-to-ceiling windows and a beautiful view. Unfortunately, it started to rain as soon as the two of them arrived at the B&B.
Qiqi sat on the bed a little angrily: "I told you, the weather forecast is rainy. You also said you wanted to come to the beach, okay now, you don't have to play. You can only stay in the room If we stay here, we might as well stay at home and watch a movie.”
Tao Ran didn’t say anything and made two cups of coffee. It was Qiqi's favorite white coffee, and Tao Ran brought it back when he went to Malaysia on a business trip.
"Because you said during Valentine's Day that you wanted to spend your birthday at the beach this year, so I brought you here."
Tao Ran and Qi Qi sat side by side, holding coffee. Looking at the sea, looking at the rainy day.
"Don't be angry, have a happy birthday. For my birthday next year, we can come to the beach together." Tao Ran touched Qiqi's head, speaking very gently like coaxing a child.
Qiqi looked at Tao Ran and felt her heart soften.
The word next year made Qiqi feel that she and Tao Ran had a future besides the present.
That was their second year of falling in love.
Tao Ran and Qiqi raised a cat together. It was a stray cat that they picked up in the community.
The cat’s name is Xiao Qi, because this cat is very clingy to Qi Qi. Sometimes, Tao Ran will be jealous of Xiao Qi.
One day when Tao Ran came home, Qiqi was bathing the kitten. Qiqi coaxed the kitten and told him to be good, and the kitten also looked like he was enjoying it.
"I think you look like a good wife and mother now." Tao Ran leaned against the bathroom door and looked at Qiqi.
“Of course, I am an outstanding young female representative of the 21st century who can work in the hall and in the kitchen.”
“When we get married, we will have two children, one boy and one girl. Girl. The boy should be like me, smarter. The daughter should be like me, smarter.”
“Hey, classmate Tao Ran, you mean I have no merits!”
"There should be advantages. I'll think about it and tell you when I think of it." Qiqi pointed the shower head at Tao Ran in retaliation, making Tao Ran's hair wet.
"I think you are stupid and don't even know my advantages." Qiqi said I was very angry and apologized quickly.
"I don't have any brains, otherwise how could I choose such a lovely girlfriend like you."
"Tao Ran, you are a bad person and have a glib tongue"
"This is not glib, I am serious."
That was their third year of falling in love.
Qiqi and Tao Ran have many similar hobbies. Both of them like to watch movies, read, run, music, and be quiet, but don't like too noisy environments. On weekends, the two of them often stay at home and spend the day watching movies and chatting.
Tao Ran is never picky about food, and no matter what he cooks, he always says it tastes delicious.
For a while, Qiqi was addicted to cooking. She bought a cookbook and kept experimenting with the recipes, and Tao Ran became his guinea pig.
The most exaggerated time was when Qi Qi made a pot of boiled fish and Tao Ran ate it, causing diarrhea all day long.
Tao Ran was lying on the sofa very weakly, and sighed plaintively to Qiqi, "I have to be nicer to you in the future, otherwise I'm afraid you'll poison me."
Qi Qi was very embarrassed and took care of Tao Ran for the whole day.
Tao Ran had the attitude of an old man enjoying himself, stretching out his hands for clothes and opening his mouth for food.
Whenever he drinks water, he has to ask Qi Qi to bring it to him. The serf turns over and assumes the posture of a master.
There are always some episodes and little sweetness in these simple days. That was the fourth year of their love.
Tao Ran decided to take Qiqi home to meet his parents and formally introduce Qiqi to his family.
Qi Qi flew to Shanghai with Tao Ran in an anxious mood.
At the dinner table, Tao Ran’s mother chatted with Qi Qi and asked Qi Qi about her family.
"What do Qiqi's parents do?"
"My mother opened a breakfast shop, selling steamed buns and other stuff. My father is abroad and we don't contact him often."
"Are mom and dad divorced?"
"Well, they separated when I was 12 years old."
Then, there was Tao Ran's mother's silence , and Qiqi's inner anxiety.
Tao Ran and Qiqi returned to the room in the evening. Qiqi asked Tao Ran very nervously: "Does your mother dislike me? She thinks I am a child from a single-parent family."
Tao Ran He scraped Qiqi's nose and said, "I just like you."
That was the fifth year of their love.
After returning to Hangzhou from Shanghai, Qiqi felt that Tao Ran It's a little different from before. It's not that he has a bad attitude towards himself, it's just that he feels that he is hiding something from him.
As time goes by, some things cannot be hidden.
As expected, Tao Ran’s mother didn’t like Qiqi.
Two reasons: parents are divorced, and children in such families often have unhealthy personalities.
My mother runs a breakfast shop. She is not well-educated and her family’s economic conditions are not good, which does not match Tao Ran’s family situation.
What started next was the endless quarrel between Tao Ran and his mother.
Qiqi didn’t feel that she had done anything wrong, nor did she feel that there was anything wrong with her family. My mother has done a good enough job in raising her by herself. But Qi Qi still fell into an inexplicable panic and guilt, the fear of losing Tao Ran and the guilt of causing constant quarrels between Tao Ran and her parents.
The worst thing is that Tao Ran’s mother also introduced other girls to Tao Ran.
If Tao Ran disappears, his mother will keep putting pressure on him.
In the end, it was Tao Ran’s compromise and Qi Qi’s hysteria.
I don’t remember how many times we quarreled and how many times we had cold wars.
On the day they broke up, it rained and the weather was very cold in Hangzhou. Qiqi was already soaked when she got home.
After taking a hot shower and coming out of the bathroom, Tao Ran took a towel and wiped Qiqi's hair.
Tao Ran said: "Let's break up, I'm tired."
Qiqi said: "If we break up, break up, I will live just as well without you"
After the breakup , Qiqi has been deliberately avoiding everything about Tao Ran.
However, I still found out from my friends that Tao Ran was getting married.
That day, Qiqi held her cat in her arms and listened to "The Meaning of Travel" on loop all day long in the living room.
The song goes: You can barely tell me why you love me, but you can’t tell which expression you appreciate.
You leaving me is the meaning of travel.
She recalled many images.
Tao Ran said to her: "Hello, my name is Tao Ran."
"I like you, Qiqi. I like you very much."
"It will be nice to go to the beach together for my birthday next year."
"In the future, when we get married, we will have two children, a boy and a girl. The boy should be like me and smarter. The daughter should also be like me. , be smarter"
Later Qiqi resigned and went to Shanghai, the place where Tao Ran was born and grew up.
Tao Ran said that there is a bookstore near his home, which was a place he often went to when he was a child.
Qiqi stayed in the bookstore all afternoon. When she left, she found that it was raining outside. She walked in the rain for a long time.
I cried while walking, and laughed while crying.
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