Jane began to lose a lot of hair this spring.

As a woman, Jane never wants to tie her hair to her fate. However, in this night of thunder and lightning and heavy rain, Jane sat alone in front of the dressing table, looking at a bunch of long black hair and listening to the sound of rain beads knocking on the window lattice, and she felt a sense of failure that she had never felt before. ...

Jane is a contented woman, always has been.

? When I first met Qin, Jane was still a pure tomboy, with messy broken hair, riding a bicycle to compete with boys, and the wind in her ear was very strong, so she would rather scream than give up. Occasionally, a boy pursues her for dinner, and she always goes with pleasure, and then throws her share of the meal money to the canteen owner with a boy's almost angry expression. ...

Jane always thinks she is optimistic and generous, and never hesitates. But one day, Qin brought a trench coat, and he said to Jane affectionately, Jane, marry me and be my winter bride, and I will protect you with gentleness all my life! Jane hesitated just for this eternal and rigid promise. For the first time, she hesitated in Qin's gentle gaze. For the first time, she was erratic by Qin's persistence that even suffocated her ... Jane slowly fainted, lost in Qin's unique kiss, and never wanted to wake up again. For the first time, she felt that she needed to dock, and Qin was the harbor where she wanted to dock, so she didn't want to stay around.

In this way, Jane became Qin's girlfriend in full view. Throughout the summer, Jane took Qin's arm and asked Qin to take her to eat all kinds of snacks. Qin often jokes, Princess, eat less, and I can't afford to support you in the future. In this case, Jane will swing her fist at Qin, and I will eat you for the rest of my life. You can't escape!

Later, Jane became Qin's lawful wife. On their wedding night, Qin fondled Jane's messy hair and said, Jane, put your hair away. I like your long hair!

Jane's hair finally floated quietly on a snowy winter day. When Jane appeared at the dinner party with a slightly ladylike ponytail, everyone said that Jane had changed, and she was not like Jane, a good wife and a good mother. Hehe, that's incredible. During the whole party, Jane naturally became the focus of discussion.

Jane caters to everyone with a faint smile, but she never thinks she has changed. For the sake of Qin, for the sake of love in my heart, of course, there will be some changes, and naturally it should not be considered as sacrifice. Jane's longing for love should be more about knowing and liking each other. Because of Qin's love, and for the perfection of love, Jane is willing to restrain her wayward domineering little by little. Jane has always stubbornly believed that love can't hold too many so-called personalities and principles, but more should be mutual dedication, tolerance and trust. How can she live selfishly for her own ideas?

In this way, Jane walked into Qin's life day by day, struggling for Qin's joys and sorrows ... She took off the casual cowboy who never left her body, put on a long mopping dress, and went to work with Qin Wei's own bag style; Once spoiled, out of the kitchen, I put on a floral apron every day, copied recipes by heart, cooked braised pork that Qin liked, and wrapped mutton jiaozi that Qin liked; Refused to eat spicy stomach since childhood. Because of Qin's taste, peppers are indispensable on the dinner table every day ... Qin likes to design various hairstyles for Jane Eyre and often accompanies Jane Eyre to hair salons in every corner of the street. Every time she does new hair, when her colleagues criticize her, Jian Zihao tells them clearly that her husband chose it for her. Is it fashionable?

? At noon, Jane went to buy daily necessities and met the owner of the hair salon. The boss greeted her from a distance, and Jane realized with dismay that she had not been to the hair salon for a long time. Jane's hair dyed for a long time has already grown its original color, and only a little dyed color remains at the ends of the hair. The whole hair is dry and dry, without any luster. ...

Just then, her cell phone rang. It was Qin. The company will send him on a business trip in about a week. You can have your own dinner. Once again, loss slowly enveloped Jane's whole body. Yes, I don't know since when Jane has been afraid to answer such a phone call. Jane is afraid to sit alone at the dinner table and eat instant noodles with pickles. She is even more afraid of lying on the sofa and taking a nap until late at night, and no one covers herself with a blanket ... She wants to go out for dinner with her classmates, and all the calls are made by the children's unit, so she can only go home. Qin has long gone, and there is no one at home, leaving only messy wardrobes and messy treasures.

Jane slowly folded the clothes in the closet, thinking that when she first got married, whenever she was busy at work or on a business trip, there would always be a sorry note on the coffee table at home, which would always tell her to have a good meal and I would come back as soon as possible, and so on. But I don't know when, let alone the note, she didn't even bother to call. Just call her, and then she said she was busy and hung up, without any delay. Especially when I went out this morning, I was angry about watering the flowers, and I was full of grievances, but people wanted to leave Yunu's wife at home on a business trip. How many times is this? The loss of Jane Eyre once again wrapped Jane Eyre endlessly, as if it were inserted in every hair of Jane Eyre. Jane shuddered. She can't control her emotions at all, and she can't find any reason not to lose herself.

? This is love? This is marriage? When did Jane's love turn into endless waiting? Since when has Jane's marriage been full of loneliness again and again? How many times under the solitary light, Jane kept an empty home, played boring online games over and over again, looked at the clock over and over again, and silently waited for the man who liked to go home late no matter how you influenced him. What a wonderful world out there. Jane doesn't understand why there are so many differences between men's world and women's world, and why women always have a lot of expectations when they rush home.

Forgive love, Jane said to herself. Love won't last forever. It bears the heavy responsibility of nourishing life. No matter how great things are, they will penetrate into the trivial matters of ordinary people and eventually fade their original colors. How many loves have lost their original vows in the dispute over daily necessities and fallen into confrontation again and again? How many loves have lost their romantic and pure original intention because of the strangulation of years, and have since stayed away from the affair? They can no longer understand each other's eyes, and their eyes no longer have the brilliance burned by love, just like their own hair. Because they have lost their long-term nourishment, they can't find the charm of long hair except dry hair. ...

At this moment, the mobile phone rang, and it was Qin. Honey, I'm here. Have you eaten? By the way, I'll do your hair with you after this. I think perm is popular here. Don't you always say you have less hair? If it is fluffy, it will definitely show more, don't you think? Also, I forgot to tell you that I changed the color ring back tone. Will you listen?

Jane picked up the phone. "How many people have seen worship your face when you were young? We know who is willing to bear the relentless changes of time. How many people come and go in your life, but I will accompany you all my life ... "is the song" Life has You "by Shui Mu Nianhua. "Until the day when I am old, you are still by my side ..." How simple it is to hold your hand and grow old with your son.

For the first time, Jane thinks that love can be so trivial, or she can say that she doesn't love you, but just talk about your hair so lightly. ...