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Let me tell a story.

This story is a tragic event in real society.

The protagonist of this incident is me.

This incident had a great impact on me. It made me very negative at the time and almost turned me into a black man. It can be said that this incident changed my world view. Although nearly half a month had passed, I thought I had seen through the essence behind this incident, and felt that my tragedy was the inevitable result, so I told myself that I should "let it go". But to this day, every time I think about it, I still feel a little bit confused. It's hard to calm down. I have always wanted to write it down, but I have never done it because every time I think about it, I always have the feeling of facing "bloody" and a bloody suffocation feeling, which makes me not want to continue to think about it.

But I must write it down, because this incident is also a painful memory for me. I now know that in order to protect human beings and continue to live bravely, as time goes by, the human brain will be very smart to forget some things that make humans feel painful. This mechanism of the brain has advantages and disadvantages. The advantage is that it can make people live easier and happier, but the disadvantage is that it will make people "heal the scars and forget the pain", and then in the days to come, they will suffer a second round of the same pain because they "don't have a long memory". So I want to record this incident and use words to make myself remember it for a long time.

Things are very small, but seeing the big from the small, I seem to see the essence of real society, or the essence of human beings.

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This incident happened on September 10, 2021. Loosely speaking, the location is at the guard box at the back door of Hubei University Phase II Student Apartments (Tuanjie Avenue). As for the characters, there are six or seven.

On the afternoon of September 10th, when it was approaching dusk, I ran orders normally. The SF Express platform suddenly sent me two orders, and the delivery addresses were both in very remote places.

There are two orders, one is for "Rear Door Access Control of Hubei University Phase II Student Apartments" and the other is for "Evergrande Capital". The first thing I sent was the order for the Hubei University student apartment.

At that time, I followed the navigation instructions and arrived at the back entrance of Hubei University Phase II Student Apartments, and saw that the back gate was strictly guarded. On the left are three pedestrian passages with bright lights above them. On the right is a two-lane roadway. The rest is fenced off with a low white fence. Looking at this situation, it doesn’t take much to know that takeout vehicles cannot enter, not to mention that almost all universities prohibit takeout vehicles from entering the campus.

The only thing is that there is no obvious sign at this door to prove that this is the back door of the second phase of the Hubei University student apartment. I remember seeing a sign at the time that said "Faculty and Staff Apartment". I don’t know if it’s the faculty apartment of Hubei University. But I think it's almost the same, because the navigation leads to this location.

I immediately called the recipient, and the person who answered the phone was a girl. Her speech was a bit hesitant, which made people think that the other party was a shy and quiet girl. I first told her that when I arrived at the navigation area, there was a door, but I didn’t know if it was the back door of the Hubei University Phase 2 student apartment. She asked me if there was any sign at the door and I said there wasn't any sign. She asked me again if there was a certain supermarket outside the gate. I turned around and took a look. There was no supermarket outside the gate or across the road. Of course, the supermarket may be on the opposite side of the road, which is the side where I was standing at the time, but I couldn't see this side when I was standing farther inside the gate. It was also my negligence and I forgot this section at the time.

Then I asked her if her door faced south, and she said embarrassedly that she couldn't tell the direction. I asked again if the door was on Tuanjie Avenue. She hesitated again, and later replied that it was on Tuanjie Avenue. Then I told her that this gate has a pedestrian passage on one side and a vehicle road on the other. I asked her if she was sure it was this gate, but she hesitated again. I was helpless. I said it should be right. The map on the navigation pointed to this location.

She asked me again if there was a table on the left side of the door.

The left side she mentioned should be her left side facing outward, right? I am facing the right side inside the gate, which should be her left side facing outside the gate, right?

I glanced to the right of the gate, and there was indeed a small yellow table next to the low fence. So he answered yes.

She suddenly said in an excited tone, that should be right.

I said yes, you can come over, I will wait for you here. She said, you can put it on that little table. I said yes. At that time, I thought that this girl was quite considerate. She probably didn’t want to waste my time, and she was probably afraid that I would be impatient to wait, so she asked me to put the takeout on the table.

So I rode over, put the outside on the little yellow table, and took a photo.

After taking the photo, I got on the car and was about to leave when a security guard came over. He said: "We are not responsible for keeping it here!" I said: "She said she would take care of it right away. We’re here.” He rode away! As I was riding away, I seemed to hear the security guard's voice coming from behind, but I couldn't be sure because I have a hard of hearing and the car bumped very loudly while riding.

Let me explain here that during the epidemic, many communities or units do not allow food delivery people to enter the community. Generally, a take-out rack or table is placed at the door, and the delivered food is placed uniformly. Just call the recipient and ask them to pick it up. In these communities or units, there are usually security guards at the door. Some of these security guards don't say anything, and some claim to the delivery staff that they are not responsible for safekeeping. In addition, in some places, security guards do not allow takeaways to be placed at the door. If you leave them, that’s fine, and we will not be held responsible if they are lost.

At that time, I seemed to hear the voice of the security guard behind me. Although I am not sure, I guessed that it was just saying something like "I will not be responsible if it is lost", and I rushed to deliver the next order. , so I didn’t stop to look back and continued riding away.