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A few months later, I went to work again.
Soon after, I got pregnant. There was a severe pregnancy reaction.
The obstetrician and gynecologist wrote me a leave of absence. I took my vacation slip and went home to rest.
Take a break and work for a while.
The fetus in my womb slowed me down for more than ten years, and the growing life in my womb gave me time to rest, think and reflect.
I once again remembered the novel draft that had been shelved for a year. Besides, how busy I will be once the baby is born. I am afraid that if I wait any longer, I will lose enough time to write. Moreover, I have figured out that if I ignore the deepest experience in my heart and everything that happened once ―― what joy, novelty, search, struggle, confusion, pain, crying and loss. Any other wonderful fiction is lifeless and meaningless in front of this life text.
I know that when I decided to follow my heart and write, I must have enough courage. This is not only a challenge to my writing, but also a challenge to myself.
So, I picked up the shelved text and began to write.
However, I write very slowly, and I don't spend more than one class every day.
I write carefully. ……