I noticed that you are an introverted boy.

You said that you have an inexplicable obsession with family. In fact, it is because you are an emotional person. Introverts care more about their families, emotions and love.

You said that you will feel at ease as soon as you get home. This feeling is very good and I envy you.

But coming back makes you unhappy.

I also feel the feeling in your heart that there is no happiness even when you return to your family.

But it feels like home is no longer a haven.

You feel like a dove is occupying a magpie's nest. You are angry, insecure, and afraid of losing the love of your family.

In fact, you are very scared, but you are the master of this family, you can also live your own life, and you can also defend your own life.

It can be seen that you are introverted and a little lacking in love, and you will definitely feel uncomfortable inside. Your grades have plummeted, which makes you sad and angry, but you still worked hard to get into East China 211.

you are hardworking.

But you also long to be understood, cared for and loved by your family.

You don’t want others to share the love that originally belongs to you.

Even if you didn't get into your favorite university, you are a little disappointed, but as long as we cherish the present and cherish our own efforts, we can accept ourselves, our own loss, and our own school.

I feel sorry for you that you are feeling anxious. You can also try raising a kitten or a small animal that you like. If you like traveling, go traveling.

Eat good food or cook good food, do something that makes you happy.

Although you will think of it often, then you will feel uncomfortable and depressed.

But you can try to accept such a family. You first take care of your own emotions, your own goals, and take care of your own body. This is the true acceptance of yourself, and then slowly accept this family. Give it a try, maybe in your heart

There will be different feelings.

Survival of the fittest does not mean that the environment adapts to us, but that we have to adapt to the environment. Since the stepmother has a daughter who has also been brought into the home, accept it. This is also the stepmother's relative. Now the question is mainly for yourself, to improve your own abilities, and to

Create your own life, stop being distracted by family matters, slowly build your own home, and get married and start a family in the future.