"Time always changes many things. Things have changed and things have changed."
do you remember the goals set in early 2117? Think back carefully, what have you done in the coming year?
this year, there are some small fortunate things, and there will be some small beautiful things;
This year, I was busy, running around, staying up late and getting up early. In the end:
I have always regarded taking off the bill as the annual goal of TOP, and I don't know what year it is this year. The road to love can be described as smooth sailing, but there are actually no people at all.
Teacher Richie Jen said: If it's not yours, don't force it.
At the beginning of this year, I made a plan to read 211 books. Because of all kinds of busyness (laziness), I only finished 11%.
Go to bed early and get up early, exercise, run, keep fit, have a good breakfast and learn oral English, all of which are almost impossible.
I plan to lose 11 Jin, but after losing weight twice, I gained 4kg.
This year, I still haven't fulfilled the wish of 2117 that I wrote down in 2115 and planned to complete in 2116.
Given this year-end answer sheet, in 2117, are you ashamed to say that you have not "fallen"? Can you live up to the fact that I am getting fatter and fatter?
I suddenly feel that I have to bid farewell to 2117 with regret and regret!
just because you didn't accomplish the small goal you set at the beginning? Earn 111 million yuan (Lao Tie, that is Wang Jianlin's small goal)? Take a trip and leave? Find a female/male ticket? Or did you lose weight successfully? ........
this year, we lost, burned, and lost and burned.
Maybe I didn't work hard enough, but I never gave up being strong.
There are many lonely moments, but there are still hi times.
you are always complaining about the lack of time, and there are still many things you want to do. You always pursue more blindly. Do you always think everything is important?
you always feel that graduation is far away, but in a blink of an eye, you have to go your separate ways.
This year, you have a lot of anxiety, which may come from study, life, love, work, family and other aspects. To tell the truth, I also have, in order to design a bookstore, I don't understand the current operating mode of physical bookstores, and I don't understand the psychological needs of readers/consumers ... I don't understand many things. I always make mistakes when I am young, and I keep trying and making mistakes, and I grow up gradually.
In fact, it was only later that I realized that it was not that I didn't understand. The world really changed too fast.
There used to be a "degenerate street" in Hunan Normal University, which recorded the passing youth, and there were many profound stories. The so-called "degenerate street" which gathered food and music was an indelible mark of the times in the hearts of many normal university students.
Indian flying cakes, top-notch fresh squid, star city's first stinky tofu, and crucible sweet potato powder ......
(there is no plan to make up the brain here)
These all-
don't exist
don't exist
don't exist
Now they have become
.
Now it has become a hot land for cultural innovation and entrepreneurship ~ What's there?
Memory Museum of Normal University, Breakfast Shop Today, Maker Service Center, Robotics Research Center, Hunan Embroidery Museum, Knife and Dog Cultural and Creative Exhibition (all these things) ... balabala
(There is no picture here, you can see it if you want, and look forward to it! ! ! )
It's hard for us to define what "depravity" is, but we are old when we live, and sometimes we feel "depraved" when we live.
how depraved is it?
In this situation, I want to write an obscene poem:
Playing games day and night, eating chicken till you have no friends.
when you wake up naturally, it's almost dusk.
this year, I was addicted to eating chicken, and I got a cramp in my hand when I hit the pesticide. There was no one left.
I always tell myself in my heart that I won't play this one after I finish it, but I'm addicted. I am also very helpless. The taste of brothers fighting together is so fucking cool.
We all know what Confucius said. We should learn to reflect on ourselves, sum up and think, just as we all know the truth, and we still have a bad life. When we wake up, we feel very degraded.
This year,
an internship, several trips,
a job, several interviews,
a play, several movies,
a group of friends, and several books.
Even though there are too many regrets, I have seen some hope.
This year, we have air conditioning, a new school gate, a brand-new football field, a red plastic runway, a swimming pool in the dormitory area, a new degenerate street and a youth street in Lunan. However, the main theme of demolition and demolition has been incessant, and the construction wave continued to spread. Many stores in Lunan South Road were to be demolished, and Leyou Music Store held a farewell ceremony. On that day, many friends who love music came and had a good reunion. All the words are condensed in the song and disappear in the vast sea of people, leaving more moving.
There are also some painting friends who go to Lushan South Road with oil painting boards to paint night scenes (it is difficult to paint colors at night). Some people have also made documentaries, and these people have recorded the changes under the southern foothills. Shallow footprints leave deep memories.
Sometimes, you may feel that playing ball, running and exercising every day has also become a kind of "depravity", because during these times, people who are better than you may still be studying. In fact, what they brag about will continue to destroy their bodies with the passage of time.
Sometimes, you think that a love experience is mostly happy and sweet, full of happiness and joy, but when you meet an inappropriate person, you may feel that you are wasting your time and ask yourself: Have I "fallen"? When a person is lonely, he misses the time when two people are together.
sometimes, everyone has some small emotions, sometimes depressed, sometimes radical, sometimes trying to sprint, sometimes standing still, but in any case, this is our youth.
It is full of too many possibilities and uncertainties. There are confusions and frustrations, and you will degenerate and struggle. No matter whether you are taking the postgraduate entrance examination, preparing to study abroad or looking for a job, everyone has a difficult experience. Your youth is up to you, and you will never be absent, but you may be late.
Some people say that you shouldn't think too clearly about your future, and don't decide what you want to do at once. That is to say, you don't have to know what you want, but you must know what you don't want. I quite agree with that.
Since we can't define "depravity", let's "depravity" together.
Maybe the "depravity" time with the person you like is the best time, and maybe this is the little beauty in our hearts.
2117 is coming. Tell your story.
In 2118, will your plans and goals be the same as last year?
if you can, please leave your personal summary, small goals or the most touching stories.
Finally, I sent a passage from Chaplin ...
When I really began to love myself,
I realized that all the pain and emotional torture
just reminded me: live, don't go against my heart.
Today I understand that this is called
"Truth".
When I really began to love myself,
I realized how rude it was to impose my wishes on others. Even though I knew that the time was not ripe,
that person was not ready.
Even if that person was myself,
today I understood that this is called
"respect".
When I began to love myself,
I no longer longed for a different life.
I knew that anything that happened around me was an invitation to grow up.
nowadays, I call it
"maturity".
When I began to really love myself,
I realized that I was always at the right time,
in the right place, and everything happened just right.
so I can be calm.
I understand today. This is called
"self-confidence".
When I begin to truly love myself,
I will no longer sacrifice my free time and
I will no longer sketch a magnificent tomorrow.
Today I only do interesting and happy things,
do things that I love and make my heart happy,
in my way and at my rhythm.
Today I understand that this is called
"simplicity".
When I began to really love myself,
I began to stay away from all unhealthy things.
whether it's diet and people, or things and environment,
I'm away from everything that keeps me away from the real thing.
I used to call this "selfish pursuit of health",
but today I understand that this is
"self-love".
when I really love myself,
I no longer always want to be right and not make mistakes.
I understand today. This is called
"modesty".
When I began to truly love myself,
I stopped indulging in the past,
I stopped worrying about tomorrow,
Now I only live in the moment when everything is happening,
Today, I live in the here and now,
day after day. This is called
"perfection".