Your current situation is actually a kind of obsessive-compulsive disorder. You force yourself to be more perfect when you know that you are fine. You have to face yourself correctly. Are you dissatisfied with your body or do you think you are not thin enough when you see too many skinny MM? If you think you are fat, just do some exercise every day, even if you don't lose weight, you will accept it psychologically. You know, people have only a few decades in this world. Don't do anything harmful to yourself, live a happy life, go out to play more, and eat delicious food from all over the world if you can. It's great, you are not sick, so come on! !