The second year of college is the saddest birthday I have ever had. That day, I quarreled with my favorite girl, and my best friend turned against me. It may be said that the two people I care most about in this world, a man and a woman, chose to leave me at the same time, but I spent my birthday alone.

? My birthday is the first week of school after the summer vacation every year. Although my best friend and my favorite girl are all away from home, we are not around, but they will send me gifts and call me every birthday. Although the birthdays we have separated are only freshman year, I am very happy with the surprises they prepared for me on my birthday, because I feel really happy to have them here.

unfortunately, in my sophomore year, I always had problems with my best friend, and I didn't solve them for many days. Maybe that was the biggest conflict we ever had, because many things were mixed in. But I think in the final analysis, there is only one thing. He broke his word to me, and I am still worried about this matter. So in the following things, I always have no good attitude towards him, which leads to more and more contradictions and stronger resentment between us, which eventually leads to a big fight on our birthday. We talked on the phone for a long time that night, basically trying to repair the relationship. Unexpectedly, when both of us thought about repairing the relationship, we also reached the highest point. Since then, we haven't contacted each other for a long time.

? And the girl I like best. Although we are not together, she knows my feelings for him very well, and I didn't find a girlfriend for him. Maybe I am a playboy and not worth waiting for, but I watched her find another boyfriend on my birthday. My heart is broken, too. I didn't lose my temper with him directly because of these things, but I just made an excuse to make her unhappy.

At last, he sent me a message wishing me a happy birthday, but nothing came back. I felt that I could enjoy this painful birthday quietly, enjoy the loneliness and anger at the moment, and really didn't want to have any contact with anyone. At that time, I felt that the whole day was falling down. I was thinking that if I didn't celebrate my birthday, maybe I wouldn't be so angry. From that day on, I decided not to celebrate my birthday again.