No one will be unable to move on because of leaving someone, but we can't leave deliberately for this sentence. Before we lose it, we should try to save it, but if we can't, please say goodbye.
Jinguodong
My friends started calling me Xiaohei, not because I was black, but because after I fell in love with Xiaobai, Li Chao, shining with rational light, said, Sheriff Black Cat, you caught a mouse. So I was hacked by Li Chao.
Li Chao was very happy after I was with Xiaobai. What an abnormal thing it is for a person who boasts that he is shining with the brilliance of reason. But one day, when we went out for dinner, I saw Li Chao walking beside Chen Yu, and I suddenly understood. Li Chao, who has always regarded me as the biggest rival in love, naturally lost a heart disease after I fell in love. But stupid Li Chao, the key to love is not who likes Chen Yu, but who Chen Yu likes. If Chen Yu likes me, no matter who I fall in love with or marry, it will not extinguish the flame in Chen Yu's heart.
I naturally didn't say these words to Li Chao. I said to Li Chao in front of Chen Yu, Come on. At this time, we are sitting in the chicken pot and eating and drinking.
Li Chao smiled. He said, why don't you take the other half out for today's party?
So I looked everywhere, even under the table. Then I said to Li Chao with a puzzled face, where is your other half?
Of course I know he's talking about Chen Yu, but I just want to disgust him so much. As a result, Chen Yu stared at Li Chao unhappily. I don't like you, so give up.
Li Chao almost jumped into the pot and slept with the chicken. I quickly dissuaded him.
When everyone calmed down, even Chen Yu realized why I didn't bring Xiaobai when I came out to play today.
Why don't I take Xiaobai out to play? This is a good question. Because I had a fight with Xiao Bai. Xiao Bai and I always quarrel, and we are still on good terms. Our fight became more and more fierce, and finally I choked. I made her unhappy. For example, the first time, I bought her a jasmine ring in the subway. Later, I sang to her at the subway station. Later, I was punished for knocking at the door and shouting "Li Chao, open the door before it opens".
This time, Xiao Bai left by the last subway.
My phone is blocked by her powerful mobile phone, even the information can be blocked. QQ has also been hacked. She also stopped MSN. I can't believe that she can pull out of my life so suddenly. Booming, the subway has left, leaving an empty platform, but I can't see the sky in the subway, otherwise I will look up at the sky at 45 degrees and be doomed to rain. It rained all night. ...
Chen Yu and Chaochao looked at my face and guessed. Chen Yu put a piece of chicken in her mouth, and she said a word.
Li Chao, who shines with rational brilliance, didn't criticize me directly. He asked, why this time?
I said, I said, don't scold me.
Li Chao nodded his head.
I said, I recently wrote a novel, which was stuck in a place. How would a woman react when she heard her man sleeping with another woman?
then what Li Chao's chest fluctuates slightly.
Then I lied to Xiaobai about Chen Yu and me. ...
After I finished, Chen Yu didn't respond, but she overslept.
I have only seen Fan Wei smoking on TV before. After he finished smoking, I quickly asked the waiter to bring a warm water bag and hang it on my chest.
Very useful, super-awake, his intellectual brilliance scattered all over the floor, he grabbed my hand and said, why did you save me and let me die! Let me die!
I have to explain patiently. I told you, I lied to Xiao Bai. I made it clear to Chen Yu!
Chao turned her face. He is waiting for Chen Yu to make a statement. Chen Yu is just eating chicken pot. She glanced at Chao and said, I've done it all. What happened to you men? Why did you do all this!
Super collapse. Have you ever seen a rational person collapse? It's so scary. He put a piece of chicken in front of his nose and jumped up gently. I said in horror, Chao, what are you doing?
Chao turned around and smiled the most disgusting smile in human history. He said, I smell chickens dancing.
I cried and almost knelt down. I said, Chao, if I sleep with you, I will die in this pot like a chicken! I swear!
Chao finally chose to believe me, and he said, well, let's just say it.
The topic between us has turned to how to help me save Xiaobai.
Rational transcendence says that Xiao Bai is angry with you because of this, which shows that she cares about you and loves you, so you are happy first. Go because you want to stay, see how you stay!
So how do you raise it?
Bloody trick! Joy chen suddenly spoke.
Pulse cutting? I suddenly have a cold back.
Nerve. Li Chaoxiao walked beside Chen Yu. Chen Yu means that you should be cruel and show your endless love for Xiaobai!
So, what should we do?
Li Chao and joy chen almost said with one voice, get down! Two people say that finish, Li Chao for himself and joy chen feel very happy, and joy chen for colluding with Li Chao feel very regret.
As for me, I am deeply worried about myself and Xiaobai's future. I really didn't expect that one day, our relationship would come to this step. I'm going to her school.
Sad!
When I walked out of the chicken pot shop that day, Li Chao grabbed my arm and asked, Are you and Chen Yu really nothing? ...
I gave him a white look. Say it again, I'll report to her right away!
Chen Yu pulled Li Chao's cuff from behind. Go ahead, go ahead.
Li Chao then completely put aside this matter.
The weather was fine that day, and we were embarrassed, because when it rained, the mood came out, and the plot was so bad, so let's do everything to the extreme.
But on this day, Li Chao did not shine with the usual rational brilliance, but the sky was shining.
Li Chao actually started singing while walking. Today the weather is fine, and there are beautiful scenery everywhere. Butterflies are busy, bees are busy, birds are busy and white clouds are busy.
Chen Yu wanted to blame Li Chao for singing. I quickly dissuaded him, because I wanted to sing by myself in this weather. I know I should be sad and in tears at this moment, but I just want to sing and even dance. Don't think that I'm so happy and I'm so sad. I just think the weather is fine, and then I feel very happy with my friends. Yes, Xiao Bai has ignored me for the time being, and even we are breaking up. This is a very sad thing, but happiness and sadness will not cancel each other out. I used to agree with a saying that man is not a bottle that can hold any liquid. If you are happy, you will not be sad. You're sad. You can't be happy at the same time. But that day, that moment, I was sad and happy, and both of them were saved. This is a "sad music".
I sing with Chao Chao. Later, Chen Yu joined in, and the three of us sang together. This feeling is really good. Xiaobai's school has countless entrances, and I don't know where to wait for her. Chen Yu said sarcastically, but in fact, none of you can get in.
This is the big truth.
then what
Why stab the scarecrow? Chaochao said.
I gave him a white look. You think Xiao Bai is a bird. Besides, we want her to fly into my arms, not scare her away.
So, so what do you say? I am in a hurry. I know his opinion is weak, but his starting point is still very good, just to let Xiaobai return to my arms, but why does Xiaobai return to my arms? That is to completely eliminate my threat to him in Chen Yu. ...
Finally, Chen Yu said, I will send her a message and tell her that you are waiting for her somewhere at the school gate and let her know that you are waiting for her.
what am I supposed to do? I asked foolishly.
Wait for her.
I, Chaochao and Chen Yu stood under the street lamp together and began to wait.
I said, I didn't expect relationships to come to this one day. Although it is not extremely sad, it is boring. I really feel guilty. I always take the people closest to me to hurt. Even the injury itself is not about love. God knows how much I like Xiao Bai, but I hurt her.
Recalling a relationship with injury is the shallowest childish! Is the most embarrassing concern! Is the most timid and brave! However, I am always doing such things, and I look down on myself too much.
I turned my head and said to Chen Yu and Chao Chao, they look very tired. Why don't you find a place to sit? I'll wait by myself.
Li Chao said with a rational light, we will always be with you.
I insist, I know there is an Internet cafe, so go there and play games, otherwise I'm sorry.
Li Chao said that our hearts will always be with you.
Chen Yu said nothing and left with Chaochao.
Come here for a moment. I received the super news. Thank my good brother for creating such good conditions for me.
After a while, I received a call from Chaochao. He said, Blackie, come here quickly. My id card can't be used
I forgot that I am under eighteen.
So I ran over. Of course, if my ID card has feet, I will let it go by itself, because when I ran to the Internet cafe, it suddenly occurred to me why Chaochao didn't come and get it. Whose business is the theme tonight? When I handed my ID card to Chaochao, I said, if it's white, you're finished.
Chaochao said, be reasonable, it won't be so clever.
As soon as the voice fell, my mobile phone rang. I almost fainted when I looked at the screen, but Chaochao had already left.
I answered the phone and said, hello.
You are still lying to me.
I ran to the school gate and shouted, give me two more minutes, give me two more minutes.
Xiao Bai smiled gently on the phone. You should turn your memory into ice! You liar, and then Xiao Bai hung up the phone.
When I ran to the school gate, there was no trace of Xiaobai, but I really felt the coming of Xiaobai, and the downpour could not wash away the trace of her coming. I saw her footsteps in the puddle and I smelled her in the air. I held out my hand to stop her from calling me a liar.
But she's gone.
It came gently. Gently left.
I finally cried for nothing. I don't allow my eyes to cry unless my eyes are crying. My eyes must look for white. Hair crying, ears crying, cheeks crying, shoulders crying, thighs crying, soaking wet, crying all over.
I cried so hard that I soon lost my strength, so I sat on the steps.
I don't know how long it took, but Chen Yu and Chaochao came back from the Internet cafe.
Haven't you come yet? Super super problem.
I nodded my head.
This little girl. Chao Chao scolded 1 softly. Then Chao Chao saw that I was all wet, and he said, look at you, why are you so irrational! Why don't you take an umbrella? Do you want to exchange sympathy for others? Childish!
I don't speak, I don't know what to say.
It was dark and there were many girls. If she doesn't want you, she doesn't want you. I believe many people want you! Transcendence theory is getting stronger and stronger.
Yeah, like me. Joy chen's voice came in. But strangely enough, Chaochao didn't show any excitement or anything. He smiled calmly.
I looked at Chen Yu and then at Chaochao. Chen Yu nodded, it's too easy to miss.
I don't know what these four words mean. But I was suddenly moved by the beauty of a new relationship. So I think my sadness is nothing. The end is as unreasonable as the beginning.
I said, let's go.
When I said this, I shook my head hard and a lot of water droplets flew out.
Super-super-exclaimed, black and cool.
Chen Yu said he was relieved and separated from Xiaobai, so don't call him Xiaohei.
I said, call me blackie. As a souvenir of this relationship. I feel good when I say this.
Xiaobai is very good.
This document is for me and all the little whites. Don't love it too late, because it's too easy to miss it.
Jinguodong
Hum, I have a sister-in-law and you don't.
-What? ...
I have a sister-in-law, you don't!
But your sister-in-law is my wife. ...
I have a sister-in-law and you don't! I have a sister-in-law and you don't! La la la!
-You are a wonderful flower in the men's world!
……
"You are a wonderful flower in men's world" is the rest of my conversation with Big Head Light. Even if there are a thousand words to say, as soon as this red card comes out, our mouths will be sent away.
I still don't understand whether this sentence is positive or negative. It is really rare to have such magic in one sentence. Last time I met someone, they said, Jin Xiaosao, you are so coquettish!
Big head just bothers me to talk about my sister-in-law every day. After all, my sister-in-law is his woman and I am his brother. We are always connected, which is simply a kind of torture for an imaginative person like Da Touguang.
In order to dispel the bighead's paranoia, I had a showdown with him. I told him not to worry about me and my sister-in-law. What do I want her to do? Now you call her sister-in-law, not me, so since she is my sister-in-law, don't worry, I am shallot and she is tofu. Let's make it clear!
Speaking of Xiao Bai, what happened to your Xiao Bai? The big head smiled faintly and wickedly. But I don't want to talk to him.
He kept asking, and I started chanting, sister-in-law, sister-in-law, sister-in-law ...
So big head light trembled with anger again.
In fact, you can't blame the big head for being narrow-minded, because the sister-in-law is really virtuous. After she fell in love with Datouguang, she used Datouguang to wash my clothes, pants and socks. But after a while, Daguangguang didn't allow me to hand in my socks. It's a big exaggeration. Don't you find that your clothes and pants now have a faint, sad and smelly foot?
But how can you be sure it's mine! I was suddenly annoyed.
Because your sister-in-law, has done experiments, this is a scientific conclusion.
My outlook on the world and life suddenly collapsed again, and my sister-in-law did an experiment! What is this concept? Forgive me for being the representative of high school chemistry class. I can't help thinking of the standard posture of smelling gas.
Big head light saw through my innermost thoughts, he said, don't be disgusting. Poison gas can't be identified like that.
So, what is sister-in-law's experiment?
-Your sister-in-law is very smart. She bought three mice and put them in three experimental glass bottles. Then she put your socks in one glass bottle and mine in another. Guess what.
Another bottle?
-Shit, you used to be a chemistry representative. That's for comparison. Put a clean sock.
And the result?
-the result. At this time, the big head light suddenly sobbed. A mouse is also a vivid life. Although it devoted itself to science, it also died. ...
I quickly stopped the headlights. I have been kind since I was a child. How should I listen to my life?
I said, light, you say, how can I make up for this mouse and sister-in-law and you!
Big head light suddenly smiled through tears, and you finally thought of repaying us.
-Yeah.
Then you went to find a girlfriend.
-What?
Go find a girlfriend.
-I find a girlfriend, what is good for you.
Well, you have a girlfriend, so my sister-in-law and I won't have to bother so much in the future.
-then I still ask you and your sister-in-law to continue to worry about it.
Jin xiaosao! You coward, you have been hurt once, and you dare not touch love again. What kind of person are you? You don't believe in love now. You don't believe in all the good things in the world, you! Look at you, your feet stink! Big head light is furious
Now that the big head has said so, I'll show my cards. I can't just find someone to fall in love just to show that I still believe in love.
The big head smiled gently. He smiled at the sky for half a minute and said, What do you say, Xiao Bai?
I don't like Xiao Bai.
Gee, I didn't say anything, so don't rush to deny it.
-We're just good friends.
My sister-in-law and I were just friends before we started.
I don't want to argue with you. This is not a feudal society, so don't arrange marriages.
Sister Jin, what is an arranged marriage? What is a feudal society? In feudal society, two people who didn't like each other were forcibly combined. What's the situation now? Now you and Xiao Bai like each other, because you are not brave, and you torture each other!
-Mind your own business! Take care of your own wife.
It took half a ring for the big phosgene to say such a sentence. You are really a wonderful flower in the men's world.
In college, I met many people who advised others to break up. For example, such a man is rubbish, get out quickly.
For example, what do you want such a girl to do? You've never seen a woman.
But it's really the first time I've met and experienced a person who plays matchmaker so enthusiastically. Big head light gives me the feeling that as long as I can be with Xiao Bai, he can even break up with his sister-in-law.
I think as a man, I should do something. So I took the initiative to find Xiao Bai.
Xiaobai is playing badminton in the underground sports room. She has taken to sports since I refused her last time. I once asked why I suddenly love sports.
She said that once I thought I was living in love, but now I know I am living in sports.
But everyone knows she's distracting. It's a little inappropriate for me to go to her at this time. But I don't look for her. Big head looks for me. In contrast, I'd better go find her.
Xiao Bai saw me before I could speak.
She hesitated whether I came to see her or to exercise, but when she saw me walking straight towards her, she was sure that I really came to see her. So she put down her racket and smiled at me. The girl she practiced with left without even making an excuse.
I said, ah, there you are.
Xiaobai is a little embarrassed. Yes, I am.
I said, well, I was looking for you. I didn't expect to meet you when I passed by. Let me tell you something.
Xiao Bai's face suddenly turned red, Xiao Hong said, yes.
To tell you the truth, I'm really a little embarrassed to ask. I need to say something to you. Big head light can laugh at me as a coward, but I can't laugh at myself like this. So I got up the courage to speak.
I said, Xiao Bai, otherwise, let's talk.
Xiaobai almost fainted.
I said, but I have one condition.
-You say, you say! Xiaobai's position is that she can promise anything you say.
So I said what I asked, and I said, this condition is that I talk to you and pretend to show it to the bosses.
Xiaobai didn't have the violent reaction I expected. She nodded in some confusion. oh
I said to myself, Mrs. Jin, you are really a wonderful flower in the men's world.
My "formal love" with Xiao Bai is also said to be love. Originally, it was a shame for girls that Xiaobai didn't tell me, because girls have a saying that women chase men and they go their separate ways. But this theory, on me and Xiaobai, almost failed. Now the public opinion has suddenly turned, and everyone says, look, Mrs. Jin's kraft paper has also been drilled.
Big head ghost and sister-in-law even bought us a pair of lovers' clothes.
Big head said faintly, you can hug or kiss anything you want! Never say wait again.
Sister-in-law then took a white look and said, rogue. Then she came up and took my hand and said, be safe.
But the difficulties between Xiao Bai and me can only be understood by ourselves. I know I like her, and I know she likes me. She even loves me. Then we will play together and pretend to be together. All this is because of me, a coward.
In high school, I spent three years pursuing a girl, but that girl was never moved by my efforts. During this period, naturally a girl likes me, and I like it, but I am consumed by that girl like a demon. Finally, I know that I have no feelings for that girl, but I will continue to conquer and conquer.
At the end of the story, we graduated and went our separate ways, so I won't say love easily.
So Xiao Bai can promise anything. She just wants to ask me if you love me or not.
But I can't answer. All my performances lie to myself and her, but how can I say what I'm talking about?
Is it simple to pretend to love when you don't love someone, or is it so simple to pretend not to love when you love someone? The answer is not important, because what I want to pretend now is that I love this person, and I want to be with her, but in front of her, I want to pretend that I don't love her.
This is too challenging for my acting skills.
Xiaobai always steals when there are many people. For example, she walked down the street and tried to hold my hand. What should I do at this time? I can only let her "fool around". But one day, Xiao Bai suddenly cornered me. She said, kiss me.
I said, there is no one now. According to the rules of the game, there is no need to show it to anyone, so we won't play.
Xiao Bai is a little serious. She said, whoever says there is no audience, I am the audience. Show me, I want to see how a person who doesn't love me shows love, or how a person who loves me shows no love.
So I lowered my head and began to kiss Xiaobai, which was my first kiss.
I said to Xiao Bai, do you know now? Know what you need to know?
Xiaobai didn't speak, she cried.
I don't know why she is crying. Many times, I thought she could cry and had to cry, but often at those times, she chose to be strong, and now, she has quietly shed tears.
But I know that she naturally cried for me, for this wonderful flower in the man's world.
It's been almost a month. Xiaobai finally couldn't help it. But I'm an idiot. I don't see that she can't help it. I was still so overbearing and unreasonable that I even tortured her a little savagely.
Xiaobai called Datouguang and his sister-in-law, saying that they had been in contact with me for a month and wanted to get together and have a light meal. I naturally can't refuse such an offer. It is rumored that Datou fasted for three days just to eat a good meal.
It was in this atmosphere that I started this banquet.
Before long, Xiao Bai poured wine for Da Touguang and his sister-in-law. She didn't say a toast. She took a meaningful look at Daguangguang and his sister-in-law with a glass, and then gulped it down.
The cup is empty.
My heart has also become empty.
Xiao Bai filled her glass, and then she filled it for me. She handed me the cup without touching it. She looked up and poured the wine into her throat. So I inexplicably imitated her, and I heard the extremely lonely sound of liquid sliding down my throat, which broke out silently in my heart.
After drinking a glass of wine, I felt a little headache, but Xiao Bai immediately filled himself with wine. She looked at us and no one respected me. She immediately had a drink by herself.
Big head light finally can't stand it. He struck the table. That's enough.
Sister-in-law rushed over and grabbed the cup from scratch.
Their eyes were fixed on me.
Big head bares a pair of parents' faces, repents himself and does something sorry for Xiao Bai!
I shook my head and said nothing.
Seeing me like this, Big Head was very angry, but he couldn't stand me, so he had to find a breakthrough in Xiaobai.
The Oscar winner has a loving expression on his face in an instant. He whispered to Xiao Bai, Xiao Bai, what did he do? I'll teach him a lesson.
Xiaobai looked at me, her eyes were bloodshot, which made people feel distressed. At this time, I feel that the sky is full of heartbreak. I'm prepared to bear any consequences. Xiao Bai, let the truth come out.
I looked at Xiao Bai, Xiao Bai looked at me without any feelings.
Xiaobai cried and said, light, nothing. Xiao Sao always asks me to wash his smelly socks. I want to wash them too, but they stink. I am so wronged.
Big head light heard Xiao Bai say this, angry and funny. He couldn't say a word for a long time, and then pointed to me and said, Mrs. Jin, Mrs. Jin, you killed such a lovely mouse in those days, and now you want to poison such a lovely little white, and your heart has been eaten by dogs!
I nodded at once. Dude, I was wrong. Never wear socks again.
Don't wear shoes, because the big head is just kicking your nose and face.
After dinner that day, Datouguang and his sister-in-law left first. Xiaobai and I are still sitting there.
I took the initiative to pour a glass of wine and said to Xiao Bai, thank you, I'm sorry. Then I drink a toast.
Xiao Bai said, it's my turn to apologize to you. I'm hardly a good actor.
I am speechless.
Xiao Bai said that my mistake was that I shouldn't expect too much of myself. You don't belong to me, but I belong to you, so since you gave me a chance, I will cherish this opportunity to pretend to be with you.
I still don't talk.
Xiaobai went on to say that I thought about transferring abroad, but those are too old-fashioned. To love someone, you don't have to be loved by that person. Maybe in a few days, I will connect, put down and like someone else. After all, life goes on without you.
I gave a wry smile.
Xiaobai also smiled. At that time, you should bless me.
What time?
Is to find true love and get happiness.
Sure! You will find it.
Thank you for your blessing.
freshman
-Huh?
Xiao Bai, you are great. Having said that, I began to blow a bottle of wine. This action is like an endless river of years, flying from my body cavity to mid-air, like a colorless rainbow, like a small white flower that I saw for the first time, more like a blooming and withered youth, like a lot, but nothing.