A teardrop mole in the palm of my hand

For a long time, I have been silent, solitary, and indifferent as ice and snow that never melts all year round. I am addicted to my own world and don't want to go out.

in the afternoon when I met Xia Wei, I just received the admission notice from the city's key high school. It was a sunny day, but my face was still covered with gloom.

It's a long street, and the trees on the side of the road haven't grown yet, so the sun is chopping down from behind a little viciously. I looked at my own shadow in front of me, attached to the ground in a lonely way, and suddenly felt that I hated it as much as I hated myself. I quickly turned around and ran away. I don't want to see this dark, snot-like shadow.

but as soon as I turned around, I bumped into someone's arms. In a fog, I only vaguely smell the light fragrance of youth and health that smells good. Looking up, my eyes were instantly burned by a handsome face. How can a boy be so good-looking, with delicate facial features without losing masculinity?

I looked at him stupefied and forgot to say I'm sorry. He smiled: "Don't say that you are stunned by my handsomeness!" "

I suddenly hate him. I always hate self-righteous boys. I didn't strike up a conversation with him, said I'm sorry, and passed him by. After a long walk, I don't know why, but I went back to see him again. I didn't expect him to look in my direction in the same place. At the moment I looked back, his smile bloomed again, which made the sunshine in July lose its luster. He put his hand to his mouth and shouted at me, "Girl with teardrop mole under the right corner of her eye, I remember you!" "

I turned and strode, never looking back. Tears came down and crawled over the teardrop mole. I am not qualified to fall in love with anyone at first sight. Who else does a girl who can't even get the love of her biological parents expect to get?

I saw Javert again at the school's welcome party. He was in the middle of the stage, sitting in a high chair, holding the guitar in an elegant posture, singing and tapping the beat with one foot. And the outline of his face is more handsome under the spotlight. He sang a song that I have never heard before. He sang:

"The first time I met you, it was the most beautiful chance in my life.

The sun was warm that day, but your expression was very melancholy.

It was too late to ask your name, and you have quietly left.

And the teardrop mole in the corner of your eye revealed your sad past.

What kind of secret is buried there is a mystery that I can't forget this summer.

This season will soon pass, so I sincerely hope,

Please give me a miracle to meet you again ... "

My heart rises and falls in his singing. This throb has never happened before. There is a small ant gnawing itch on that teardrop mole. This boy always makes me cry. I don't know why he is so obsessed with me. I got up and walked out of the auditorium, still with his emotional singing behind me. I suddenly changed direction and walked backstage.

he walked out with a flood of applause. When he saw me, his surprise was palpable. I said, "Sometimes there are some miracles in life." He smiled and said, "This song is your inspiration. My name is Javert. What's your name? " "My name is Mo Li." He raised his eyebrows and said, "What a strange name." I asked him, "Javert, can you sing that song for me alone?" Javert said, "Of course, it was originally written for you." With that, he picked up his guitar and left the auditorium with me.

We sat side by side on the green field of the campus, and the stars in the sky fell like tiny cherry blossoms. Xia Wei cleared his throat and said, "Next, I will sing one of my original songs for Miss Mo Li-Meeting." Then, he hummed the song again, and the melodious melody hit my heart. For the first time, I burst into tears in front of others. I said, "Javert, you are the only person in the world who cares about me, although you are strange." Javert stopped and asked softly, "Mo Li, why do you say that?" I dug my forefinger into the grass, pulled out a grass and threw it out. I said, "Harvey, my parents are getting a divorce, and they don't care about my feelings at all." I am a child that no one loves. "

Javert's warm hand brushed my cheek and brushed the teardrop mole. But he can't wipe away my endless tears. He said, "Mo Li, do you believe the legend of past lives?" I sobbed and said I didn't know. He said, "I believe it. For example, this teardrop mole in the corner of your eye is the one that your lover dropped on your cheek before he died in the previous life, and this life is used to find the certificate. " I never thought my teardrop mole had such a beautiful legend. I stopped crying and continued to listen to Javert. He said, "Mo Li, shall we be together in the future? I want you to be loved and cared for, and I want to be lonely and really stay away from you. " What can I say? Who can love me more than him? Maybe Javert was the one who dropped tears on my cheek in a previous life.

since I met Javert, my frozen heart has slowly thawed. The smile gradually bloomed on my face. It turns out that being loved by someone is such a beautiful thing.

Javier is one grade older than me, so he can be regarded as the man of the hour in the school. Not only does he play the guitar well, but he also plays basketball well. Every time I hear girls screaming for his easy three-pointers, I will be extremely proud of Javert.

On weekends, Javert often drives me through the streets by bike. Sometimes, I will deliberately tickle his waist in a noisy and crowded place. Then, Javert would tighten his muscles nervously and beg for mercy. He said, "If you tickle me again, I will wrestle. I'm not afraid, but I'm afraid I'll hurt you." If it is so warm, it makes my nose sour every time. The more so, the more I love to provoke him. I want to hear his words of love for me, and I want to know how much he loves me. Children who lack love are so greedy.

One day when Javert was driving me, I really fell off the car. I don't know what happened. At that time, I didn't tickle him, but I suddenly felt weak in my limbs and couldn't sit still. But it's okay. It's just a scratch. Javert's face turned white with fear. As soon as he got to a crowded place in the future, he quickly got off the bus for fear of any accident.

on my birthday in November, Javert gave me a small gift. It is a lavender teardrop crystal pendant, tied with a thin ribbon of the same color, which is very unique. Javert said with a smile, this is my tear that fell on you today, and you can't run away in the afterlife. I laughed, too. I said, I have already buried you with a bunch of tears, and you can't run away.

when Javert drove me home, I asked him, "Javert, do you think it was love at first sight?" Xia Weicai nodded and shook his head again. He said, "No, we should be married in previous lives, and your teardrop mole is the proof." I smiled and said, "It's disgusting!" I tried to reach out and tickle him, but I just wanted to look up, and I was dizzy and weak, and I fell off the car again. Javert came to help me lovingly. He said you should see a doctor. Maybe it's anemia.

My mother took me to the hospital for a check-up. Out of the hospital, I asked my mother what was wrong with me. Mom said, nothing, just anemia, just make up more nutrition. Along the way, my mother bought me a lot of fruits and drinks. At that time, I thought, if only I had got sick earlier. Only when I am sick can I feel that my mother actually loves me.

after eating too much fruit, I woke up from my sleep at night and went to the bathroom. Strangely, I found that the lights were still on in my parents' room, and I vaguely heard my mother crying and my father sighing. What's wrong with them? It doesn't sound like a quarrel. Every time they quarrel, it's always upside down. How can it be so quiet? I couldn't help but stop and be an eavesdropper outside their door.

The next day, when Javert saw me, he was surprised and said, "Mo Li, you didn't sleep well last night, did you? Why did you become a panda eye?"

I smiled and said to him, "Javert, I tell you great good news. My parents are not getting divorced, hahahaha!" I laughed wildly, laughing till tears came down. However, that is not a happy tear.

Javert raised his eyebrows happily: "Really? Mo Li, I'm so happy for you. I remembered what you said to me. You said that sometimes there are miracles in life. "

Javert's words pierced my heart like a sharp thorn. Sometimes there are miracles in life. But I don't know if there will be any miracle I expect.

Another weekend, I was sitting in the back seat of Javert's car, trying to hold his waist tightly so that I wouldn't fall off. But no matter what, I can't make it work. I shouted to stop the car.

Javert stopped and looked at my pale face. He said, Are you dizzy again? I looked into his concerned eyes and tears came down. I said, "Javert, if I die, will you cry?" Javert said, "Mo Li, you are really a sentimental girl. Ok, don't say death! " I firmly said, "Javert, if I die, don't cry, or I will feel bad." Javert laughed, and he said, "Of course I don't cry. Even if we really die, we can recognize each other in the afterlife with that crystal pendant, right? Don't leave, be happy! "

Looking at his innocent smile like sunshine, how can I bear to tell him that I am really dying. I'm really, really dying, and before long, I'll be unable to walk, lift my hand, open my mouth, and just die bit by bit. That night, I heard my mother say this to my father. Their reconciliation, to me, is just a charity. Who will know my despair?

When Christmas is coming, I decided to buy a present for Javert. His birthday is in July, but I don't know if I can wait until then, so let's give him a Christmas present first.

I'm alone, going from boutique house to boutique house. What gift should I find for him?

When I came out of a boutique, a child hit me hard and grabbed my bag and ran across the street. When I was in a hurry, I ran after him without thinking about anything. I was in such a hurry that I didn't see the red light. Then, a piercing car horn sounded in my ear, and then, I heard the sound of my body in pieces ... < P > When I woke up again, I saw my parents and Javert. I really want to smile at them, but I can't smile. Because my body hurts so much, it hurts from all directions before. At that moment, I knew that death was not far from me, and death came to me earlier than expected.

Mom was in tears. She said, Mo Li, you must get better. Mom and Dad are really not divorced, and our family will live well. Dad howled like a wronged child. I want to tell them that I don't want to resent them for a long time, because my heart is more and more love and gratitude to them.

however, I am speechless.

Javert, I saw him cry for the first time. I only know that the way he smiles is so beautiful that he can compare the brilliance of the sun. I didn't expect him to be so touching even in tears. But his tears hurt me so much that they hurt me more than any part of my body. He squeezed my hand and said, it's silly to leave you. You know you can't get that bag back.

how did Javert know that I wanted to get that bag back, just because it contained the crystal pendant he gave me. Javert said it was a tear that he fell on me in this life. How can I lose it? But I still lost it.

I'm so ashamed. But I can't even tell him I'm sorry. I also want to say to him, Javert, don't cry. You promised me you wouldn't cry. But I can only move his hand holding me slowly to the corner of my eye with great difficulty. There are tears flowing out there. I want them to drop in Javert's palm. In this way, if I can meet a man with a teardrop mole in his palm in the next life, then he must be my Javert.

I closed my eyes, and I heard Xia Wei's singing in a trance. He was singing: Please give me a miracle to meet you again.