On the surface, traveling is glamorous. For me, every time is just a way of self-healing. So there is no need to envy, there is also chic and freedom, but in the end, I am just a worried and thoughtful traveler. In the process of traveling, you will neither be too excited nor too quiet. After all, as you get older, no one can be frivolous forever.
The ups and downs are between great joy and great sorrow, which also coincides with the stable mentality of a middle-aged and elderly aunt after 199s.
once upon a time, I liked night better than day. I always feel that the night is quiet and comfortable, and there is a hidden and inexplicable huge energy that attracts me deeply. Maybe people can only see themselves completely in the dark. Maybe the quiet security brought by the dark night makes us relax, so we can exile ourselves in the dark and get closer to our souls.
The train is carrying all kinds of people going to different destinations along the railway tracks. My mind is thinking about what is keeping me awake, so I just jump down from the sleeper and sit at the window and look out to explore the world.
Outside the window, it's dark and opaque, and it's black to walk around for a change.
lonely, I just feel lonely. Loneliness here is different from loneliness. This kind of loneliness is that even if you know that your spiritual world is rich, you can't resist the hysterical loneliness that emanates from your bones.
It's late at night. I told my feelings to Yang Zi. I thought that only I would feel this way, but I never thought that someone could understand my feelings. I felt a lot relieved at once.
My choice is right. When you are extremely tired of a life, come out and see different scenery, different winds and different people. On the bus in Qinhuangdao, looking at the retrogressive scenery outside the window, I smiled and really liked the fresh excitement and tension brought by strange places.
Even though I spent last night in the turbulence of the train and woke up frequently, my energy to continue to visit this city will not be discounted.
when the bus was driving slowly on the clean and fresh avenue, the music in the bus was lingering in my ears. I lowered my head and ate the double skin milk in my hand, and inadvertently looked up. I caught a glimpse of the dark blue sea not far from the roadside, and my restless heart became very calm and quiet in an instant. Perhaps my language is not enough to accurately describe its outstanding charm. I can only say that the sea is very flat and quiet, and the color makes people feel very comfortable. But I have to say that the sea in Qinhuangdao is really cured. From the first sight I touched it, I felt cured in minutes. I think this is the magic of this sea! The magic is also inseparable from the quiet temperament of Qinhuangdao.
I fell in love with one eye. It's not that I'm too frivolous, it's that we instinctively like what beauty can conquer us.
It's the best time to come out and play. When it's warm, you can get in touch with nature better without the disturbance of the bustling crowd.
During the whole walking process, I deeply felt that my mind was intertwined with the quiet and quiet characteristics of this place, which was a wonderful feeling. I have to say, it made my body and spirit that have been tense especially relaxed.
Every sea in the world has its own characteristics. Will there be another sea that can give people such a feeling in the future? I can't give my own answer ...
I've never been a foodie, and I'm not keen on food, so I don't have any research. Just wrap my stomach with food. With the increase of walking places, this concept is also changing quietly. Now that I'm here, I might as well eat all the delicious food. It turns out that mashed potatoes processed from several ordinary potatoes can be so delicious, and the roast cold noodles that can be seen everywhere have a different flavor under the wind of Qinhuangdao.
In the evening, I lie on the playground with my cousin and look at the stars with a bulging belly. When I see the twinkling stars, my whole body is surrounded by a feeling of happiness, as if it were the first time I saw the stars in my life. It suddenly occurred to me that the rush to work in the past seemed to block my getting along with the surrounding environment. I didn't even have time to appreciate the rose with the rain suffix, to take a deep breath of fresh air, and was always overwhelmed by a rush, which inevitably made me unhappy.
Now, I finally slowed down. There are many students jogging around me. I closed my eyes and lay in the embrace of the earth, spinning around happily.
At the Old Dragon Head, I walked around the seaside wall for a long time. Because I had a regret that I didn't have time to climb the Great Wall when I went to Beijing in April, I thought that the Great Wall in the mountains of Beijing was just like this, relying on different media. But even if you walk through the walls of many places, you can't jump over the wall in the heart of the person you like. Similarly, you set up a wall for your heart and closed it up. Not only can others cross it, but it is also difficult for you to walk.
whatever, it's beyond one's control. It is the icing on the cake, without it, it is more comfortable and chic.
Campus wedding photos have been popular for many years, and one day as a support party for my cousin's dormitory can be regarded as a side compensation for my regret that I didn't take a fancy graduation photo. The six little fairies, whether dressed in their own clothes or white gauze, attracted the envious eyes of passers-by everywhere they went. From the eyes exposed by male passers-by, I finally knew the origin of the word spicy eyes, glad you came glad you came!
In order to further make up for my wish, my intimate little cousin also made a set of exclusive campus wedding photos for me. My sister, who is a makeup artist, stylist and photographer, has several jobs. She finally finished the battle before returning the clothes. She felt that she was not satisfied and rented a set of Hanfu for me. She took pains to start the arduous shooting road from Yanda campus to the seaside and back to campus.
I can't put down every photo.
With the longing for the lonely library, we three female men, without making an appointment or planning in advance, relied on our cousin's clever tongue and powerful acting skills (mainly thick-skinned) to get what we wanted, see the true colors of the most lonely auditorium and library, and were addicted to taking pictures under the traction of excitement. To tell the truth, I was lucky enough to break into the resort of the rich and walk on the road full of security personnel. The security personnel here have to pay a solemn salute when they meet the owners. I joked to my cousin: "Walking in the rich area of the back garden of Beijing and Tianjin, even if you are wearing 8 thousand pieces of clothes, you feel like 8 pieces."
but it doesn't matter. since I'm here, just enjoy the beautiful scenery.
The security of the library is particularly tight. When the doorman's little brother asked us to show the license plate number, the silent cousin said that we came by bus (taxi). I stayed aside for an instant, petrified and tried my best to resist snickering. After she issued a WeChat voice, she finally entered the library before closing.
Loneliness can take thousands of forms. Indeed, no one can define loneliness casually, except ourselves. It is what kind of loneliness you feel.
After walking hard for so many days, Brother Tiezi Zhu, who is lucky enough to be an old cousin, can cook ribs, serve stir-fry dishes and rinse hot pot to entertain our party. Many people are busy, beer and foreign wine go into battle together, and when you open your heart, you can drink it all the more. The fighting capacity of a basket of beer every night is absolutely not to be underestimated. It is common to accidentally talk until two or three in the morning. Brother Zhu is a cute chubby guy who looks ugly on the outside, but when he opens his mouth, it's absolutely amazing, and it can definitely make a person (regardless of gender) be sucked by him instantly. In his endless allusions, I opened up a new world of my own knowledge, and I also solved many problems that I couldn't understand before, such as: why the Taiwan Province region of China could not be recovered, and Zhu Ge answered me from many angles, wide fields and deep levels, and other issues such as geographical discrimination and various doubts were solved by Zhu Ge, who was eloquent.
Before I knew it, I drank three bottles of wine and enjoyed a guitar performance from Brother Zhu. With the sound of guitars in the early morning, the trip to Qinhuangdao was drawing to a close.
I have been immersed in the society for several years, and I have to admit that my mood and thinking have also changed. Only when I return to the campus at this time can I easily capture the simple, quiet, romantic and freedom of campus life. The reason why romance is used to describe the campus life of the university is because in such a comfortable campus, even if I am a single female diaosi standing alone, watching the back of a couple walking hand in hand under the tree, this feeling called romance will brush my face with a beautiful gesture, which is the breath of youth.
Nowadays, girls on university campuses generally have higher facial values and are dressed in fashionable clothes. Of course, it's more open. Don't get me wrong, I'm referring to the increase of heavy taste (campus homosexuality) and the fact that the dormitory is full of dirty jokes.
At the end of the week-long trip, I felt sad, but my mood was comfortable and clear. What are those scraped and tanned skin? They are accessories of the trip.
most importantly, I filled my heart with my own steps.
Qinhuangdao, I have been here, please remember me. Thanks to the outstanding people who appeared in this trip, let me understand the direction of my future efforts and constantly surpass myself, which is the most fulfilling thing.
Don't envy me on the road, I'm just saving my soul by walking.