Three months ago, in an apartment building in Shenzhen.

I was sleeping on a Simmons mattress and my fingers touched the wooden floor.

With the ashes in my hands flicking, I kicked Hao Dong in disgust and complained: "What kind of home is this? It doesn't even have a bed?" Hao Dong didn't want to look away, and responded dimly: "I

"Young lady, you have to be satisfied, you have to know that there are many people who can't sleep in their own houses. "You want me to be satisfied? I scanned the room carefully: the walls were white with cards, except for Simmons mattresses and toilets, there were 2 toilets.

The plastic stool is another piece of fine furniture in this house.

There was a voice in my heart shouting: Go back, go back, don’t be reluctant to leave! How about I bought a relationship consulting service? This 70-square-meter house was bought by Hao Dong and me when the house price in Shenzhen was the highest.

Yes, it not only swallowed up all the savings of our two female white-collar workers, but also owed a huge debt.

Every day, I squeezed into the bus, and when I got home, I was so tired that I sat on the ground. It was really nerve-wracking to see such a defeated look.

.I am 28 years old, I am young and capable, I like fine wines, freshly ground coffee, and luxury cars and villas. Even if there is such a thing, there should always be a strong and pure love. And now, what do I have? Three years ago

, we came to Shenzhen together and stood on the viaduct. He pointed to a 30-story high-rise building and said: "Look, living in it is our goal." Therefore, we worked feverishly.

Now that the goal has been achieved, Hao Dong is like a deflated football, lazily unwilling to pop up. But now, my salary is slightly higher than him. What's wrong with looking forward to a farther and better scenery? Every day, Hao Dong

I went to bed at 10:30 on time, and within about five seconds, I heard the sound of snoring.

Hao Dong never recognized my thoughts clearly. He often said: "He who is content is always happy."

He didn't understand that I was looking for a boy who could work hard and get ahead.

Often, when I see him, I suddenly feel sad. What's the meaning of daily life with a boy like that? And at this time, I inadvertently compare Hao Dong and Hong Tao.

Hong Tao is my ex-boyfriend and first love, and he is now living in full swing.

We haven't met each other in five years. Not long ago, he found me through a classmate, and we started to evoke these memories on the Internet.

Hong Tao and I were college sweethearts. When he graduated from college, he insisted on going to Shanghai to develop his career, while I was already stable in Wuhan.

More than half a year after we separated, when we were preparing to go to Shanghai to reunite with him regardless of the opposition of our family, he waved his hand and told me that he could not bear the responsibility of our lives, and that he had abandoned me to pursue his own glory.

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Over the years, he traveled north and south, and finally returned to Wuhan to open a small company.

But I met Hao Dong and went to Shenzhen with him in order to leave this sad city.

Hong Tao, the person I once thought I would never see again in my life, just in October 2020, a gentle "Are you okay now" wiped away all my unhappy memories.

We add each other as friends on MSN and can see each other every day when we post.

He never told me about the present, but just recalled our past: the first time we shyly clasped our fingers by the Pansi River, skipped class and went to the video hall in the alley to watch the dishes, and the Wuhan hot dry noodles that were brought to my mouth in the morning?

There is no keyword of intimacy, but the warmth spreads endlessly.

September 13th is my birthday.

Soon after entering the company's office, someone from the logistics company would greet me holding a bunch of roses.

The sisters in the company all made trouble and praised Hao Dong and I for being quite stylish.

With a smile on my face, I pulled off the credit card and put it in my bag. I realized that this flower was a gift from Hongtao.

Hiding in the bathroom, my heart beat faster, and my face was already attracting attention. I was surprised. This should be the reaction of a girl who is in first love.

At the beginning of the credit card, my nickname suddenly appeared on the list, and it seemed that there was a voice next to my ear, calling me softly.

Think about a man who, thousands of miles away, can clearly remember your birthday, and in order to better send new roses, he called the logistics company early in the morning. I admit, I was really moved.

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When I got home from get off work that day, Hao Dong had his hands bare. I frowned and asked, "Are there any variety shows?" He was stunned for a moment and said, "Yes, yes, let's come out and grab a meal." Throughout the night, I was feeling chilled. , we have been to the restaurant many times, and when ordering, he chose what he liked. I was really interested in using chopsticks, and he ate without hesitation and got what he wanted.

The reality is getting more and more chilling, and I am counting on people on the other side of the Internet more and more.

I complained about the fast pace of Shenzhen and complained that no one was paying attention. Hongtao typed out: "Go home!" I reminded him and myself that there was Hao Dong beside me, but he didn't seem to have seen it.

He cut me off and said: "If you can go home before Christmas, can we still watch the winter snow scene together?" That night, I had a quarrel with Hao Dong because of a trivial matter.

Seeing his sleeping posture with his back to me, I wiped away my tears and gave myself the last command: Leave! The next day, I told Hao Dong that I wanted to take annual leave and go back to Wuhan to play.

He was already shouting about mobile games and was so busy that he was dizzy and said: "Okay, okay, you can go now, anyway, the air tickets will be discounted.