I've been idle recently. When I was tidying up the drawers, I accidentally turned out my memories.
Birthday gifts from primary school students, with blessings written on every note.
when I graduated from junior high school, the class teacher wrote a message.
and postcards we wrote to each other when we were in high school.
Now that we are basically out of touch, these little things always remind me of my good memories. When I was a child, the biggest feature was that I dared to think and always thought that I would be a great person in the future.
I once told my friends that "I must be a doctor in the future" and boasted to my parents that "I will be the first chairwoman in China in the future".
At that time, I was very serious. Adults didn't believe me, and I would secretly compete with myself, thinking, "You will know my power in the future."
growing up slowly, I turned out to be just one of countless ordinary people. But also trying to live a good life as an ordinary person.
The first time I seriously realized that I was just an ordinary girl was in high school.
The peak of self-confidence and arrogance is in the senior high school entrance examination. It is something that I can boast to my children all my life in the future to enter the balance with the result of getting the first naked score in the senior high school entrance examination.
Because, after entering the scale, I began to realize that I was just an ordinary girl.
compared with too many excellent gods, I am simply the most humble one.
Before I divided the arts and sciences, I couldn't balance the time, I couldn't finish my homework, I got the last grade, I was criticized by my teacher, urged by my family, and I doubted myself ...
After I chose science, I cried many times, including math and physics, genotype that I couldn't understand, reading comprehension that I couldn't understand, composition materials that I couldn't recite, frequent exams, and roller-coaster grades ...
Finally, I can face up to my own commonness and make my own efforts in the ordinary position.
I am an ordinary girl. Like many people, I will meditate on my ideal university over and over again before going to bed, I will find an example in my heart to learn from him, I will be depressed because of the decline of my grades, and my heart will beat faster because of my grades ... < P > There are not many stories to boast about, because my life is similar to that of many people. But there is a lot to record, because we are all ordinary people, ordinary but hard.
I've been chasing the drama "Twenty Don't Confuse" recently, and I like the role of "Jiang Xiaoguo" in it very much. Because you can see your own shadow in her.
Jiang Xiaoguo should be a representative of most of us ordinary people, neither Liang Shuang's beautiful skin nor Dabao's well-off family. But there has always been a longing and struggle for the future.
If high school only made me realize my average IQ. Then, the university made me realize that I am ordinary in all aspects.
average face value, average figure, average personality, average self-control, average activity, average exam ...
What's unusual? Appetite, temper and playfulness.
I am the same as most of my peers. I will review crazily before the exam, forward all kinds of koi fish prayers, I will control my appetite to keep fit, I will feel guilty after eating a midnight snack, I will discuss my favorite beans with my girlfriends, I will occasionally gossip ... < P > But I will do my best for what I want to do. We will discuss with our teammates and stay up late to work overtime in order to make an excellent presentation. We will ponder and rehearse many times in order to hold an excellent activity. We will also look up information and take notes for high grade points.
Most of us are Jiang Xiaoguo, one of the ordinary people.
one day, I suddenly found that my ordinary self is also shining in the eyes of others.
I was chatting with my roommate in high school that day, and she said, "Chief, I came after you in high school. Although your grades are average, you have never given up. "
although the words are a bit penetrating, I am really proud.
Because my high school grades were average, I always felt that I was gloomy at that time. But I didn't expect that I never stopped working hard, and I was also shining in the eyes of others.
I will quarrel with my parents and have a cold war, but I will also try to be their little pride;
Being playful will delay your study, but you will also try to learn professional courses well;
I will be awkward with my friends, but I will also try my best to prepare small surprises;
There will be a lot of delicious food that I want to eat, but I will still look at my flesh and hold back
...
Like most of my peers, I am an ordinary girl, with no innate advantages, but I have the courage to venture bravely. I am not one of the few people standing on the top of the pyramid, but I am also shining to others.