The new year is "burning", burning away the "mourning" of the past and lighting up the road to the future.
You must believe that love is still beautiful, but it is too mysterious. You cannot see its true face by listening to other people's words. Cupid's arrow is always biased and may not hit everyone. I am lucky to get it, but I am not lucky to get it.
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Love is optional, but love must be there, with relatives, with friends, with teachers, with passers-by, and with everything in the world.
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Reading should never be discontinued throughout your life. If you really love reading, why not steal a few moments of free time and just read without having to worry about anything else. After doing what you are happy to do, you will feel less resentful when you do what you have to do.
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I regret that I have let myself down so much in the past year. In the future, take good care of yourself. Only when you eat food you have never tasted before will you feel that there is really delicious food in the world, and it is not just an "ok" fast food that exists just to fill you up and give you strength. Lie down early at night and let go of all wandering thoughts. I fell asleep quickly, wrapped tightly in quilts, and woke up feeling comfortable all over my body. The emotion "This world is so beautiful" flashed through my heart, and I realized that in fact, insomnia is just that I can't let go of yesterday, and I want to touch the future in advance. To tomorrow. When you feel uncomfortable and can't stand it anymore, write it down in your diary, like your habits over the past few years, or tell a friend about it. There is no need to go without food or sleep, or even suffer from stomachache and insomnia. Self-abuse may bring a temporary sense of security, but it will owe you a lot. It's not that happiness and love are far away in the sky, it's that you deliberately ignored their approach, but turned around and embraced loneliness. It's not that you don't need their pity, but you are humble and use the guise of perfecting yourself to push them away. "Excellence means everything", "Loneliness is the soil on the ground, love is the stars in the sky", beauty And it is untouchable and does not need to be touched in order to live. Admit it, no one is an island, admit that you are afraid of losing love, admit that you are afraid that you will never be happy in your life. The prime of life has passed, and women have to talk about appearance. So in the new year, may I be more beautiful and worthy of the name given by my father. As for age, I personally think that the name is just a code name, just a number. There are young girls who seem to have matured and experienced through vicissitudes of life, and there are also white-haired old people who are innocent and lively, as if they have regained their youth. Experience is more valuable. The most common things I suffer from are probably caring about other people's evaluations, apologizing, endlessly apologizing, exposing myself on a whim, being anxious about whether my words and deeds are wrong, and feeling disappointed every time I don't get a positive response. I avoid people before they leave me. No collision, no damage, and of course, no sparks. There is no solution so far. Perhaps the most effective medicine is, don’t be afraid, no one in the world cares about you, just laugh loudly~
Every age, I dream about my mature appearance, and I still still do today. Not mature enough. Everyone misses being eighteen, but I only look forward to turning twenty-eight soon. Will I be more mature and powerful by then? Will you love yourself more? Will you understand the value of time better? It's just that the past can only be reshaped by the present over and over again, and the future is just a phantom of the present. Whatever you expect, try your best to fight for it now~
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Year after year, The vision in mind is always the same. If you really want to change, dear, if you haven't reached the end point, you can't think you can't do it, don't worry too much, daydream less, record more, gossip less, and read more idle books.
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Whatever you want, you will definitely have it.
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