Nightmare arrival

Past life causes, this life results, previous life accumulates virtue and does good deeds, this life brings good luck, koi fish, previous life is full of evil, and this life brings bad luck. Some people are born with a golden key, and they don't worry about eating and wearing. Good luck will accompany them all their lives and envy others. Some people are born with bad luck, and they are often shunned by unexpected trouble. I believe what past lives said, and I also believe that I had a bad past life. Everyone in the world has their own way of living and shelter, but I am like a headless fly, bumping around and unable to find my way home.

Life is like a cage, and jealousy is like a curse. What a miserable life a jealous life is! I sat on the meditation mat, and the picture began to play. I saw that everyone around me and everyone I knew had a better life than me. First, my college classmates, Dong Zi, got married, Brother Yong was promoted and raised, and Zhu was worth over 111 million yuan. Secondly, my neighbors, Yang Zi, bought a house and got a wife, and Bo Zi had a second child. Bo Zi's business was booming, followed by relatives and friends, my cousin married into a rich family, my cousin went abroad to study, and my cousin was promoted to the third level. Finally, even those whom I hated were mixed up properly. On the other hand, I am ill, single for many years, with a flat income and a bumpy road.

no, this is not the life I want! I coughed violently and my heart ached, trying to stop some pictures, but I couldn't, so I had to let these pains come and go.

in the dark night, the bottles were smashed all over the floor, and I dropped all the bottles on the road. Illness and other people's incomprehension let me vent freely. I hate everything and God's injustice. My mother was worried that the broken glass slag would hurt others. Without saying a word, she took a dustpan and broom and cleaned it bit by bit. When I saw this, I was even more angry and ran away with anger. Running, shouting, trying to escape from this world that is incompatible with me. I don't know how long I ran, and I don't know which way I ran. There are no pedestrians or cars on the road. I was exhausted from running and knelt down, tears had already dried up. God, please take me away! I don't want to stay in this world! I looked at the sky and begged to take me away. God didn't appear, but I am now. Now I am like a light, sitting opposite me. I really want to hug him and comfort him, but my hands can't touch him. Go home, mom is waiting for you. Speak to him, but he can't hear you.

the picture goes to the operating room again. I was lying on the operating table, the light shone in my eyes, my heart beat faster, and I was so scared that I wanted to escape. The nurse has anesthetized me, and the doctor next to me is preparing surgical instruments. I meditated, Jesus saved me, and God saved me. Then the doctor came to me with instruments, and I was like meat on the chopping block, unable to move, leaving it to be disposed of. It was a long time before I walked off the operating table with pain and fear. My brothers and sisters in the church have been waiting outside, praying for me. They helped me and comforted me. I was trapped in my own pain and fear, ignoring their concerns at all.

when I saw these pictures repeated, my heart was extremely tormented. Jealousy and hatred make all good things go away from me. Illness troubled me, and I was angry and hurt countless people who cared about me. I don't know how to be grateful, I just complain, and life is getting worse. The phase is born by the heart, the environment is created by the heart, and the environment is free to turn. Imagine yourself in hell, surrounded by ghosts, and living like years. Imagine yourself in heaven, surrounded by love and accompanied by angels. Now, I am trapped in a small dark room, and I am not imprisoned in a prison that I can't get out of. I have a little understanding of the purpose of closing the door. Man's greatest enemy is not others, but himself, and what I see is my inner world. The inner world creates and influences the outside world. Only by changing the inner world can the outer world change.

when you get it, you don't know how to cherish it. When you lose it, you just chase it, but it's too late. The picture of the third relationship began to play. Lei is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen before. Her style is changeable, from Lori to Royal Sister, from lively and cheerful to sentimental. I fell in love with her at first sight and was fascinated. It was a sunny Singles' Day, and we took the bus for more than two hours and came to Shanghai Jinshan. There is a sea of flowers hidden in Jinshan, far away from the hustle and bustle of the city, and birds and flowers are singing all the way. I tried to hold her hand in the flower sea, but she didn't refuse. We are like lovers, holding hands, smelling the flowers and taking photos. It's the most beautiful place I've ever seen, with flowers everywhere, beautiful butterflies dancing and romantic music playing in the speakers. Tired from walking, we sat on a bench in the middle of the flower sea. She looks particularly charming. I feel emotional. I hug her and tell her. She hesitated, moved to tears, hugged me and agreed. There is a cloud floating in the sky, which is shaped like a love. I think God is blessing us. At that moment, I felt that I was the happiest person in the world. I really want time to stand still forever at that moment, and we can be together forever.

On New Year's Eve, I took Lei to the Bund to enjoy a wonderful light show. People have crowded the roads, and the armed police have formed a human wall. I hold Lei's hand tightly and move forward slowly like a snail. One minute passed, at twelve o'clock, the bell struck a few times, and then there was nothing. People walked back in disappointment, and the road was already blocked. Lei didn't blame me, and silently followed me. She is wearing a thin vest, which makes me feel distressed. This time, we really suffered. Didi Meituan couldn't get a car, and mobike Xiaohuang car had already disappeared, and all the hotel rooms were fully booked. Stay on the street or walk hard. We chose to walk home, like a couple in trouble, step by step. After crossing the bridge, I came to Tibet North Road. We can't walk any further, so we have to find a 24-hour food city for the time being, eat something and have a rest. In the food city, there are people who can't go back. Everything comes to him who waits. I stopped an electric tricycle at the door. 51 bucks, you can take Lei home. Lei and I hugged each other and got into the tricycle. The cold made us hug each other tightly. When I arrived at the door, she hugged me and couldn't bear to part. She remembered that I still had a long way to go before giving me a kiss. She turned around and danced like a little rabbit, singing and walked into the room. I am tired, but I am happy. Sweep away a bicycle, grinning, riding on the way home.

I am very happy with Lei. However, I also expected that the happy days would not last. Lei is clamouring to see Raiders 3. I feel unlucky and don't want to see it. She threatened to go to her predecessor if she didn't accompany her. No choice, I had to reluctantly accompany her into the cinema. The film didn't end in comedy, but in tragedy. After reading it, she cried bitterly. Turned and walked into the toilet. I waited at the door of the toilet for a long time, watching people go in and out, but I never saw her. I really want to run into the ladies' room to find her. The gate of the cinema was about to close, so I immediately got out through the door. When I took my mobile phone out to watch it, I was dumbfounded. It turned out that the mobile phone was muted at the beginning of the movie. She sent me a message, but I didn't see it. She said she was going to find her ex. I hurriedly chased out. It's raining heavily outside. I didn't bring an umbrella and I was soaked to the skin. I don't know where she went. I ran in the rain and shouted her name. Her cell phone was turned off and she didn't reply to the message. I ran three roads and followed her everywhere. This movie ended my happiness.

Looking at myself running in the rain, I really want to stop him and let him go home. Don't be silly, but I can't. The picture becomes empty and the sound becomes lighter. I can't tell whether it's the train station or the pier. Many people are waiting in line to buy tickets. I am holding a box and waiting calmly. Suddenly, I found that one of my teeth was loose. As soon as I took it, I fell off and threw it on the ground without paying attention. At this moment, a child shouted, Wow, gold! I saw that the child clearly held my teeth in his hand. How can it be regarded as gold? Another tooth fell off and fell to the ground. The people around me fought to get my teeth. I wanted to stop it, but when I opened my mouth, they looked at my teeth with golden light in their eyes. Before I knew it, they swarmed, broke my mouth and grabbed my teeth. A big fellow abruptly pulled out one. I rolled on the ground in pain, and my mouth was full of blood. These people are all crazy, chasing me, grabbing my teeth, and some even took out pliers. Several more were pulled out, and I escaped from the gap they were fighting for. It's all crazy. People on the road are chasing me. When they catch up with me, they pull out one of my teeth and someone breaks it with a hammer. I vomited my broken teeth and ran for my life. I don't know where I fled, but I finally pushed open a door. Walked in. In the room, it's dark and scary. There is an altar in front of it, with some utensils on it. I vomited blood all over the floor, and there are not many teeth left. Holding a spell in one hand, chanting and burning the spell to ashes. I can't see the Taoist priest clearly. He is holding a scarecrow, as if writing my name, and sticking it up with a needle. My teeth began to fall off again, and they were bloody and fell to the ground. I fainted to the ground because of the severe pain. The Taoist priest took out another spell, chanting it, and the spell turned to ashes and fell on me. A beautiful woman appeared in front of me, and she walked towards me cheerfully.

the vivid pain woke me up, and I was sweating behind me. Is this a past life of mine? I died so miserably in my previous life. Who the hell cursed me? Who is that Taoist priest? Who is that beautiful woman? Why are you hurting me? I clenched my fist and my stomach was full of anger. This is the reason that has haunted me for more than ten years. I carefully recalled every detail of my dream, trying to remember the appearance of the Taoist priest and the beauty. I can't see it clearly. I can't see it at all. I want revenge. I want revenge. I must find them.

Three roosters crow, which means it's dawn. Soon, Miss Huang will come to deliver the meal. I'll tell Miss Huang to help me find my enemy. I've been waiting in bed for a long time, and I can't calm down. Finally, I heard the sound of swiping the key card. Teacher Huang put down the food and sat by my bed. She asked, how was last night? I said, I saw my past life. Then I told her without reservation. I said I wanted to get revenge on my enemies. She told me to close my eyes, feel the current mood well, ignore any thoughts and just watch. I feel cold in my back, and there is a raging fire in my heart. When I see the picture of killing people, I fall into hell, kill people again, and then go back to hell. Teacher Huang said meaningfully that coming here is not to see the hatred of past lives, but to jump out of reincarnation, get revenge, be cursed, get revenge and be cursed. When is the end? There are still two days left, I hope you can change. Say that finish, she closed the door and quietly left. I was left, sitting on the bed, lost in thought.