"Very" what?
My guess is "very lost, very depressed, very wilted" hahaha~ This is normal.
When people eat, an exciting substance is secreted in their brains, which stimulates people's feelings and makes them feel happy.
Many people in life will eat a big meal when they are in a bad mood. Of course, there are also extreme bulimia patients.
It is better to say that we are looking for good food than for happiness.