On September 9th, A Jian, whose online name is "A Jian should work hard to live", died unfortunately. He gained so many fans because he recorded the whole process from his anti-cancer to his death by making a video. At that time, he actively sought treatment, although the process of chemotherapy was very painful. But he also updates the video every day. In his video, most of the content is about the popular science knowledge of rectal cancer, and he shared his feelings when he was doing chemotherapy. Call on everyone to pay attention to good health. There are also some delicious foods, from which we can see A Jian's love and yearning for life.

After a period of continuous updating, he "disappeared" ... Many netizens wondered if something had happened to him. Netizens have been waiting for nearly half a year. Finally, I saw Jian again. He cried in front of the camera for the first time. Because Jian's cancer has recurred. The situation is even worse than before. In the video, he said that he would vomit whatever he ate, and his physical condition was < P > until September 1st, and A Jian said that no hospital was willing to accept him. In other words, there are not many days left. A Jian hasn't updated for a week after that. Many fans who care about him go to the comment area to leave messages and private letters to encourage and greet him. But I never got a reply. Everyone began to worry, is Jian gone?

At this time, some scammers actually pretended to be A Jian on the Internet and started cheating. On September 7th, A Jian updated his last video and said, "Today is September 7th, and I'm still here. There are a lot of scammers pretending to be me and my relatives. I don't have an account on any platform, and I won't ask anyone for anything. I hope everyone will not be deceived. " With his last strength, he made a last wish, that is, telling netizens not to be deceived ... Two days after this video was sent, A Jian left us forever. And "Hello, I'm Jian." This familiar prologue has now become forever ... mental torture

On May 29th, 22, A Jian posted his first video-"A Helpless Request from a Patient with Advanced Rectal Cancer" on the Internet. In the video, he wears a pair of black-rimmed glasses, looks gentle and has thick black hair, just like most young guys in their twenties and thirties. If we don't say it, it's hard to see that he is in the advanced stage of rectal cancer.

He sent out a request for help on the Internet in the hope that netizens could help him with ideas and see how to make money, instead of asking for donations. A Jian comes from the countryside of Langfang, Hebei Province, and his family conditions are not plentiful. When he was diagnosed with advanced rectal cancer, he was 32 years old, old and young, and he was the pillar of his family. Knowing that he was terminally ill, he was shocked at first, and then he was very worried: "What about the two young daughters? What about parents in their 7 s? "

But many people question why A Jian insists on making short videos when he is already in such pain. That's because Ajian's financial pressure is too great. In order to treat the disease, he owes a lot of foreign debts. He has an 8-year-old man and two daughters at home. He doesn't know how he will live without his family, so he wants to leave some money to his family as much as he can. For this reason, he can only earn some money by getting traffic from short videos.

The condition developed rapidly. After the first operation, he felt that his health was not as good as before and he could not do any manual work. But he still wants to do his best to do more things for this family while his physical condition still allows. After much deliberation, he decided to make a video. On the one hand, it is a record and encouragement of my own anti-cancer road, on the other hand, I still want to make some money from it. So, for more than half a month, A Jian updated the video every day.

Most of the contents are about the popular science knowledge of rectal cancer and his feelings during chemotherapy. Based on his personal experience, he appealed to everyone to pay attention to his health. In order to increase the viewing volume, he also tried to shoot food content twice, but unfortunately, the results were minimal. In short, last June's A Jian looked optimistic.

Because in his heart, there is always a hope that he can be cured. So he actively does chemotherapy, actively lives, and actively shoots videos ... telling himself over and over again: "The suffering now is the test of happiness in the future." However, after half a month of continuous updating, he suddenly disappeared. It was not until half a year later that it reappeared. Physical torture of illness

On December 6th, 22, A Jian came back, and he looked much older than before. It turned out that his cancer recurred during that time, and all the previous treatments and efforts were all in vain. When he came back this time, he was more and more pessimistic and miserable in the video: his physical condition was getting worse day by day, and he had not eaten anything for two days. Now his stomach has been hurting, and taking painkillers has no effect. I have been urinating with blood in the past two days, mixed with blood clots. I don't know how long I can hold on. The state of my family makes it impossible for me to do any treatment. Now I can live one day at a time. I really can't keep going, it's so painful every day. I'm sorry for my parents and children, and finally I left them in such a mess ... In such pain, he sometimes gets better. This will restore his optimism and raise his hopes. But this improvement is only a flash in the pan. After more than a year of anti-cancer, he has dragged down his family too much, and now, the only thing he can do is to make a video. Even if he wants to expose his worst side to the public, even if he will be scolded for "selling badly" and "gaining eyeballs", even if he has only a little traffic income, he wants to leave some money for his children. Just like this, A Jian also quickly weakened. By August, he was so thin that he looked like a different person. The physical and mental state is extremely poor: "Sometimes I am really scared, I really don't know how long I can persist. "I really don't know what to do. "I'm sorry everyone ..." In his later videos, his voice was extremely weak and faint. Every time he said a few words, he had to breathe for a long time, and his expression became more and more painful.

even in this state, he insisted on updating for half a month. After being tortured by illness for more than a year, A Jian had the idea of giving up several times. But his two young daughters forced him to stick to his teeth. He knows that a daughter can't live without her father. But most of the time, instead of treatment, he just lay at home and resigned himself to taking painkillers to relieve his symptoms. He said he wanted to go to a big hospital in Beijing, but he couldn't afford it. On September 1, A Jian said that no hospital was willing to accept him. The implication is that there are not many days left.

A Jian hasn't updated for a week. Many fans who have always cared about him went to the message area to greet him and pray silently for him, but they never got a reply or waited for an update. So everyone began to worry, is Jian gone? Unexpectedly, this last moment turned out to be an opportunity for swindlers to cheat.

On September 7th, A Jian updated his last video and said,

Today is September 7th, and I'm still here.

There are a lot of scammers pretending to be me and my relatives. I don't have an account on any other platform, and I won't ask anyone for anything. I hope you won't be cheated.

With his last strength, he told netizens not to be deceived. Two days after this video was posted, he passed away. That sentence "thank you" became the last sentence he left for netizens. Hello everyone, I am A Jian! " It's a fixed opening phrase in every video of A Jian. From his first video to his last video, there were 466 days in the middle. During these 466 days, he recorded his experience after being diagnosed with cancer. From the full desire for survival to the later pain and confusion, to the final collapse and despair, resignation ... < P > We have also seen how a fresh life is gradually dying under the torture of illness. In these 466 days, he shot 144 videos. The only time I smiled was when I was with my daughter on Children's Day last year. He once said, "My biggest dream is to grow up with my two daughters, then send them to school, and then marry them in person to find happiness in life." Unfortunately, he can't do it. Poor inherit the wind, at the last moment of his life, all he wanted was to save more money for his children. Conclusion:

During Ajian's struggle with cancer for more than a year, the torment of illness and the terrible cancer made many netizens tremble. It's hard to imagine how much pain A Jian suffered in this suffocating despair. Now, with the end of life, all this pain has dissipated, and it must be that A Jian was relieved at the last moment of his life.